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"There are times when I feel like I am going to die from an overdose of satifaction."Salvador Dali
Yup, that is how I felt the other morning when I completed an OBE. The day before I had chose to contemplate the act of suicide, based on the fact that there was no hope to my dismal feelings of despair.
I am revealing one of my personal thoughts that have often visited me in my darkness times. Even though I know very well that the actual act would be a HUGE mistake.....but, then I too, am only human.
It seems that in the process of these most negative and dark thoughts, 100% of the times, "unseen" entities come and either
"whisper" thoughts into my mind or I find myself, having an OBE that changes my entire state of being. Such was that which hap-
pened the other morning.
I permitted my head to rest on my pillow and closed my eyes and soon found myself "moving" almost as a human camera across an unknown place. (The picture above only gives an idea of how beautiful it was to see as I floated down onto a wooden deck which seemed to be situated outdoors in a public place.)
I found myself standing on the deck which had rails, resting my hands and looking at a most "vivid and ultra-clear" vista similar to the picture above...... there was only one difference: To the right of that scenic and beautiful place was a huge cemetery! As I gazed upon it slowly, I saw FLAGS that had been planted on hundreds of graves........ Flags that I recognized from every country in the world.
A very colorful and peaceful sight. No.....not depressing or sad at all. I stared at them for only that which seemed like seconds and then very casually turned back to look to my left at that beautiful and peaceful scene. Suddenly, there seemed to be another deck extended from what appeared as a country storefront? A woman was casually standing with her arms folded leaning on the rails looking out at the country side.
A thought went very quickly into my mind....... I wanted to ask her if I would be able to work for her in the store she had walk outside from behind where she was standing. My thought was, I would want to stay in this beautiful and unfamiliar place, but I would need a job=)
Behind me I suddenly could hear people strolling up the wooden stairs behind me and very softly engaged in conversation. I thought how peaceful and calm all was in this unfamiliar place and smiled to myself within.
The OBE ended abruptly! I felt energized and happy as I sat up in my bed and prepared to give Harry his breakfast and take both he and myself for our morning walk.
I felt very, very happy! It was as if I had been given a medicine to change my feelings of depression. I felt very happy and very energized. I found myself very busy and with too many positive thoughts that day to permit myself to return to such dismal thinking the day before........ I had been once again given a "Spiritual Treatment" and I had also been given "messages" just as in the past. That day would be filled with various errands and little things to do to keep busy...BUT, it would also be important that I "discern and meditate" on that "huge graveyard with all the flags of many counties representing our physical world of existence??? More later...........
Love and Light!
Marshall
The Medulla oblongata has one function amongst several that is a major one and that is, in the human body as pictured above, that of the autonomic nervous system, which includes, THE HEART!
I later confirmed with my doctor that the steady and consistent thumping that I had experienced was that of my physical heart beating within my body back on my bed.
Wow! What a fascinating and amazing experience. Through all of the thick and magnificent silence, I felt as if my entire surroundings that morning before daybreak was similar to that of a huge kettle drum being played in an orchestra.
I would only imagine at this time that when we make our final exit from our physical bodies, that this sound would no longer be heard.
Instead, there would be this magnificent silence, unlike any experi-
enced during an astral projection! More later...............
Love and Light
Marshall
"The most beautiful thing you can experience is the mysterious." Albert Einstein
This morning as I opened my eyes, I wondered as I have at various time, "how much more time will I have before I depart from this earth as a physical being???"
I put my head back on the pillow and within a short amount of time I found myself slowing going into the hynogagic state. Within seconds I could feel the paralysis within my body and the soft buzzing sounds throughout.
I felt myself gently being lifted from both my physical body and the bed. I could feel the familiar route of travel when I seemed to rise high above my physical body and then floating slightly away from the bed still on my back yet able to float....... and then I could feel my entire astral body being turned upright bringing me to a standing position.
The moment my non-physical feet touched the floor, I felt my astral eyes open wide. At first there was no clarity to that which I could "see" in my room. I promptly demanded, "Clarity now!" several times with my mind/will. My room became very clear.
I cautiously moved outside of my room to the living room and then I moved towards the kitchen and slowly outside the back door. I was on the step that led down to the backyard outside.
I sat down on the step and moved my attention towards the sky. I could "see" it clearly. Black with beautiful lights/stars sprinkled all over as far as I could see.
I focused in on the moon and the light it was giving off to the night time sky. It appeared "Blue" in color for some reason? It was absolutely beautiful.
During this time, there had been a constant thumping in my ears that was strange to me? THUMP... THUMP... THUMP....THUMP.......... at a steady beat? It seemed to be gentle, yet strong and all around me?
I continued to sit peacefully there on the step and gaze at the night sky above me. The only thing that continue, consistently to be a part of the experience was the on-going "thumping!"
I had never before experienced such silence that was so "alive" that it was actually beautiful to me. There was no other physical feelings, because it was neither cold or hot sitting there....... it was perfect! BUT, the thumping began to cause me to be uneasy....... and as soon as I began to feel uneasy....... I WAS WITHIN LESS THAN SECONDS BACK IN MY BED AND INSIDE MY PHYSICAL BODY!
I immediately sat up in bed and thought to myself, WHAT WAS THAT THUMPING???
I decided then and there, that I would have to go back to my research books and my journals kept, in an attempt to find the answer to my question. The only thing to seem to exist within all of that beautiful silence was........ the thumping? More later..
Love and Light!
Marshall
Nonphysical reality is your home. You came from nonphysical reality, you will return to nonphysical reality, and the larger part of you currently resides in, and evolves in, nonphysical reality. GARY ZUKAV
I woke up this morning. Looked up out of the window in front of my bed and saw that it seemed, cloudy. Put my head back on my pillow and dozed off...... Suddenly realized the beginning of a projection! The electrical ringing sound in my ears grew very strong... I had difficulty turning over onto my stomach. I became cataleptic. The process that has happened on occasion began..... My feet and legs began to slide out... But nothing else???
They floated easily upwards.....I waited....... then it happened. This time unlike before when there was kneading of my arches..... Nope, this time I really felt TWO HANDS embrace my feet..... I felt the hands let go and then embrace my feet a second time..... This time I swore to myself that these were hands, I COULD FEEL THEM VERY CLEARLY ON MY FEET! I had the desire to will myself to slide out feet first..... I slid quickly it seemed down and out through my feet........ Everything stopped..... I was back .... I do not know why??? It was just over...... discontinued? More later..........
Love and Light!
Marshall
HARRY
Harry is now 7 months old and an impossible "Teenager" now:) He learned, due to being highly intelligent, to be housebroken quickly! There was just one other thing I forgot! The present stage will be to teach him to not "leave a "present" for Daddy whenever he goes out of the apartment to run an errand or for any reason, WITHOUT TAKING HIM WITH ME!!! (Yikes!!! I cannot take him 24/7 with me whenever I do anything...)
Anyway, the spankings for being spiteful and the treats for being "good" becomes the new job for me in this phase of the game!
After repeatedly trying to succeed with this new training, and believe me it can be extremely frustrating. The scenario usually goes like this when all goes wrong....... I leave the apartment, (without Harry) after some time passes, I return AND the usual happy greeting for me is nowhere to be found...... Harry is hiding somewhere, because instead of him happily wagging his tail and jumping up and down, happy for my return..... THERE IS A HUGE FLOOD ON THE FLOOR AND A PILE RESEMBLING A SMALL MOUNTAIN......lol=)
BUT.......too my pleasant surprise the other day, I returned and very, very close to the door, waking up suddenly from what seemed to be a deep sleep....... Harry, looked up at me as I walked in with a "very strange look? His eyes were piercing into my own as I greeted him...at first he just stared at me and then as if coming out of a trance he jumped up gleefully to greet me! (I was very happy, he was learning......) BUT......he had been sleeping very, very close to the front door and of course I got the impression he was "waiting" for me to return.
For some reason, as much as I appreciated it, my psychic intuition was dancing in my thoughts??? (I let it go......)
The following morning....................
I found myself OUT OF MY PHYSICAL BODY repeating the previous scene that I am sharing with you here....... Exactly as before, I opened the front door, but it seemed this time it was within seconds before I had actually, physically enter the afternoon before? I could sense it in my thoughts...the timing. And I saw something very clearly. On the floor very close to the door... very close to the door, sleeping, were "two dogs", side by side, HARRY AND SAMBO!
Sambo was not the size or age when he passed on..... instead he appeared, younger and smaller? The two of them were peacefully sleeping side by side as if, both waiting for me to return. BUT, the "messages" that seemed to be whispered in my astral mind was, SAMBO IS TEACHING HARRY TO RELAX AND WAIT FOR MARSHALL TO RETURN.... BE A GOOD BOY, IT'S OK, HE WILL BE BACK!:)
For those of you who have shared my previous blogs about the after-life of crossing over...... both human beings and animals with time of having passed on, as physical time passes, they begin to appear much younger. I recognized Sambo immediately. And what was also interesting was the fact that Sambo had never lived in this apartment when he was the age he appeared to me in this scene!
My beloved Sambo........ More later...........
Love and Light!
Marshall
