MY OBES AND WHAT HAPPENS PHYSICALLY WHEN WE DIE.... PART 5

"Until this experience I had just hoped that we survived death.  Since then I have had no fear of death-  quite the contrary.  All seemed very natural.  It was as if some part of me had always known it would be like that-  Something like a merger with a Higher Self."  Mrs. Gertrude Snow Palmer/1960 describing her OBE to Dr. Robert Crookall in his book, THE STUDY AND PRACTICE OF ASTRAL PROJECTION.

All of those that I mention in these blogs that have crossed-over are REAL human beings, either friends or relatives.  Some of them I have changed their names for privacy purposes.

As I have mentioned before, Josh was somewhat of an Atheist as far as religion was concerned, even though he was born into a Jewish family.  AND, he and his family enjoyed sharing many of the festivities during the religious holidays.  There always seemed to be a feast of some special order and speaking for myself....I LOVED THE KOSHER/JEWISH dishes prepared and the wonderful company gathered at each occasion.

This brings me to the information I will now touch on about RELIGION when having been in the presence of that which we would consider dead people during my OBES.
Thus far, I have NEVER in all of my OBES, seen or gotten the impression of any kinds of so called, RELIGION?  I myself besides considering myself a Metaphysician/Spritualist  with strong roots to my Christianity and its' beliefs, have never really witnessed anything symbols or signs, etc. in relationship to my own religious beliefs?
I must say that there has always been one thing that has been present during my OBES in relationship to biblical studies and that is, LIGHT!  I have either reflected an incredible LIGHT that seemed to come from my own being, or I have on occasion "seen" other beings lit up from within displaying LIGHT unlike anything I have ever seen when in the physical.......... I have gotten reports from others that I have met whom have had NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES that have all unanimously reported to me about a LIGHT THAT APPEARED AS A LIVING ENTITY.......(The NDES are another subject that I will not go into here since I have never had one, as I know of, and am relaying information to you about my OBES.)
I believe I have learned based on my OBES and the confirmations of others that have had such experiences, that it is very common for those that continue to grieve so much and for so long, prevents our making "contact" with those that have crossed-over to the other side.
I believe due to my unexpected situation to actually have another person that was which I will describe as being, "in partnership with our search/experiences" helped to give me tremendous clarity on that which was happening to us both.  
EXAMPLE:
It is called, LETTING GO!  I was informed that the main reasons for my not being able to make a more clear and powerful contact with my son was due to the fact that every
time he attempted to come close to me and make contact, my grief would become so intense that he was immediately repelled by the weight of my emotions...... My son's friend gave me a very simple and straight forward answer to my question when I would be told by him that he had encountered him during his OBE........My question was, WHY HAS HE NOT MADE HIMSELF CLEAR TO ME....HE PROMISED HE WOULD BEFORE HE DIED???
His friend looked me straight in the eyes.......MARSHALL, I ASKED HIM THAT QUESTION.  HIS ANSWER WAS THAT HE COULD NOT GET CLOSE ENOUGH TO YOU, BECAUSE EVERY TIME HE DID SO.....YOU WOULD BE OVER COME WITH GRIEF AND IT WOULD PUSH HIM AWAY.......I was informed that "they" could not bring themselves "down" to levels that low.......That it was a dark and low existing energy that he had not become informed about how to do so?  
It seems that they resided on a much higher frequency than we do in the physical dimension......
It is somewhat difficult to explain here, but I am presenting this to you who are reading this as well as I can with human thoughts.
I have since that time realized that in the past whenever I was without grief and distracted by either meditation or music, that I would very casually find my son standing right next to me or behind me while doing so and without concern, simply direct a telepathic thought to him such as......PLEASE, STOP BEING SILLY I AM TRYING TO MEDITATE......or.... YOU KNOW, I MISS YOUR HELPING ME WITH THE ARTWORK VERY MUCH when he would suddenly appear next to me while I was alone and deep in thought while working at my layout board.
Most of the times that this happened, I would find myself laughing out loud due to the fact that it was all so CASUAL and NATURAL.......:)
Another interesting discovery was NOT RECOGNIZING the person being "seen" immediately, due to their "change in appearance?"                     More later.....................

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

MY OBES AND WHAT HAPPENS PHYSICALLY WHEN WE DIE..... PART 4

"Just relax and be patient... Eventually everything that is not clear to you now, will eventually clarify itself with time."  Virginia O'Brien Hill  (My beloved Mother)


All of those that I have "seen" after they physically died, both Human Beings and Animals (my pets) have been at various times after they physically departed from this dimension as we physically know it.
There are those I have "seen" during my OBES within days, months and some within years.  I have also seemed to have been in their presence at various places of existence..... It seems that all was made clear to me via "demonstrations" or their actions..... Never words spoken, but by "thought transfers" or visuals.

Whenever I would ask a particular question, they would seem to "show me" with visual images that would appear next to them....  
My astral body seemed to float smoothly into presence very smoothly and without concern...... Several of them had similar surroundings, which seemed to be according to how they had died physically.
Those close to me that had died very painful, uncomfortable deaths due to illnesses I would always find in what seemed like a "resting place".  They would either be sleeping or appeared to be "waiting" as if they knew I was coming?
I remember very well a very, very close friend that had suffered tremendously before dying and when I seemed to arrive in his presence, he was asleep and calm on a bed in a shadowy place...... Standing next to him watching him gently was his Brother.  I knew his Brother and was aware that he was very much ALIVE within our physical dimension.
My friend Josh, that was his name, was a wonderful and loving human being while alive and a great educator to children in the school system.  He was very dedicated to his work and political affairs.  He was only 35 years old when his sudden death occurred.  
I later remembered that  he did not believe in "life after death" .  The scene I witnessed when out of my physical body happened within weeks of his physical death.  BUT, it was several months later that I again one early morning had an out of body experience and was surprised to "see" him laughing and fully whole and healthy in appearance while appearing to leave a small building with several children both in front of him and following him from behind.
In physical life, I had never visited him at any of the schools that he had taught in, but here at this moment, I seemed to be standing directly behind him as he turned and looked at me with a huge smile on his face and then I found myself within less than a second back in my bed at home.  I immediately got the feelings of joy and happiness having "seen" him so full of life and seemingly doing that which he always loved in physical life!:)
It seems that even after Josh's passing, I did not see much of him during my OBES, even though most of his entire family and myself remained closely in touch with each other on a regular basis.
I suppose as in physical life, he was a very active, busy soul.  Always on the go and always with many new adventures at hand.
I do remember making notes in my OBE JOURNALS about having one more contact with him that seemed to just happen unexpectedly....... During one early morning, I woke up and then immediately went back into the hypnogagic state and found myself in the most peculiar place where I lived at the time.
I was suddenly in flight in mid-air a few hundred feet up the street from my bedroom windows..... above one of the townhouses and in front of me appeared without warning, Josh, and two other people.  One I did not recognize, but the other I knew very well and he also was within our circle of friends when Josh was physically alive.
He was from Chile and had months before Josh died gone to live in Brasil.  (That was the country where Josh and myself became friends with him while traveling on a holiday vacation with a group of other friends......) He kept very tight contact with me until  he reported to me that he had suddenly been taken ill by Cancer.
I was given the impression by him that he was doing well and had recovered and was leading a very normal and full life..........We had all  met each other later during a visit by him to New York City and then when he returned to South America, he kept contact on a regular basis.  BUT, then suddenly out of the blue......Silence???
During this OBE, he was standing next to Josh in free space above the roof of the townhouse with another male figure that I did not recognize?
Josh and my other friend were laughing out loud and seemed to be teasing me somewhat as they said,  MARSHALL, WHAT'S GOING ON WITH YOU?:)
Since that time, which happened several  years ago now...... There has been no word or contact from either of the two.  But, I feel confident that they are BOTH very much alive and happy!                                                                               More later...............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall  

MY OBES AND WHAT HAPPENS PHYSICALLY WHEN WE DIE......... PART 2

Please permit me to give you two examples in the hopes that you can imagine what I found out during my OBES about death and dying.  Will it be the same for you?  I do not know......BUT, those that I have encountered that had OBES and discussed this particular situation, all seemed to confirm that our experiences were similar if not, the exact same.

Keep in mind that those having NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES were somewhat "deeper" in that they encountered a few things during their experiences that were not usually presented in our OBES?

My first example:  Try to think about the mornings that you first wake up from a very deep, restful sleep...... Most of our very first thoughts are ONLY of that which we see when we open our physical eyes and then within seconds we begin to attach ourselves to physical realities!  The day before and the day to come.....  Within a short time, we either have brief thoughts of our dreams we might have had or the routines we follow upon physically waking up.

My second example:  THIS is the closest I can express to you what it is like when entering an OBE.
Not too long ago, I had a very minor medical procedure that required Anesthesia ....It was the first time in my life I had ever experienced being  Anestasized.  I was calm and very relaxed when the physician gently said to me, "Marshall, I am going to give you something to relax you...... "  He inserted a needle into my wrist and it seemed that within less than a second of time, I was awake with incredible clarity as I saw in front of me a woman sitting looking at me with great concern...... Within less than a second she said, "Everything went perfect.  I will take you into the recovery room ."  My mind was as clear as day as I immediately yelled out, "How will I get there???"  She replied, "You will walk there with me!"  I yelled again, "NO!  I cannot walk....."  She replied, "Yes, you will now come on, get up and lets' go!"  WE DID, LOL:)

THIS is very similar to the very first time I was having an OBE and did not realize for the first time that I was having one, until I turned my focus around to view my bed and saw my "physical body" on it under the covers sleeping!!! Ahahahaha:):):)  Due to my shock I was immediately slammed back into my physical body on the bed and sat up and began to laugh out loud!
By the way, I want to be sure to inform you of something=  WHEN EXPERIENCING THE ASTRAL BODY LEAVING OUR PHYSICAL BODY, EVERYTHING IS A TRILLION TIMES MORE ENHANCED!  I REMEMBER WELL AS A YOUNG BOY AT THE TIME, DUE TO THE FACT THAT I WAS NEAR-SIGHTED, I REQUIRED GLASSES.....ALWAYS THINKING TO MYSELF=  "WHERE ARE MY GLASSES???  OH WAIT!  I DO NOT REQUIRE GLASSES, MY VISION IS EXTRAORDINARY!!!  I CAN SEE EVERYTHING ALL AROUND ME AT THE SAME TIME WITHOUT EVEN MOVING MY HEAD AND AT TREMENDOUS DISTANCES!"  I was in awe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

During these experiences when encountering those that were existing in this outer dimension, usually before completing the question, "Are YOU dead?"  The reply was within my mind from the unknown, unseen entity=  "NO!  BUT YOU ARE!"

Always, for me, the excitement and urgency is so great, that I cannot seem to decide what questions I want to ask, what I want to "see" and know......The energy within is unlike any energy I have ever experienced.......Oh wait!  I must not lie.....IT IS SIMILAR, BUT EVEN GREATER THAN THE TIMES IN COLLEGE WHEN I HAD TAKEN THE EXPERIMENTAL DRUG CALLED, SPEED!  AHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAAH:):):)  BUT, during these OBES, unlike some of the drug induced experiences.....We have complete control over our selves.  There are no disturbing side-effects such as sped up heartbeats or panic or hyperventilation, or fearful thoughts, anxieties, etc.  In this state of being, we are calm, and refreshed and there are times when we feel more loved and protected than imaginable in physical life.  We have control over our thoughts and we realize how our thoughts can manifest any and all that we might desire at the time.  We can experience the freedom of having exited the confining limitations of being trapped in our physical vehicles, imprisoned on the earth plane of existence!  *PLEASE TAKE NOTE! Myself and others such as myself when we are verifying various OBES we have had, it has been 100% agreed on, that it does not matter what anybody says in an attempt to convince you that you will have a "truly full blown real out of body experience" while under the influences of any kinds of drugs.....you are being lied to without a doubt in our minds!"  We have had some confirmations via research that these methods of astral projection will without doubt, distort and cause unlimited episodes of hallucinatory, uncontrolled misguided experiences ......and yes, one leaves themselves "open" and "unprotected" from tremendously negative and harmful experiences!
We begin to realize that most of the "secrets" of those that have died and no longer reside on the planet.....ARE VERY MUCH ALIVE!!! MORE SO THAN WE....................
More later...........

LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL,
Marshall                               -  

MY OBES AND WHAT HAPPENS WHEN WE PHYSICALLY DIE..........PART I

After decades of having numerous Out of Body Experiences, I have become very much a reclusive individual that has even progressed to becoming somewhat of a so called, SHUT-IN.
As you might have noticed, my ongoing blogs have sometimes become scarce, both due to the fact that I will not write anything if NOTHING HAS HAPPENED and also because my desire to astral travel sometimes becomes..... undesirable?
As some might know that follow my blogs and those that I interact with in person, I refuse to "make up" elaborate stories or exaggerate on that which has actually happened in order to appear as some kind of "all knowing" human being.  In my own opinion of myself, I continue to consider myself knowing, VERY LITTLE???
I have always attempted to NOT MIX PHILOSOPHY WITH REALITIES EXPERIENCED!

I also wish to take this time to THANK all of those that have contacted me and told me how much they appreciated my sharing my experiences with you via my ongoing blogs:):):)

I have come to realize that the older and more matured we human beings get, DEATH becomes more of an interest than ever in the past! LOL:)  Personally, I find that the idea of philosophizing and fantasizing about our "crossing over to the other side" becomes of very little interest to me.......I WANT TO KNOW FACTUAL INFORMATION!
By the way, this is one of the biggest lessons I have learned thus far during my journey in life...... The longer we live, the more FACTS OF LIFE we acquire, the more information we have to base our astral travels on........  We come to no longer base our information on our biased or vague intuitions, BUT, on EXPERIENCE and FACTUAL information.
By the way, some of the best actors and actresses studied a method of acting called, The Stanislavsky Method of Acting.  When attending a special performing arts high school myself, we were taught to use this method.  Basically, the student relates his or her acting of a scene, etc. to personal experiences we encountered in our own lives....... (Some refer to it as living the role).

What have I personally SEEN about the after-life of any or all of the individuals that I have lost in physical life to death?  I will tell you......
First of all, always keep in mind what I have said previously about having the ability to "see" beyond this physical dimension.....It is my strong belief, THAT EVERYBODY CAN DO SO WITH "DESIRE" to do so!  There is no need for you to leave your "comfort zones" of your own hometown (Sylvan Muldoon, whom some considered the premier astral traveler, never left his hometown here in The USA) .  During my travels to most all countries in the world, it never once entered my mind to seek such information.....I was too busy experiencing the adventures of earthbound realities!:)  Yes, I do believe that some, such as myself and others that I have encountered, are able to "see" and "discern" MORE than others might be able to do, BUT, I have come to the conclusion that this is due to a reason I discovered more recently....It can be so, due to a NEED TO KNOW BASIS!  More or less is permitted due to the discretion of a HIGHER POWER.  This is one of the main reasons I believe that so many attempt to use any knowledge given for various reasons, such as financial gain, EGO, control of others, etc.  These human beings primarily have great limitations due to this and therefore in order to establish and continue to give themselves prestige, will exaggerate, lie, in plain English=  SPEW OUT BULL CRAP!!! AHAHAHahahahah:):):)
I promptly became highly offended by such human beings when I was able to acquire so much information during my travels in another dimension and having been given the ability to "open wide my astral eyes" and discern primarily that which is truth/real and that which is fabrications of exaggerated or creative minds:)

Always keep in mind, that every individual will observe and express that which THEY personally discover and not that which becomes written in stone for others to accept.
That which I am about to present to you is=  WHAT, I, MARSHALL HILL, HAVE EXPERIENCED DURING MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES IN REFERENCE TO, LIFE AFTER DEATH!                                                                                 More later.................

Love and Light!
Marshall