HARRY!!! AHAHAHAHAHA=)

Not even a month goes by while trying desperately to come to the "physical realization" that Sambo is not on the other side of my bedroom door when I open it each day, or behind me waiting for snacks when I am in the kitchen, or that he is not going to be at my feet when I turn a corner in the apartment..... the "feelings" had become overwhelming to me!
The first time I "saw" Harry was in a visionary dream state.  He was not really clear as a dog, but more of an "animal spirit?"  But, he had a "grin" on his face that was amazing AND it's name was sent into my mind as, HARRY?  It lasted for only seconds it seemed.  I did not think much about it later, only that it was a rather charming vision.
Walking past the a person I knew who lived nearby one early afternoon, I was greeted by him with a big hello and an announcement that his Pit Bull Terrier had given birth a few weeks ago to 14 babies!
I laughed and said that was really terrific!  He asked if I would like to see one?  I said, Yes.  He was brought out to me and put into my arms at which time he promptly fell asleep.
Two days later, I encountered the same person and requested to see the puppy again.  He immediately went inside and brought the same one out to me to hold and it once again began to fall asleep in my arms.  
My friend said that he felt terrible about Sambo and that I should really have this puppy to lessen the grief.  I told him No, that I would have to wait maybe a year or so and then consider another buddy, but never a Pit Bull Terrier.
Well....... I guess the old saying is true, NEVER SAY NEVER!  By the way, it's very difficult to "mourn" when there is a "baby" in the house!                                More later..........

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

THOSE THAT CANNOT BE "SEEN" DURING OBES

Recently I was discussing the "negative" aspects of my on-going feelings towards myself, with someone.  I always felt that this particular person was always able to move forward under various obstacles without much problems due to their "positive" and primarily, cheerful personality.  I insinuated to the person that this was due to their constant "scattered/unfocused" attention span.  This person immediately set me straight on something I was both surprised and willing to accept.  (It seemed to ring true!)  He told me that he knew another such person whom he pinpointed as having the same problems with moving on smoothly without hesitations and sadness.  He said, she had been sexually and emotionally abused as a child.  His deep/spiritual insight was astounding to me!
As we might notice, child molestations are a major subject in the new media today!
Since I am personally considered a victim of these occurrences as a child myself, I have learned later in life how it will come back to haunt us.  Even when those such as myself were able to do a "major black-out" on remembering any of the incidents. 
As I said earlier in my blogs, I do not hold any grudges against those that committed these acts against me, BUT, it has been made clear to me that they impacted my thoughts and feelings for a lifetime.  I sup-
pose that I would have been able to accomplish a lot more with my life had I not had so much deep rooted feelings of "fear" inside my spirit/soul, caused by these incidents.
The primary reasons, I am mentioning this subject again is that I wish to inform you of how I have discovered the "unseen spirits/guides" which assist us during our OBEs. 
First of all, I wanted to mention to you that "they" will never impose anything upon us that we do not want to accept.  NOTHING.  They al-
ways seem most loving and kind.  And for some reason, they never
seem to make an appearance to us?  Even though I was once told by another Out of Body Experiencer, that an Entity had appeared to him and had informed him that he was providing him with some informa-
tion in the "image of his Father", but that this entity was "not his Father" speaking .  The Entity informed him that he felt this would be more comfortable.
Usually, whenever I am "flying/traveling" anywhere during an OBE I always am positive that there is someone "behind me" assisting me with my travels.  I can never actually "see" them, but I know without a doubt that "they" are with me.  Only once, in all of the years that I have traveled out of body have I asked the question, DO I KNOW YOU?  And the answer was, YES, BUT YOU ARE NOT PERMITTED TO SEE ME!
I believe "they protect us as well as guide us".  When I was being guided to be shown the terrible things that had happened to me as a small boy, I was actually flown through the air "back" to the actual times when the incidents occurred. 
Having been flown through the air it seems I arrived at  a house, and was headed towards two windows.  One of the windows was closed.  It was located to the left of me.  In spite of that,  I knew from past experiences, that I would be able to easily fly right through that "closed" window, BUT, "fear" suddenly got the best of me.  In less than seconds, on the right, appeared another window.  This one was wide open.  Without much thought I seemed to be moved with-
out any hesitation, directly towards the opened window and glided smoothly inside the house into a vaguely familiar room from a very long forgotten past in my life.  In this room, unfolded, as clear as day a very traumatic revelation, which I have already revealed in one of my earlier blogs.
I found myself in the scene, as an "observer" witnessing my own self as a young boy.  This OBE was as "real" as physical life, if not even more realistic!
I want all to know, that when you have your OBEs, that I do believe from past experiences that you will have Spirit/Guides lovingly protecting you and guiding you through it all.  I want to confirm to you, that in all of my experiences, I have never encountered an Unseen Entity that was present, that was not totally, unconditionally loving and kind with me during my experience!
More later.................

Love and Light!
Marshall
   

HI ALL.... I THINK MY THOUGHTS WERE A POSSIBLE, "MISTAKE?"

Today, I am feeling my Sambo is doing OK!  (Because I am feeling a little bit more stable about things at the moment).
About the mysterious information I related to you about the electricity in the kitchen the following morning.  I am almost sure now, that it was a RAT that stepped on the breaker on the counter connected to those items.  Maybe???  Because this morning a loaf of bread left nearby was "munched into" by something left out of place.  Aahahhahahahah! 
There were two rats recently that made their way into the apartment, via the pantry door I believe, and have been here for awhile, until I caught one in a trap.  I know there were two of them because they ran past me one day while I was next to the bathroom leading off of the kitchen.  They appeared the size of big guinea pigs to my surprise.  I remember one got away, immediately, BUT, I slammed the bathroom door when he ran in and the other one was left trapped outside the door next to me.  I was so alarmed that I just kept jumping up and down and thinking I was going to get rid of it???  BUT, it just stood on two hind legs looking at me, as if to say, COULD YOU PLEASE OPEN THE DOOR FOR ME TO GET IN?  Which for some stupid reason, I DID!  And it just ran in and disappeared?  Sambo was on the floor nearby, and never even moved a bit.  He only lifted his head gently and then put it back on the floor.  (That made me so sad.  He would usually come running and knock me out of the way with his body attempting to catch whatever he thought was in question.)
In any case, the huge trap I got, captured the rat one morning.  It caught his tail.  It was yelling very loud.  It was more frightened than hurt.  It was taken far away in the car to the woods and released.
Evidently, "the partner in crime" still roams the kitchen freely until captured hopefully.
I would like to believe Sambo "crossed-over" calmly and peacefully and was released from the agony of physical pain and was not traumatized in doing so, and did not  attempt to find his way back home via the kitchen.  I will believe that my OBE was valid in that just as always, when I woke up in the mornings, Sambo was there to not only "greet me", but as I described in my previous blog, he was once again very whole and happy to be his old self again, and..... FREE!
Interesting that OLGA told me upon calling, that the day Sambo was leaving me, that WEISKIE was "whimpering" a very strange sound and for no reason at all, THE THOUGHT OF SAMBO CAME INTO HER MIND? (Always whenever I go to visit Weiskie, he begins to pace and whimper when I am within 15 to 20 minutes nearby.  Olga was familiar with this sound, BUT, this "whimpering" was different, more of a "crying?")
Now I think of my past  good times with Sambo.  I also think of the OBEs I had where both Sambo and Weiskie were with me on some rather playful adventures!  They being involved in a few of my Out of Body Experiences should possibly confirm to me, that they both were very much aware of the OBEs.... 
More later..............                              

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE THIS MORNING/WAS IT SAMBO???

Last night was awful.  In and out of a light sleep.  (This sometimes can lead to an OBE).
Jumped up in the A.M.s and found that only the kitchen leading to the bathroom had obviously had a quick "black-out?"  Strange?  Only in the kitchen.  The Microwave clock and oven top timers were blinking at a time an hour or two in the past.  This to me was rather strange, since black-outs do occur around here from time to time and very short lived, like 5 to 10 minutes recently.  BUT, ENTIRE APARTMENT BLACKS OUT, NOT JUST THE KITCHEN?
Of course, I wanted to think, it was a "possibility" that Sambo had returned home and by habit went into the kitchen his bowl and water were always kept.  Maybe I was having wishful thinking?
In bed again, I kept wondering what that was really all about and fell into slumber for a couple of hours.  Suddenly, I was or thought I was awake?  Sat up in bed and saw in front of me, Sambo jumping out of the body of what seemed to me as a DUPLICATE SAMBO?  When he jumped out he jumped directly onto me and was licking me all over with glee and vigor!  HE WAS STANDING ON HIS HIND LEGS (ONE OF WHICH BEFORE PASSING ON, WAS TOTALLY INCAPACITATED AND THE PAIN DID NOT PERMIT HIM TO ANY LONGER USE IT THE WAY HE HAD DURING BETTER DAYS!) 
I seemed to reach out to him as I always did to prevent him from knocking me down with his excitement, he had originally weighed 100 lbs. and appeared this weight in this occurrence, but had weighed in at far less the day before he crossed-over.  I could hear in my thoughts exclaiming out to him SAMBO, MY SAMBO, EASY BABY I LOVE YOU!
In what seemed like not even a second I was back in my bed ALONE!  What do I discern about this "event that happened to me?"  I can only base it on all other past experiences I have had during my projections.  ALWAYS, I have been shown situations in "pictures/images" in the past when a loved one has crossed-over and I was given the gift of viewing their state of existence.  I always viewed the scenes and evaluated in my mind the possibilities.  This time, Sambo jumped from "one duplicate body", possibly his painful and deteriorating one, and greeted me with licking and cheerfulness and overwhelming excitement, in a very healthy and healed original healthy body!  I was witness to my beloved Sambo being whole!  Is this true?  I would love to believe so, BECAUSE I AM STILL HERE IN THE PHYSICAL AND THIS COULD BRING MUCH COMFORT TO MY SOUL!  I LOVE YOU SAMBO!
More later................

Love and Light!
Marshall

MY BELOVED SAMBO AUGUST 2006-OCTOBER 2011

I have always said when experiencing this kind of pain.  IT IS SO DIFFERENT FROM ANY OTHER PAIN IMAGINABLE!  My heart is broken and the tears that keep coming from my eyes change nothing.  ALREADY I MISS YOU SO MUCH IN THE PHYSICAL SAMBO!
Removing your chewing bones and toys and your food dishes are important, because whenever I see any of them I burst into tears!
I know you are safe and sound now.  You can now feel your energetic, happy self and travel freely without any physical pain anymore forever!  I know he will come to me in the astral and comfort me with his presence, just as Yuri has in the past.  I CAN STILL FEEL STRONGLY, YOUR UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!  GOD BLESS MY BELOVED DOG!

                                                                   SAMBO

Love and Light!
Marshall

MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE THIS EARLY MORNING!

"A person who seeks relationships only to gratify his or her own needs, such as his or her own emotional or sexual needs, will find that each relationship is essentially identical, that the people in his or her life are replaceable, that experiences with the first and experiences with the second are essentially the same."  GARY ZUKAV


I continue to get emails from those asking questions about the mysteries of life.  BUT, many seem to be so much of the same:  Those wishing to know answers to their relationships with their mates, lovers, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc.  Always the same questions, why my divorce, why my major troubles with holding down a relationship, does he or she love me or not, will I always be alone, why am I alone, on and on and on.  All so seemingly trivial compared to the bigger picture!

Early this morning, I woke up and meditated while still in bed and soon found myself slowly and smoothly, leaving my physical body.  Very quickly I found myself gliding down the streets outside of my apartment  westward at a very low level.  My state of being rather sad changed to cheerfulness and energy.  I could hear my thoughts playfully scream out, HYPER-SPEED! hoping I would be taken higher up from the ground and would begin to move faster.  Which happened immediately to my happy surprise!
I found myself high over the buildings and houses below.  I could see very clearly the backyards of many houses.  The sun was shinning bright and it was a beautiful day.  I knew as always that I could ask for any information that I so desired, knowing that there were always "unseen entities" accompanying me on my flight. 
For some reasons, I suppose the questions asked of me above which I preferred to answer and present for those that asked and place here for all to see, rather than individually, could be obtain during this peaceful experience. 
Information given seemed simple and forthcoming without much effort.  I was able to discern that we are "never really alone spiritually", but in the physical it might appear that way since we are so attached to our physical vehicles.  The clarity of how most human defined so many of their relationships with one another based on how extraordinary the sex!!!  Yet, never, never realize this can be a major downfall.  This thought has tremendous validity when we come to realize that we are NOT physical beings in reality.
I understood how so many cannot actually "exist" on the physical plane without the need to have another physical being seen in their eyes as a boyfriend, girlfriend, lover, wife, husband, etc.  Many cannot function on a day to day basis without this being a part of their existence. 
Some of the information already seemed clear to me from life experiences.  Watching so many, including myself in the past, loosing out on so many wonderful opportunities to grow and learn due to the fact that we would always be caught up in so much mundane situations involving our searches and desires for a relationship in order to make our lifes' whole.  Due to the constant and desperate searching 24/7 of attempting to acquire making this a part of our journeys we always unfortunately would make the same, continuous mistakes in doing so.
The thoughts ran quickly through my mind of all those asking me why they were so unhappy about being jilted or abandoned?  I could hear the answers coming to me quickly about how these individuals had given themselves priorities that were destructive to their ongoing journeys.  How we loose track of our true purposes and goals by having them thwarted by our feelings of inadequacies because we felt we were missing out on something that others around us were doing.
Patience, was a thought smoothly slid into my mind.  Priorities was another.  I could see the beautiful mountains approaching me as I glided smoothly towards them in the distance.
The men and women that go into relationships only to be taken care of both emotionally and financially always find failure in the end.  None of the predicaments I have been presented with are in reality "complexed" to me.  Observations from decades make things very simple.  (The failed situations become repetitive!)  Some judge others as being nothing but Prostitutes, in general, we can all be performing as so called prostitutes when taking one thing in return for another.  One person asked me why the relationship was fading due to the partner finding interest in someone else?  The answer is always simple.  "Open your eyes/mind!"  You are now physically older and the "new one" is physically younger.  You wasted your youth on an illusionary relationship on your part to shorten your journey and you refused to remove your blinders.  Some emails I read contain so much about "the money".  One had and one had not... Too blind to "see" one buys, but when the product becomes tarnished, a new product is desired.  By becoming so shallow, we loose all touch with our spirituality. We become very distanced and out of touch from our true needs.    
I realized that as Gary Zukav has said,  Authentic needs are the needs that are always met by the Universe. 
During our journeys, while attempting to learn and grow as much as possible, there will always be distractions that will be devious and distracting that we might be fooled into believing that they are unseen messages from unknown sources, and so many of us will believe they are "inspirational" and, they are not!  We are being fooled and coerced by our limited thinking that still exist within us and has not yet been "fine tuned".   Unfortunately, when this happens, we take ten steps forward and fifteen steps backwards without realizing it. 
I notice that one thing that people who write to me and even ask me in person that always seem to get the same reactions from them all....  They are never willing to believe how difficult it is to change our thoughts from our old thoughts to developing new thoughts!  Their silence of upon hearing this news is thick enough to cut through with a knife!  How do I know this?  I too am a Human Being traveling in a physical vehicle.  Experience speaks with tremendous volume. 
I suddenly found myself very high above the earth below, but only for a few seconds it seemed and then suddenly without warning, I began to come down, closer to the ground.  My efforts to ascend were useless, I began sliding backwards, and what seemed like seconds, I was back in my body!                      More later..................

Love and Light!
Marshall
 

MY BELOVED FRIEND SUSAN POLLINA CROSSES OVER!

"Praise be to Allah (God), Lord of the Creation, The Compassionate, the Merciful, King of Judgement-day."  Koran (1 : 1)

On waking up this morning with "visions of unsettling events" that were more in symbols than in clear pictures, I felt very concerned about what was to come today?
Rushing to get started with an obligation of the day, there was a small "glitch" that turned out to be "minor" just as the first vision had indicated.  BUT, the second part of the vision was manifested into physical reality in clarity when my friend's daughter, Alison, informed me that her Mother has passed on suddenly!
This brought my day to a sudden stand-still since her Mother Susan and I had known each other for many years now.  She was now 58 years old and she had crossed from this dimension to another.  Of course I was sad to get this information and as always, my mind immediately started to glide backwards to times in the past that Susan and I began to nurture our friendship.
We met one afternoon in my gallery and had total interests in common.  Especially Metaphysical things.  I at the time was going through my awful periods of reclusiveness from the world.  I remember Susan being very appreciative of my artwork and visiting me on several occasions.  I also look back on one Sunday afternoon when discussing my trip that morning to work on the subway and asking Susan if she knew who this new "sex symbol" displayed all over the trains on posters that was coming to Las Vegas soon???  The conversation went something like this:
SUSAN DO YOU KNOW WHO THIS GIRL NAMED BRITNEY SPEARS IS???  Susan's eyes popped open wide and replied, MARSHALL YOU ARE KIDDING RIGHT?  I simply said, NO.  SHE IS GOING TO BE IN VEGAS.  IS SHE LIKE THE "NEW ANN MARGARET?"
Susan laughed and said, MARSHALL, YOU HAVE GOT TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE MORE AND YOU HAVE GOT TO COME BACK INTO THE REAL WORLD!  Then she told me that her daughter was more in her generation, but, most people knew exactly who she was....  Well, that is how I found out who Britney Spears was and checked out a special that was televised of her Las Vegas show!  During which time I found out who a whole lot more interesting performers were that I was completely oblivious to at that time.
Susan was the hostess of an Award Winning Television Show for Staten Island Community Television at the time and invited me to be a guest on her show and dedicated the entire show to myself and my gallery.  Of course I tried to sneak out of accepting the opportunity at the time, but Susan was not having it!  I remember she and her daughter Alison, producing a terrific show at the time.
Another highlight of my life with Susan was when my friend, Michael Von Behrens came over for a visit from Germany and the three of us spent an entire morning and day at The Jacques Marchais Museum of Tibetan Art where Susan was the docent.  Also, roaming around town and sightseeing and having dinner and enjoying each other's company.
Through the years Susan and I communicated about things in depth related to Metaphysics.  She was a beautiful and spiritual person whom I always was able to communicate with on a very deep level of thought.  This was a soul that was soft-spoken, knowledgeable and displayed so much warmth, LOVE AND LIGHT to all that she came in contact with during her journey on this planet.
Recently knowing that she, just as my friend, Artie Dash has crossed over so suddenly, strengthens my belief that I have been in the presence of some very "special individuals" during my journey on this planet.
Just my encounters with Susan and Artie, gave me more validations that we should all be on the "look-out" and aware that we do not really know when and where we are going to encounter Spiritual Beings that we have known even before we arrived here on this planet, and will continue to associate with at another time, possibly unknown to us at this moment in time!
These are examples of Spiritual Beings traveling in Human Vehicles that will touch our souls with more LIGHT than we are totally aware of at the time that it is happening!  But the proof of the pudding is when they can no longer be found in the physical and you continue to "feel" their essence all around yourself. 
This brings me once again to the promotion of my primary thoughts in my blogs.  We can "feel" them to different degrees with our loving memories and thoughts of them, BUT.....I will possibly SEE them during my continuation of my physical journey here on Earth with any desires I might have DURING MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!   And please remember, I continue to believe that YOU TOO can achieve and experience the same experiences as I do, because we ALL have the abilities/gifts to do so.  In order to do so, we must also remember that by giving some of our physical/material beliefs over to our Spiritual Selves... We develop our skills at ASTRAL PROJECTION!
Susan, when we met, you became a "part of my thoughts" therefore, at this time even though you and Artie Dash are no longer here "physically" you are mysteriously, because you BOTH ARE A PART OF ME!                                  More later......................

LOVE AND LIGHT!

Marshall

THE OBES THAT SOMETIMES SHOW YOU FUTURE EVENTS!

"The Astral Body is the double or ethereal counterpart of the physical body, which resembles and with which it normally coincides.  Each of us have one.   HEREWARD CARRINGTON  Noted Psychologist and Psychic Researcher

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Hello all.  On Thursday, May 5, 2011 was the day I informed you of my Out of Body Experience titled, 11811? OR 11/811 OR 11+8+11=12  MY MOST RECENT OBE.
As I later presented and also discussed with various followers of my blogs, the visions and various scenes that I found myself involved in during the experience shortly appeared to both myself and all of you a "physical reality!"
Which brings me to the second part of that experience which I also presented to you during that time, of "the brief snow storm and the windy scene from my bedroom of the weather conditions that for "some strange reason, seemed STRANGE?"
Well, I guess the presentation presented to me about the snow storm and its' seemingly odd appearance, happened this past weekend?  (At least I hope so and that it is not even more catastrophic in the future!)
You might wish to check that blog out again listed above.  Supposedly the reports were and are that this snowfall was UNUSUAL for this time of year and also very damaging to hundreds of thousands of people's places of residences as well as lots of our surrounding areas.  Power shortages, tree limbs falling, electrical cables falling and breaking, etc.
Once again, I present to you my thoughts of how you too can experience sometimes very far in advance of oncoming situations that present themselves to us all, by having used or developed our spiritual or higher gifts.  (That I believe we ALL possess).  It is also good when attempting to tap into these gifts, that we focus and try to find out their significance in relationship to our own journeys.
Recently, I have been evaluating these events and am starting to believe, somewhat, that all is not necessarily a foreboding of "gloom and doom!"  Maybe, just maybe, indications that we are not in 100% control of this planet as that might be a rather egotistical way of thinking.
On the other hand, since so many very dark and horrible events have occurred just recently throughout the world, these extraordinary atmospheric conditions might also be an indication of The Universal Mind being in a state of "unrest?"
Recently, without getting political, if I can, I viewed a video of a world leader in another country outside of The United States of America, be violently murdered.  Was this human being a good person?  According to their actions for many years, I believe not!
BUT, my spirit trembled as I watched his death take place.  I wondered to myself, WHAT ARE THE THOUGHTS OF  A HIGHER BEING THAT CREATED THIS INDIVIDUAL
THINKING WHILE WATCHING THIS SCENE???  It has been imprinted on my mind that this entity's thoughts and ways are not the same as we humans, so therefore, I sensed with this dark shadow enveloping my being, that there was something within my soul that did not have the urge to yell out, "This is good happening to this individual!"  NO! The whole scene destroyed any feelings inside me of peace of LOVE.  I felt sad and full of darkness. There were no feelings of anger, only isolation.  I was witnessing the destruction of ONE HUMAN BEING COMMITTED BY ANOTHER HUMAN BEING?  During those moments, I trembled physically.   
Recently, I have watched both on television and photographs of soldiers who have returned home from war.  These particular men had been totally disfigured and dismembered and what remained were "eyes looking out from these horribly damaged physical bodies/vehicles".
(By the way, they got that way, PROTECTING YOU AND ME FROM HARMS WAY!)  As I listened and watched these individuals, I could "hear" "the voices in my head" whisper to me, YOU SEE THIS.  DO YOU APPRECIATE LIVING IN A WORLD SURROUNDED BY THIS KIND OF PAIN?  WE ASK YOU THE QUESTION: WHERE IS THE LOVE???
More later...............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

DREAMING DURING THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES

"How can you prove whether at this moment we are sleeping, and all our thoughts are a dream; or whether we are awake, and talking to one another in the waking state?"  Plato

This morning my astral body exited my physical body.  But, as has happened in the past, I found myself at this time being in also a dream state. 
I began to go participate in the actions presented in  the scenario that was presented to me while dreaming.  I knew very well that I would be witnessing "messages via dream symbols" having experienced this many times in the past.  Unseen messengers were speaking to me in many pictures.  I did notice, someone unfamiliar to me, sitting on steps in front of a house to the left of my astral  body smiling and seemingly assisting with my experience.
The messages that were being given were very pointed and significant to me.  They were very personal and very clear and precisely orchestrated.  That which was most specifically implanted in my memory was that of two huge Great Danes, majestically sitting in front of me and it was established to me by a "messenger" stan-
ding next to me, that these two beautiful dogs were "cousins!"
I would like to explain to you here, the importance of "dream inter-
pretations".  Which go all the way back in history to Biblical times, when Kings would depend strongly on Mystics and
various Metaphysicians to assist them with the meanings of their dreams.
I might have mentioned earlier during my blogs about how dreams are always spirits speaking to us, giving us support and information we might find beneficial and my thoughts are that we should all at some point during our journeys attempt to do some dream work.  It will always be worthwhile.
In the physical that we are attached to and accustomed to, we al- ways, first think or create very clear pictures in our minds and then we present them to one another in spoken words.  In the non-phy-sical dimension, words are usually not spoken, we all actually "see" what is considered "one another's thoughts!"  (We all have this abi-lity in the physical dimension, but most of us have forgotten, there-
fore, they usually must be presented verbally using sound).  I sus- pose, that some just as I do, can from time to time, "read" other
individuals' thoughts by "vibrations" released by them when they are composing their ideas/thoughts.
In any case, I suggest that all investigate the subject of dream analysis, as well as a subject called, Lucid Dreaming!      More later.........

Love and Light!
Marshall   

THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE/MESSAGES ABOUT PETER!

"Children will often relate the joy of their flying experiences.  For both children and adults this a favorite activity.  Sometimes children assume the role of a fictional flying character- most likely a subconscious creation to keep them from being frightened and to give them a position of control."    William Buhlman from his book, THE SECRET OF THE SOUL

Early last week Peter called me from his doctor's office and announced that he had been diagnosed with a seriously detached retina and that it was imperative that he arrive the following morning at a Special Hospital in New York City at 6 A.M. for immediate surgery, since the situation was serious and his vision was dangerously impaired in one of his eyes!  He requested that I might be able to drive him?  Of course I being the ultimate hypochondriac was in shock!
The night before I was to accompany him to the hospital it was almost impossible for me to sleep since all I could do was start to play with various scenarios of whether of not his vision would be saved in that particular eye, since he had been told there were no firm answers that could be given until after the surgery was completed.
Near day break I suddenly fell into a light slumber and quickly found myself in the process of having an OBE. 
I suddenly found myself in a situation primarily taking place in very, very high places and at supersonic speeds of flying!  Immediately many messages were being given to me in the form of symbols and very clear pictures involving Peter.  I found myself having to "fly" at top speeds in order to process the "messages" being given to me by "unseen messengers?"
"They were clearly and quickly establishing to me that PETER'S SITUATION WOULD BE MORE THAN EXCELLENT AND THAT THERE WOULD ONLY BE REASONS TO CELEBRATE RATHER THAN GO INTO A STATE OF DEPRESSION AND CREATE UNFOUNDED FEARS AND CONCERNS, BOTH ABOUT HIS CONDITION AND THE SURGERY INVOLVED!
All of this information was stored into my mind and as quickly as the scenario revealed itself to me, it was completed and I found myself sitting up in my bed calm but somewhat perplexed?
We arrived at the hospital that morning and for approximately 7 hours I waited and watched various people, men, women and children either be prepared for surgery or come out of surgery.  Many had huge bandages on their eyes and some were walking with Seeing Eye Dogs.  Of course I was nervous and concerned and attempting to Meditate and keep my cool.
Later my cell phone rang and at the other end was a woman requesting that I come in to escort Peter home.  I being the "excitest" that I sometimes can be, immediately began interrogating the woman on the other end, WHY DO I HAVE TO COME INSIDE TO ESCORT HIM OUT? CAN HE NOT WALK OUT ON HIS OWN???  There was a pause, and then she said, YES, YOU NEED TO COME INSIDE AND GET HIM.
I jumped up and walked fast inside and first asked a receptionist in front of me, while at the same time I suddenly noticed Peter sitting in a wheelchair in hospital attire and a huge bandage over his eye facing down at the floor.  I told the receptionist never mind, I see him over there sitting down.
I walked over and promptly said to Peter, HI, SO HOW ARE YOU DOING?  Before he could answer me, a nurse approached me and she asked if I was taking him out.  I quickly said YES, and then literally starting interrogating her, she was almost speechless!  I wanted to know in detail his condition as of now?  She told me that I would need to speak to the doctor for details.  I refused to let her go and responded, YOU DO NOT NEED TO GIVE ME DETAILS, JUST TELL ME IF HE CAN "SEE?"  Before she could speak, Peter interrupted and said, Marshall, things are fine.  The entire procedure was quite an experience for me.  He was grinning and anxious to relate it all in detail to me.
Having now gotten past those moments in time, the results of his whole situation was just as I had been "told" during my OBE.  HIS CONDITION WAS "MORE" THAN SUCCESSFUL AND AS OF TODAY, ALL OF THE INFORMATION PRESENTED TO ME DURING MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE IN RELATIONSHIP TO THIS SITUATION  
WAS 100% ACCURATE!                             More later............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

MICHAEL VON BEHRENS/FLIES IN FROM GERMANY!

"Rightly or wrongly- as the reader may decide- the writer considers that many, though not of course all, accounts which people give of having temporarily left their Physical Bodies in some sort of 'Spiritual Body' are basically true."    THE STUDY AND PRACTICE OF ASTRAL PROJECTION, Dr. Robert Crookall

                                                             
                                                              MICHAEL

I will speak briefly about Michael since I have spoken much about him in some of my earlier blogs.
Michael, an Intensive Care Nurse by profession flew in to visit me during possibly the darkness and most dismal periods of my journey on this planet to date.  The unimaginable reality of the death of Anderson and my dismal attempts to continue my journey on this earth having recently experienced it all.
On arrival Michael immediately said, OH MY GOD! THIS PLACE LOOKS LIKE A SHRINE! (He was referring to all of the objects, photographs etc. of Anderson)  He quickly removed everything from the entire apartment and then handed me "one photograph" and said, YOU CAN KEEP THIS ONE OVER THE FIREPLACE.  Then he told me I would have to adjust to doing other things besides just working and sleeping and limiting my physical life to "nothing!"
We had so much in common that I immediately started to be distracted by our jokes about life and people in general.  He had very similar interests and just as I did, loved those with eccentric personalities.  We went out every day and night.  I remember the night he, OLGA and I went out and partied all night!  We were so wasted the next day that none of us got up until it was time to go out again!!!
He and Greg had definitely "known" each other very well???  The tension and friction could be cut through with a knife!!! Aahahahahaha! 
Michael and Olga spent all of their time laughing hysterically together.  This all clarifies the fact that everybody was very "familiar"  "connected"  in some way, in spite of the fact that in physical reality, all were meeting each other for the first time?
Michael had previously had a NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE during a car accident in Germany.  This had tremendously changed how he was able to view and see his physical life on the planet.  At the same time, it seemed that he seemed to "pull" much suppressed information about what was actually happening to him from ME?  He was able to bring me to face much of what I had been harboring inside myself about my metaphysical abilities and insights!  All seemed so natural and easy for me to reveal to him when he would ask a question of me or bring up a subject he wanted to know more about in depth in relationship to the paranormal.  The more he pulled from me, the more he seemed to "release" all the information that had been "opened" to him during his NDE.
My apartment suddenly became "opened" to ALL THOSE THAT ONE COULD SEE WITH ONE'S ASTRAL EYES!
I lived in a Triplex and Michael slept on the second floor and I slept on the third floor.  When having coffee each morning, there was ALWAYS so much to discuss about the extraordinary experiences that Michael had during daybreak!  THE PAINTING ON THE WALL, THE BUTTERFLIES ON THE WALL, THE LADY WITH THE LONG HAIR THAT WOULD VISIT HIS BEDROOM JUST BEFORE DAYBREAK AND THE ICE COLD AIR THAT WOULD ACCOMPANY HER ENTRANCE.........  And both of our experiences have continued and been discussed between us for many years to come.  Whether he was in Kansas, Germany, or anywhere else!  Much information has been gathered during the many, many OBEs we both had about past, present and future!
Our relationship is a continuation from a time far more expanded than that of the present....... This is yet another SOUL MATE traveling with me during my journeys!

More later............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

GREGORY T. KAMMERER/SENIOR VP/ THE CORCORAN GROUP NYC

IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME, I KNOW I AM DOING A GOOD JOB! ....Gregory T. Kammerer

                                                                       
                                                                            GREG

AHAHAHAHAHHA!  Greg said this to me one day while we were having a disagreement about an employee in one of the businesses we operated many years ago. 
I had tried to use something against him in order to get my way about a problem we were having by informing him of how some people in the business had displayed their dislike for him about his actions as a boss.
Of course he proved to be "right!"  Greg was always "right".  He had one of the most powerful things known to mankind going for him, HE ALWAYS USED LOGIC! 
Having been best friends/business partners with him for more than 35 years gives reasons for me to know without a doubt that Greg and I had "known" each other far longer than this present physical journey we were having on this planet. 
What was this person to me in another dimension or time?  This is very simple.  The primary explanation is always if you are in a friendship as well as a business  partnership with another person, whether they be MAN AND WOMAN, MAN AND MAN, WOMAN AND WOMAN.  =  WE WERE HUSBAND AND WIFE! (Also, I am sure the first question is: Who is the husband and who is the wife?  Just as I have, you too can discern the answer to that question.)  In order to discern this, start to think of the following:  So many have blurted out and stated, "You/They fight like husband and wife!!!"  "The two of them act like, one body is the left arm and the other is the right arm!"  "Those two are perfect together!"  "They really know how to operate!" etc.  I do have to admit that he did have one thing that all that knew him, were very much aware of, HE WAS AND STILL IS, A WORKAHOLIC!  This is an amazing thing about him and even more amazing to observe! I also admit, that I was not aware of the fact that I had been in the presence of watching what is considered TODAY A SELF-MADE MULTI-MILLIONAIRE!  
Greg's parents often referred to me as his "Brother, The Black Sheep!"  Aahahahah, of course due to the physicality's of us, that he was a "snow-flake" with blond hair and baby blue eyes!  And me, well, look at my photo!)
My relationship with his family was equally as close as our friendship.  As was his with my family.  My family knew his immediate family and his mine.  
Many OBEs happened during these years for me.  But I will only reveal here the most significant one.
I will present the one about his father, Francis, whom I always referred to as, ST. FRANCIS.  He was a devout Catholic. I spent countless hours of time sitting in the den on Sunday afternoons with the sports games on television and the two of us having long conversations.  At the end of his journey here on this earth, he developed a terrible disease which began to take his physical life slowly but surely.  We all of course were extremely sad.  
One morning a year before his illness and death occurred, I had a very vivid OBE.  I found myself standing in an apartment, on a high floor across the street from a school I had attended as a young teenager.  Anderson, who of course had crossed over, was smiling and  standing next to a large portrait hanging on the wall to his right of St. Francis.  He displayed symbols of "Winter?"
I was very confused.  Since I knew very well that he had never even met St. Francis in person on this earth?  Also, he had never been to this location where I attended school at that time?
Sadly, awhile after the OBE it was announced to me that St. Francis was very, very ill.
Then shortly that he was dying.  And at a point during the "Winter" months he died.  There was so much "symbolism" for me to figure out, since it always seemed that those who had crossed over, "spoke" in "pictures/images".  With time I came to "know" that the location was the school, because the name of that school was a "number".  The "age" of which St. Francis crossed over.  I discerned the "smile" was because "they ALL seem to laugh and smile "over there!"
Several months later, I had another OBE in connection with St. Francis.  I found myself being accompanied by Anderson through a series of houses?  All were pristine and white in appearance.  They were mostly vacant or for sale?  Suddenly, I found myself in one and in front of me was St. Francis.  He was very relaxed and in great health and inspecting or adjusting items in this large room in a house.  As if he was "preparing" the house for something or someone?
St. Francis turned to me and simply said, LET GO.  And then he handed me a plate with a Ham Sandwich on it.  I was surprised, BUT not too surprise to not notice that the HAM ON THAT SANDWICH WAS "FRESH HAM!"  And I knew very well that was Fresh Ham because I loved ham.....  The OBE ended.
My only thought was, "What would his wife say to me if I asked her a stupid question, like, WHAT WAS ST. FRANCIS'S FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH???"  Well, I gave it a short time of thought and then I called her and casually worked it into my conversation with her, MARILYN, WHAT WAS ST. FRANCIS'S FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH?"  She never even paused for a second, she simple blurted out to me, OH, HE LOVED HAM SANDWICHES.  BUT, IT "ALWAYS" HAD TO BE "FRESH HAM!"  SOMETIMES I WOULD ASK HIM WHAT HE WANTED ME TO COOK FOR DINNER AND HE WOULD SAY, "JUST MAKE ME A NICE FRESH HAM SANDWICH!"
This would be considered, VERIFICATION.
Since that  time has passed, Marilyn crossed over very shortly after St. Francis.  During my most difficult times recently, she too has "appeared" to me with supportive information "about the outcome" of situations that brew in front of me presently.
Greg, another example of a Soul Mate that made the journey here and has honored his sacred contract signed before arriving.  I repeat here, that we ALL can discern our Soul Mates, by taking the time and efforts to do so.  Of course, I continue to insist that we all realize that we must not get misguided in doing so by permitting our self-involved EGOS get in the way.  My thoughts are that so many of us are really prolonging our envolvements by continuously arriving and being totally distracted by "unrealistic goals and thoughts" that have absolutely nothing to do with our true, planned projections orchestrated by us before arriving.
I have no doubts that many of us will contiously repeat the exact same mistakes over and over and over....... Most of us never really come to the conclusion that so many material obstacles that we set up in front of us due to our egos are nothing more than total distractions!
Sometimes when we never really step back and say to ourselves, OH MY GOD! I DID THAT BEFORE AND MY LIFE WAS A MESS, AND NOW I AM DOING IT AGAIN???  Some of us are not even aware of doing so.  We are stuck to the physical, we cannot possibly conceive that we are MORE than physical.  As I have said before, THE MONEY, THE SEX, THE POWER, THE SELF ADORATION OR BOTH OURSELVES AND THOSE WE CHOOSE ARE JUST TOO OVER-POWERING TO LET GO!
Only when we stop and "see" the TRUE REALITY.  How do I know this you might ask?  By having THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
More later........

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall  
    

OUR SOUL MATES DO TRAVEL WITH US, BUT..................

"A person who seeks relationships only to gratify his or her own needs, such as his or her own emotional or sexual needs, will find that each relationship is essentially identical, that the people in his or her life are replaceable, that experiences with the first and experiences with the second are essentially the same."  GARY ZUKAV

I do believe that it is possible as I have said before for everybody to discern who their true Soul Mates are during their present journey here on the planet.  BUT....I also would like to be clear about something else, the sequences in which they join us are not absolutely clear to me.  My OBEs have shown me incidents involving my being with my various soul mates, but not necessarily in proper sequence.
Also it should be said that even though I shy away from focusing on the subject of REINCARNATION when giving you my thoughts and experiences, that YES, we do not always incarnate as the "same sex" as we might have chosen during a previous lifetime.  It is only logical that in order to develop or learn many lessons chosen, there is a very good possibility that we would have to experience sexual changes.
When we arrive on the earth plane, we arrive as "human beings".  Free will, etc.  But, the most damaging, EGOS! BUT, it does seem to be made very clear, that no matter which sex, form or whatever, we choose to perform as, we ALWAYS remain OURSELVES.  In other words, YOU will always be YOU and I will always be ME!
Due to sophisticated mass communications, such as the Internet, television, etc. we are not able to be witness to many situations in the world around us that we were unaware of in the past.  Such as, "Little boys, wanting to dress up as little girls, etc.  High drama and over zealous psychologists running front and center for media attention.  Transgenders, Transsexuals, Heterosexuals, Homosexuals, Cross-Dressers, women wanting desperately to be men and men desperately wanting to be women...... WE SHOULD "LOVE" EVERYBODY. WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN SPIRIT. GOD/GODDESS IS THE UNIVERSAL MIND, WE CANNOT LABEL THIS ENTITY AS A SEXUAL BEING.  At the same time, "complexed".  All for a reason.  AND, rather than go further with this subject, always remember, WE DO NOT, in spite of the fact that so many believe they do, (in the name of religion) know the thoughts of THIS HIGHER POWER!
Repeating again as I continuously do when writing, FOR MY THOUGHTS ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS, NEITHER ARE YOUR WAYS MY WAYS"  Isaiah  55:8   And I repeatedly quote Albert Einstein, I WANT TO KNOW GOD'S THOUGHTS...THE REST ARE DETAILS."                 More later..................

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

THE PEOPLE IN THE PICTURE/PART II

"Life is really very simple.  What we give out, we get back.  What we think about ourselves becomes the truth for us.  I believe that everyone, myself included, is responsible for everything in our lives, the best and the worst.  Every thought we think is creating our future.  Each one of us creates our experiences by our thoughts and our feelings.  The thoughts we think and the words we speak create our experiences.   Louise L. Hay

                                                            PETER

Before I start, I wish to once more state that I am not necessarily presenting my thoughts about "Reincarnation".  I am primarily sharing my experiences and thoughts about THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
I am trying to be brief when writing about my Soul Mates, because each one would actually consume an entire book of writing about, therefore I wish to give you as much information as possible without too much detail.
A rather famous Medium before doing a television show, sat with me one day and attempted to give me information about things my physical eyes could not "see".  Unfortunately, what I saw "clearly" was, major reasons, that so many people believe that people such as this are FAKES!   I personally believe that it is possible for some of us to "see" at least "something".  But we have to be carefully about discerning what we "see" with the non-physical eyes and what we "make up" with our imaginations.
This particular woman did give me some good advice.  She said, YOU MIGHT TRY ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE TO SUPPORT YOU WITH YOUR FINAL JOURNEY DURING AGING!
This was a good idea, due to the fact that Mini-Mom had living children that would in all probability watch over her at that time and so did my Brother.  ME, I was.... Well, it was just ME!
I thought about it, and thought about it, and then said to myself, "Yeah, maybe that would keep me out of an "old folks home!" Aahaha...=)   Enter stage left, PETER!  "Oh my God!"  A relative from Virginia (Where we both were born) He seems to have found me the way people seem to find long lost friends and relatives these days, via the Internet and was extremely happy to know that I was very involved in Metaphysics, as he too had began to study. He said he would be attending the university nearby where I lived and wanted to stay with me.  19 when he arrived and created an area in the apartment for the living accommodations of 35 Pet Mice.  (They seemed to have babies every day!) Most of my "fake" plants were replaced with "real" ones.  He knew a lot about botany. He could dance (like a pro) sing and had a photographic memory for lyrics!  (I definitely "needed" that when I was working in show  business, I had crib sheets pasted on the floor, monitors, my hand, ahaha)  His focus was EVERYWHERE!  I would hold my breath when he would have a big exam coming up and the studying for it was in addition to what seemed like "millions of other things!" Me like a hen always yelling, you have to study!  BUT, my head was always spinning when he got "A's"???  The constant creative projects were amazing!  Writing, drawing, sculpturing, ceramics, etc. Did I mention his elaborate social life!!!  Whenever he was present in the apartment, he was singing and dancing and doing incredible imitations of various voices.  (When he was working at my gallery, I called and for a good 15 minutes I thought I was talking to OLGA!!!)  What a riot!
As time went by, I called his Mother, Sheree.  I said, "Sheree, Peter has well over 35 mice here and he is over-the-top with his chaotic behaviour!" Isn't there anything you can say to him? She was calm, cool and collected when she responded to me, MARSHALL, YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON! And then she changed the subject.  I found myself almost SPEECHLESS!  Because when she said that to me, my entire body shook and my mind became unsettled.  I could literally FEEL what she said to me as being MORE CRYPTIC than I could ever imagine!!!
Sheree had been in the military, she served in The Gulf War.  Back in Virginia, she was attacked by a medical condition, Sclerderma.  WWW.SCLERODERMA.ORG  It was devastating and life threatening.  When Peter and I visited Virginia and attended a family dinner, I was numbed when I could see, in person, what this could do to a beautiful young woman and it broke my heart.  Yet, she was strong and determined to be without complaints.  I never really realized how devastating this was when each time I would speak to her on the phone, and I would say, HOW ARE YOU DOING?  And she would simply respond, MARSHALL, I AM DYING.
I cannot count the amount of times that I would catch myself when speaking to Peter and calling him by my brother's name, BILLY?  Many times I would speak to Peter and not even realize I was saying it.  Sometimes, he would giggle and I would ask him what is so funny?  He would remind me that I was talking to him and repeatedly calling him, BILLY.  (He was my younger Brother and through most of our childhood I was given the responsibility to take care and watch him because we were left alone for so much of the time.  As adults we became estranged. That information would fill a book unto itself!)
One early morning while Peter was living in the apartment with me in Brooklyn.  I had an OBE    I woke up and immediately fell into the hypnogogic state and then found myself in another time and place backstage in a theater sitting next to a young woman that was in my mind OLGA.  She appeared very stressed and tired.  Seems her career was not going well?  She asked me what I would be doing next?  I quickly responded that I did not know and was concerned about leaving town because of my younger brother, whom I seemed to know without a doubt was PETER!  I told her I was responsible to watch over him because of his problem with drugs and alcohol.  But I knew also that I was obsessed with my career in the theater and I wanted to keep working.  I could feel the darkness and despair in my astral body.  The OBE had ended.
One day Peter spoke to me about an OBE he had the day before...... He said, YOU AND I WERE ON STAGE IN AN EMPTY THEATER.  IT SEEMED MANY DECADES IN THE PAST.  YOU KEPT TELLING ME THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO LEARN THE ROUTINE THAT WE WOULD BE PERFORMING TOGETHER IN THE THEATER.  I WAS HAVING TROUBLE, BUT YOU KEPT INSISTING THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT!  I KNEW IN MY MIND WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT WE WERE BROTHERS AND YOU WANTED TO TEACH ME A ROUTINE SO I WOULD BE ABLE TO TRAVEL IN THIS SHOW WITH YOU.
Peter moved to New Jersey eventually.  But he would constantly speak to me about his OBEs.  His psychic abilities are very advanced!  He has "seen" and "known" far more things than I myself.  He primarily does not set up the same "blockages" that I find myself doing.  He has "seen" several of the same disasters that I have "seen" but far worst!  (They also "match" those which Olga "sees!" Some of the coming events that they have "seen" are far, far more catastrophic than anything I remember "seeing" during my OBEs) Peter is a student/follower of The World Renowned Metaphysician, Louise L. Hay.
Sadly, three years later, Sheree crossed over.  Peter was 21.  She had promised Peter that she would be in "touch" whenever she left.  She has kept that promise.  She has CONTACTED him on several occasions.  More than once.  When I was driving on the highway with Peter sitting next to me in the car, we would be in conversation and suddenly, I would interrupt our conversation and say to Peter, OH MY GOD! SHE IS HERE!  SHEREE IS HERE!  SHE IS RIGHT BETWEEN US.......WHERE MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND YOUR LEFT SHOULDER IS......SHE IS RIGHT HERE!  She seemed to be leaning between the two of us with her arms folded on the backs of our seats.  I could "feel" all of this without a doubt in my mind.  She was smiling and seemed to be quietly listening to our conversation.  She was relaxed and pleased, no pain, nothing, just total bliss!
Her son was being "guided" to her approval AND her son was headed in the right direction during his journey and her son was also a part of the Universal Mind, he was also giving back in return and most of all he was evolving.  This was a brilliant and well educated individual while on this earth and she was now able to attend to her own journey without the fear of having left behind Peter (or his sister whom is also an important part of my life) so soon in his physical life on the planet.  Peter has since graduated from college, in addition to receiving several awards for his art and continues to be involved in "whirlwind activities!"
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To date, Peter's contributions and support/involvement during my journey has been astronomical to say the least! Sometimes I do believe that when "Those Unseen" who whisper "messages" into my mind have made it clear to me, that Peter will be around to lend me a helping hand when it's time for me to make my transition to The Other Side. 
There is so much more, but as I said, at this time I am not presenting it.  But it is important for all to know, that WE ALL HAVE SOUL MATES and during my OBEs I have discovered that they are not necessarily related to that which we might believe during our journey.  It is very, very complicated, yet very, very simple at the same time to us.  We just need to discern them properly.  In art studies there is an expression, SIMPLICITY IS THE ESSENCE OF DESIGN!  And please permit me to add my own personal tag to that expression, AND ALL THE REST IS UNFOUNDED DRAMA!
More later............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall







         

WE MUST NOT VIEW A SOUL MATE AS SOMEONE WE CANNOT EXIST WITHOUT!

"What is not learned in each lifetime is carried over into other lifetimes, along with new lessons that arise for the soul to learn, new karmic obligations that result from the responses of its personality to the situations that it encounters.  The lessons that the soul has learned also are brought forward into other lifetimes, and this is how the soul evolves."  GARY ZUKAV

Before going further to describe those which I consider my Soul Mates, I wish to take this time to clarify a few things.
These are to my knowledge the four most powerful souls in my life in recent years.  The Universal Mind as I have said is much more advanced than we in human form could imagine.  It does not think, nor operates as we do here on earth.  It performs with perfection beyond our comprehension.  Which brings me to these points that I wish to express to you. 
It is a much more complexed thing than meets the physical eyes as to how these soul mates relate to my life.  We must understand that our soul mates are not only "rescuing/supporting" us during our journey, but WE too are making a tremendous contribution in return to them... Some of which will be made clear to us while here and some things will not.... Some of them will tell you how you have made changes or constructive contributions to their life in the process.  (Some will not.  Some of my own have told me my contributions to them and I feel blessed by their informing me.  Some have not to my knowledge? BUT, fear not!  It is not necessarily important that we know everything at the moment.)
I told you earlier that you would also be able to identify some of your primary soul mates.  Some of the methods you will need to use are Deep Meditations and as I have OBEs.  There you will begin to "see" them and know exactly who they are in your present life as well as possibly in past times.
Identifying factors will be some of the following:  They will seem very, very "familiar" to you.  Your mind must be wide open in order to recognize these things!  Do not mistake all relatives as soul mates.  Or boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands, wives, etc.  Do not mistake co-dependants as soul mates.  They depend not only on you, but ALL those around them, and are not aware of these negatives.  Most of these human beings from observation, you will notice have no "true goals" during their journeys.  They are only seeking to acquire as much material gain as possible. (We have sometimes referred to them as "Party Animals") They are angry and resentful towards not only you, but those around them.....they hover over what they believe "belongs" to them as if their entire life "depended" on them or it.  In other words, they begin to smother the life out of those around them due to their unconsciously being aware of the fact that they are destroying and thwarting the journeys of others, be they easy or difficult.
You will recognize them by their lack of individuality.  Most are talentless and have no real personal goals in life that are not materialistic in nature. They begin to seek out those who have that which they desire and hopefully by placing themselves in the constant company of these human beings, some of their gifts will rub off onto themselves. They have forgotten their "initial purposes" for venturing here to this planet.  They cannot live in this life as being their own physical created realities, but rather go from day to day having the determined belief that all and everybody "owes" them!  All of their LOVE given or shared is dependant on how much they can expect or get back!  The mistakes of these souls are repeated indefinitely without knowledge.  (This immediately brings to our attention WHY many if not most of us might have to continuously "return" to class!)
You and I can discern our true Soul Mates, not from one another necessarily, BUT, from the Universal Mind during Meditations and also from Prayer.  We must be patient and we must listen and we must be ready to accept THE TRUTH!  The truth is difficult sometimes for all of us to accept.  But we are given many opportunities to rectify our situations in order to receive and accept it.
For I have learned many things during my OBEs about how our EGOS will definitely become tremendous obstacles in achieving this successfully.  My higher self during these times has always made it clear to me also, that JEALOUSY also causes us many of our limitations on achieving these things.  It is one of the obstacles that will stand firmly in our way of moving forward and definitely will give us a ticket to our own "repeat performance!"  By the way, many of us, cannot and will not conceive of these drawbacks.  We will only strike out at those who would even suggest such a thing to us.  Test it out.  Confront some human beings with their obvious display of EGO or JEALOUSY and you might even loose a friend! (Or even a close relative?)  Aahahaha!
Find some of your true SOUL MATES.  I promise you that it will be a wonderful awakening!  We discover that we are definitely not alone on our difficult journey here on planet earth.  There are others whom have chosen to accompany us and attend many of the same classes.                                                          More later.........

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

FYI

All four people in the photographs know each other.  Therefore, my thoughts are that all four people in association with me now have been intertwined together in some capacity during previous times of existence due to the facts that all of these people when confronted in person with one another had very specific impressions/feelings in relationship to their initial meetings and unfolding of future events.
Please do not misinterpret the thoughts and experiences that I am presenting to you now about my connection to these particular individuals as being that of a presentation about the subject of,  REINCARNATION.  These are primarily, not my intentions here at all.  Rather, I am still continuing to present to you my experiences and discoveries in relationship to my many OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!

When we choose to drop our roles in this present existence, as merely followers of the "Herds" and holding on and accepting the collective beliefs of others in the majority/control/accepted/comfortable belief systems without breaking off from them (moving away from one's comfort zone!)  and opening our thoughts to those which we might suspect to be possibilities entering into our intuitions, but instead shy away, due to our fear of becoming unacceptable/outcasts of the judgemental ideas/beliefs established and written in stone by the Herds unanimously.  At which point, we all very quickly loose our individuality's and become "stuck" into the limited thinking of how the universe actually in reality operates!
Be quiet.  Be still.  Meditate.  Use Prayer if you wish.  Think.....this is what happens to most of us in our formative years.  THESE ARE THE UNIVERSAL GIFTS THAT ARE BESTOWED UPON US AS CHILDREN AND THEN MANY TIMES TAKEN AWAY FROM US BY OTHERS, DUE TO THEIR FEARS AND GUILTS DEVELOPED AS WE MATURE AND THEN START CREATING ILLUSIONS OF HOW WE "WANT" TO "SEE" THE  WORLD!                      More Later................

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall 

THE PEOPLE IN THE PICTURE/WHO ARE THEY TO ME???=)

"Keep on asking and you will be given what you ask for.  Keep on looking and you will find.  Keep on knocking and the will be opened."    Matthew 7:7

OLGA, PETER, MICHAEL, GREGORY.  From top to bottom are the names of the people in the photographs.
I will try to briefly give information as to what information I was given about how these particular four humans beings/souls functioned in my life during my present journey here on this planet.  All of you who read my blogs here will be able to discover also how various individuals function in you present and past life when experiencing your OBEs.
The above mentioned persons either entered "physically" into my present physical life many, many years ago and others, in more recent times.

                                       
                                                    OLGA
I will start with OLGA.  She entered into my life during one if not the darkest and saddest times in my life!  I promptly rejected her friendship wanting very much at the time to escape from associating with people.  I wanted to suffer and waddle in my own misery in isolation.
I soon discovered that many people wanted to befriend her, she was and is extremely popular and that she was very selective about whom she trusted to enter into her life and was somewhat of a very, very private person.  It became very obvious to me that most attempted to invade on her privacy rather than she theirs on attempting to befriend her........
Something odd seemed to be happening in relationship to she and I in getting to know each other on a closer level.......I was avoiding her as if she were a "plague" and she was NOT HAVING IT!  Which I came to find rather humorous.  With time, we became the closest friends you could ever imagine.  I also became familiar with many of her family members as did she with mine.  Another discovery was made in a very short period of time.....we were both Artist and Musicians! And we both were equally interested in the study of:
METAPHYSICS!  Who was this woman??? How did we have such an almost, "instant connection???"  She immediately started to force me back into "physical realities!"  I remember telling her how depressed I was and how much I always had the feelings of letting go of physical life.  She was disgusted!  I told her that I would make another try by requesting "anti-depressants" from my doctor.  Which I did.......shortly after starting to take them, I asked her what she thought of my behaviour?  She responded, I PREFERRED YOU BETTER WHEN YOU WERE NOT TAKING THEM.  I responded to her and asked if she did not notice how much better I was and that I was not acting as crazy or weird as before?  She responded, I LIKED THE WAY YOU ACTED BEFORE, "NOW" YOU ARE ACTING WEIRD!"  (I stopped taking them).
I always questioned both she and myself as to "who?" we actually were to each other???  I started to try and prompt her to develop her astral projection abilities......
I do remember her having the first one where she ended up in the closet in her bedroom and freaked out because she felt she was trapped and could not get out!!! She had already had several paranormal experiences in her life, before meeting me.  I will always remember the one where she had been followed closely on a dark road, very late at night by that which we would call, an UFO.  She was terrified and in a terrible panic, but did make it safely home that night without incident.  But the terror of it all remains with her to this day.
But with time, I started to have OBEs and a few people appeared that I could not really identify at first.  But, with time they became very familiar.  In particular, a woman very similar in appearance to Olga who was a MEDIUM.  The symbolism in them was that this woman in addition to having the appearance similar to Olga, also was "reading my palms", "reading notes and papers that were all about me", etc.  Always counseling or giving me information about myself!  There were other times, a daughter or a small child appeared resembling her in a "different time" YET, a very familiar place.  I believe I mentioned earlier in one of my blogs, that she was the person to direct me to the correct place to research and find answers to my questions about so much which was displayed to me in my Out of Body Experiences!
During this present dimension, whenever things have crumbled, she has been there to support my survival of it all. Once when attempting to find a new apartment, I remember she accompanied me one day and how we both walked in to one of the apartments in question, and suddenly we both found ourselves having difficulties breathing.  Both of us were suddenly over-come with this frightening feeling to get out as soon as possible.  (The Real Estate Agent showing it was oblivious to any of this....)  As time has gone by through the years, it has been MORE than obvious that this was definitely the various persons in my OBEs portraying other characters during what I surmised as other times?  This started to make it clearer and clearer to me that our contracts had been made long before ever arriving on this planet..... This was one of the spiritual beings that had chosen to travel or arrive at a time we had agreed on when assistance was needed.  I believe we must also realize, that it is not really a simple process.  It is much more complexed.

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

RESCUERS=SOUL MATES

Rescue= To save from danger!  NEW WORLD DICTIONARY/SECOND COLLEGE EDITION
"Rescuer=Spiritual Soul Mate(s).  Those who made sacred contracts between us before coming to the physical realm of existence!"  Marshall Hill

                                                                                         

The following are "messages" given to me in my meditational thoughts.  We ALL have Rescuers/Soul Mates, those who join us during our journeys at times needed. The agreements that we made before coming here to this physical dimension.  We made a pack, that during our most hopeless and dismal times, they would join in helping us to complete our journeys.

Above are pictures of my major Soul Mates who kept their promises to me just as I to them and others before our arrival.  We have traveled together an infinite quantity of time!
When one begins to go deeper into non-physical realms, one discovers that much of what we had assumed in the physical is a total misconception.  The subject of Soul Mates is usually confused.  When being realistic, we soon discover that we also have very disturbing, strung out evil doers in our life that we would prefer not to accept as such, BUT, they too are involved in our physical life here to provide lessons to be learned.  Therefore, many of us might find our some of our Soul Mates, not GOOD, but disturbing and bad.  On this blog, I would prefer to spare both you and myself of discussing the ones in my life that I have discerned as REALLY MORE THAN BAD! Aahahahah!!!
Moving right along, let us discuss the GOOD ONES!  I have been asked many times by various people the question, HOW DO I KNOW WHO MY SOUL MATE(S) ARE???  I always give the answers that I have discovered during my OBEs.  Therefore, in order to discern your true soul mates you would have to "change your way of thinking" from the ordinary accepted mondane rules and OPEN YOUR ASTRAL EYES in order to "see" more than the illusionary ideas or thoughts of those being given to you by human beings that are working with "closed eyes!!
Our soul mates can be family members, friends, husbands, wives, boyfriends, girlfriends, etc.  BUT........ our soul mates can also be, partners in crimes, our worst enemies, etc.  (BUT.....as I said previously, we are not here to discuss them at this time.)
To those whom have asked me to teach them about developing their abilities to go beyond the physical, I have done so on a small scale.  In order to do so fully, I would have to prepare them with classes and much of the information that I have been able to acquire through the many, many years of hard work studying and practicing various methods of learning these things.
I would like to say here, that very simply all one needs to do is, be still, be quiet and open your mind and  put aside all that you have been trained to believe and relax and go within yourself and begin to visualize each and every person you have come in contact with in your life and the various situations that transpired in relationship to those individuals and you will be suddenly surprised to discover that you will be able to easily "pinpoint" those soul mates up until this point in your life!  You will definitely know for sure when you burst out in a knowing and loving giggle or uncontrollable laugh of surprise!
You will soon discover who, what and when it all happened for you.  Who held you up to keep going doing what you might have considered your darkest moments in time.  You will quickly begin to discover how many bridges these individuals provided for you to enable you to continue on your journey forward.  You will definitely know  that this soul or these souls never, never, ever abandoned you in any way.  They remained with you through thick and through thin.... They never, ever wished you a final farewell, because they established to you by their both spoken and unspoken thoughts that they were eternal beings in your life!  Sometimes, they seemed to physically, remove themselves from your presence, BUT, those times always became so brief.....because they always appeared back in your presence as if nothing had occurred to make them invisible.  You need only stop and think about this for awhile and with time you will be amazed at the discoveries you suddenly make about what I am saying to you at this moment.
This is how we all can discover those that we have sacred contracts with and maybe our memories at this time have faultered, there will come a time when our eyes will open clearly once again and we will see them as they really are........ Soulful Mates sharing our most difficult journeys on this most difficult plane of existence.  The veil of forgetfulness and the viel that causes some the fear of death sometimes makes this hard to "remember" or "see"......BUT.... this fear will be lifted, because some of these so called, Soul Mates here will assist in crossing one over into the hands of another waiting to calm one's fears.                  More later.............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall