"IF IT IS IMPORTANT TO YOU, YOU WILL FIND A WAY. IF NOT YOU'LL FIND AN EXCUSE."
I would like to mention something that I have noticed during my OBES..... Whenever encountering other human beings residing in the physical.....They do not/cannot "see me". BUT, Children and Animals seem to "see me" easily.
Both the children and the animals always when they notice me, seem very relaxed and smile as if this occurrence of my astral self being present is as normal as anything else to them.......
This once again happened to me when waking up this morning to me. Having not to my knowledge provoked a conscious/controlled OBE, I could sense my astral seeming to slowly attempt to detach itself from my physical. I could feel that someone was attempting to help or pull me from my physical body?
I could feel myself bump against the chest of this non-physical being. I could not see this being as I slid out and past it....to the floor of my bedroom in a standing position.
My astral eyes were closed tight. I willed them to open. They did so. But, I could not see clearly. I demanded, "Clarity now!" I felt that I demanded it with great force. Instantly, my vision became crystal clear...
My desire was to go outside immediately and check out the area.....(I wanted to make sure I was within my familiar neighborhood....I was!)
It was early morning and the streets were sparse with human beings. A few walked pass me as I stood motionless taking in the view. Some of them were walking their Dogs.....The Dogs could "see me" but not those human beings walking them....The Dogs would wag their tails a bit....One even barked a little and wagged it's tail looking at me.
There were several small children passing and they would look up at me and smile:) And then, walk around me as to not bump into me:) None of the adults noticed my presence in any way?
As I seemed to turn to move onward, I noticed a small unaccompanied child sitting on the ground crying. Alone. None of the others passing by this child notice her except....The CHILDREN and the DOGS.
I have "seen" this before during several of my OBES and knew immediately that which was happening here.......
This child was crying because she was frightened and was unaware of the projection of her astral body? I suddenly recognized this little girl as a neighbor living with her family in the house next to her .........She looked up at me surprised.....She stopped crying immediately. She knew me very well as she had always come running over to me in the physical to greet me when I was outside with my Dog, Harry:)
She seemed to promptly glide over to me in an attempt to hug me..... BUT, as I seemed to reach out for her, within less than a second.....I felt sudden sadness and feelings of darkness as a memory flashed in front of me.
It was a vivid picture of myself as a very small boy crying in tremendous fear so very many nights when this had happened to me.....I too, just as she was, believed I was having an uncontrolled, horrible nightmare!!!
I was immediately slammed back into my physical body! Sitting up in my bed, I felt somewhat frustrated that I did not get the opportunity to comfort her and explain that which was happening and not to worry, because all would be well.
This particular OBE and others that were similar in the past have always caused me to acquire more of many questions I wish to have answers.....
I continue to feel that we human beings continue to know very little about ourselves traveling on this great planet Earth. We have achieved tremendous knowledge about, greed, wealth, wars, poverty, hatred, evilness, dark energies.....so much more! BUT, how much do we really know about, who we are, where we are going, where we came from, WHY? But, at the same time, I have discovered that we can find out sooooooo very much about such things during, The Projection of the Astral Body! More later.......
Love and Light!
Marshall
