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Monday, October 31, 2011

THE OBES THAT SOMETIMES SHOW YOU FUTURE EVENTS!

"The Astral Body is the double or ethereal counterpart of the physical body, which resembles and with which it normally coincides.  Each of us have one.   HEREWARD CARRINGTON  Noted Psychologist and Psychic Researcher


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Hello all.  On Thursday, May 5, 2011 was the day I informed you of my Out of Body Experience titled, 11811? OR 11/811 OR 11+8+11=12  MY MOST RECENT OBE.
As I later presented and also discussed with various followers of my blogs, the visions and various scenes that I found myself involved in during the experience shortly appeared to both myself and all of you a "physical reality!"
Which brings me to the second part of that experience which I also presented to you during that time, of "the brief snow storm and the windy scene from my bedroom of the weather conditions that for "some strange reason, seemed STRANGE?"
Well, I guess the presentation presented to me about the snow storm and its' seemingly odd appearance, happened this past weekend?  (At least I hope so and that it is not even more catastrophic in the future!)
You might wish to check that blog out again listed above.  Supposedly the reports were and are that this snowfall was UNUSUAL for this time of year and also very damaging to hundreds of thousands of people's places of residences as well as lots of our surrounding areas.  Power shortages, tree limbs falling, electrical cables falling and breaking, etc.
Once again, I present to you my thoughts of how you too can experience sometimes very far in advance of oncoming situations that present themselves to us all, by having used or developed our spiritual or higher gifts.  (That I believe we ALL possess).  It is also good when attempting to tap into these gifts, that we focus and try to find out their significance in relationship to our own journeys.
Recently, I have been evaluating these events and am starting to believe, somewhat, that all is not necessarily a foreboding of "gloom and doom!"  Maybe, just maybe, indications that we are not in 100% control of this planet as that might be a rather egotistical way of thinking.
On the other hand, since so many very dark and horrible events have occurred just recently throughout the world, these extraordinary atmospheric conditions might also be an indication of The Universal Mind being in a state of "unrest?"
Recently, without getting political, if I can, I viewed a video of a world leader in another country outside of The United States of America, be violently murdered.  Was this human being a good person?  According to their actions for many years, I believe not!
BUT, my spirit trembled as I watched his death take place.  I wondered to myself, WHAT ARE THE THOUGHTS OF  A HIGHER BEING THAT CREATED THIS INDIVIDUAL
THINKING WHILE WATCHING THIS SCENE???  It has been imprinted on my mind that this entity's thoughts and ways are not the same as we humans, so therefore, I sensed with this dark shadow enveloping my being, that there was something within my soul that did not have the urge to yell out, "This is good happening to this individual!"  NO! The whole scene destroyed any feelings inside me of peace of LOVE.  I felt sad and full of darkness. There were no feelings of anger, only isolation.  I was witnessing the destruction of ONE HUMAN BEING COMMITTED BY ANOTHER HUMAN BEING?  During those moments, I trembled physically.   
Recently, I have watched both on television and photographs of soldiers who have returned home from war.  These particular men had been totally disfigured and dismembered and what remained were "eyes looking out from these horribly damaged physical bodies/vehicles".
(By the way, they got that way, PROTECTING YOU AND ME FROM HARMS WAY!)  As I listened and watched these individuals, I could "hear" "the voices in my head" whisper to me, YOU SEE THIS.  DO YOU APPRECIATE LIVING IN A WORLD SURROUNDED BY THIS KIND OF PAIN?  WE ASK YOU THE QUESTION: WHERE IS THE LOVE???
More later...............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

Saturday, October 29, 2011

DREAMING DURING THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES

"How can you prove whether at this moment we are sleeping, and all our thoughts are a dream; or whether we are awake, and talking to one another in the waking state?"  Plato

This morning my astral body exited my physical body.  But, as has happened in the past, I found myself at this time being in also a dream state. 
I began to go participate in the actions presented in  the scenario that was presented to me while dreaming.  I knew very well that I would be witnessing "messages via dream symbols" having experienced this many times in the past.  Unseen messengers were speaking to me in many pictures.  I did notice, someone unfamiliar to me, sitting on steps in front of a house to the left of my astral  body smiling and seemingly assisting with my experience.
The messages that were being given were very pointed and significant to me.  They were very personal and very clear and precisely orchestrated.  That which was most specifically implanted in my memory was that of two huge Great Danes, majestically sitting in front of me and it was established to me by a "messenger" stan-
ding next to me, that these two beautiful dogs were "cousins!"
I would like to explain to you here, the importance of "dream inter-
pretations".  Which go all the way back in history to Biblical times, when Kings would depend strongly on Mystics and
various Metaphysicians to assist them with the meanings of their dreams.
I might have mentioned earlier during my blogs about how dreams are always spirits speaking to us, giving us support and information we might find beneficial and my thoughts are that we should all at some point during our journeys attempt to do some dream work.  It will always be worthwhile.
In the physical that we are attached to and accustomed to, we al- ways, first think or create very clear pictures in our minds and then we present them to one another in spoken words.  In the non-phy-sical dimension, words are usually not spoken, we all actually "see" what is considered "one another's thoughts!"  (We all have this abi-lity in the physical dimension, but most of us have forgotten, there-
fore, they usually must be presented verbally using sound).  I sus- pose, that some just as I do, can from time to time, "read" other
individuals' thoughts by "vibrations" released by them when they are composing their ideas/thoughts.
In any case, I suggest that all investigate the subject of dream analysis, as well as a subject called, Lucid Dreaming!      More later.........

Love and Light!
Marshall   

Thursday, October 20, 2011

THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE/MESSAGES ABOUT PETER!

"Children will often relate the joy of their flying experiences.  For both children and adults this a favorite activity.  Sometimes children assume the role of a fictional flying character- most likely a subconscious creation to keep them from being frightened and to give them a position of control."    William Buhlman from his book, THE SECRET OF THE SOUL

Early last week Peter called me from his doctor's office and announced that he had been diagnosed with a seriously detached retina and that it was imperative that he arrive the following morning at a Special Hospital in New York City at 6 A.M. for immediate surgery, since the situation was serious and his vision was dangerously impaired in one of his eyes!  He requested that I might be able to drive him?  Of course I being the ultimate hypochondriac was in shock!
The night before I was to accompany him to the hospital it was almost impossible for me to sleep since all I could do was start to play with various scenarios of whether of not his vision would be saved in that particular eye, since he had been told there were no firm answers that could be given until after the surgery was completed.
Near day break I suddenly fell into a light slumber and quickly found myself in the process of having an OBE. 
I suddenly found myself in a situation primarily taking place in very, very high places and at supersonic speeds of flying!  Immediately many messages were being given to me in the form of symbols and very clear pictures involving Peter.  I found myself having to "fly" at top speeds in order to process the "messages" being given to me by "unseen messengers?"
"They were clearly and quickly establishing to me that PETER'S SITUATION WOULD BE MORE THAN EXCELLENT AND THAT THERE WOULD ONLY BE REASONS TO CELEBRATE RATHER THAN GO INTO A STATE OF DEPRESSION AND CREATE UNFOUNDED FEARS AND CONCERNS, BOTH ABOUT HIS CONDITION AND THE SURGERY INVOLVED!
All of this information was stored into my mind and as quickly as the scenario revealed itself to me, it was completed and I found myself sitting up in my bed calm but somewhat perplexed?
We arrived at the hospital that morning and for approximately 7 hours I waited and watched various people, men, women and children either be prepared for surgery or come out of surgery.  Many had huge bandages on their eyes and some were walking with Seeing Eye Dogs.  Of course I was nervous and concerned and attempting to Meditate and keep my cool.
Later my cell phone rang and at the other end was a woman requesting that I come in to escort Peter home.  I being the "excitest" that I sometimes can be, immediately began interrogating the woman on the other end, WHY DO I HAVE TO COME INSIDE TO ESCORT HIM OUT? CAN HE NOT WALK OUT ON HIS OWN???  There was a pause, and then she said, YES, YOU NEED TO COME INSIDE AND GET HIM.
I jumped up and walked fast inside and first asked a receptionist in front of me, while at the same time I suddenly noticed Peter sitting in a wheelchair in hospital attire and a huge bandage over his eye facing down at the floor.  I told the receptionist never mind, I see him over there sitting down.
I walked over and promptly said to Peter, HI, SO HOW ARE YOU DOING?  Before he could answer me, a nurse approached me and she asked if I was taking him out.  I quickly said YES, and then literally starting interrogating her, she was almost speechless!  I wanted to know in detail his condition as of now?  She told me that I would need to speak to the doctor for details.  I refused to let her go and responded, YOU DO NOT NEED TO GIVE ME DETAILS, JUST TELL ME IF HE CAN "SEE?"  Before she could speak, Peter interrupted and said, Marshall, things are fine.  The entire procedure was quite an experience for me.  He was grinning and anxious to relate it all in detail to me.
Having now gotten past those moments in time, the results of his whole situation was just as I had been "told" during my OBE.  HIS CONDITION WAS "MORE" THAN SUCCESSFUL AND AS OF TODAY, ALL OF THE INFORMATION PRESENTED TO ME DURING MY OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE IN RELATIONSHIP TO THIS SITUATION  
WAS 100% ACCURATE!                             More later............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

Monday, October 17, 2011

MICHAEL VON BEHRENS/FLIES IN FROM GERMANY!

"Rightly or wrongly- as the reader may decide- the writer considers that many, though not of course all, accounts which people give of having temporarily left their Physical Bodies in some sort of 'Spiritual Body' are basically true."    THE STUDY AND PRACTICE OF ASTRAL PROJECTION, Dr. Robert Crookall

                                                             
                                                              MICHAEL

I will speak briefly about Michael since I have spoken much about him in some of my earlier blogs.
Michael, an Intensive Care Nurse by profession flew in to visit me during possibly the darkness and most dismal periods of my journey on this planet to date.  The unimaginable reality of the death of Anderson and my dismal attempts to continue my journey on this earth having recently experienced it all.
On arrival Michael immediately said, OH MY GOD! THIS PLACE LOOKS LIKE A SHRINE! (He was referring to all of the objects, photographs etc. of Anderson)  He quickly removed everything from the entire apartment and then handed me "one photograph" and said, YOU CAN KEEP THIS ONE OVER THE FIREPLACE.  Then he told me I would have to adjust to doing other things besides just working and sleeping and limiting my physical life to "nothing!"
We had so much in common that I immediately started to be distracted by our jokes about life and people in general.  He had very similar interests and just as I did, loved those with eccentric personalities.  We went out every day and night.  I remember the night he, OLGA and I went out and partied all night!  We were so wasted the next day that none of us got up until it was time to go out again!!!
He and Greg had definitely "known" each other very well???  The tension and friction could be cut through with a knife!!! Aahahahahaha! 
Michael and Olga spent all of their time laughing hysterically together.  This all clarifies the fact that everybody was very "familiar"  "connected"  in some way, in spite of the fact that in physical reality, all were meeting each other for the first time?
Michael had previously had a NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE during a car accident in Germany.  This had tremendously changed how he was able to view and see his physical life on the planet.  At the same time, it seemed that he seemed to "pull" much suppressed information about what was actually happening to him from ME?  He was able to bring me to face much of what I had been harboring inside myself about my metaphysical abilities and insights!  All seemed so natural and easy for me to reveal to him when he would ask a question of me or bring up a subject he wanted to know more about in depth in relationship to the paranormal.  The more he pulled from me, the more he seemed to "release" all the information that had been "opened" to him during his NDE.
My apartment suddenly became "opened" to ALL THOSE THAT ONE COULD SEE WITH ONE'S ASTRAL EYES!
I lived in a Triplex and Michael slept on the second floor and I slept on the third floor.  When having coffee each morning, there was ALWAYS so much to discuss about the extraordinary experiences that Michael had during daybreak!  THE PAINTING ON THE WALL, THE BUTTERFLIES ON THE WALL, THE LADY WITH THE LONG HAIR THAT WOULD VISIT HIS BEDROOM JUST BEFORE DAYBREAK AND THE ICE COLD AIR THAT WOULD ACCOMPANY HER ENTRANCE.........  And both of our experiences have continued and been discussed between us for many years to come.  Whether he was in Kansas, Germany, or anywhere else!  Much information has been gathered during the many, many OBEs we both had about past, present and future!
Our relationship is a continuation from a time far more expanded than that of the present....... This is yet another SOUL MATE traveling with me during my journeys!

More later............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

Sunday, October 16, 2011

GREGORY T. KAMMERER/SENIOR VP/ THE CORCORAN GROUP NYC

IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME, I KNOW I AM DOING A GOOD JOB! ....Gregory T. Kammerer
                                                                       
                                                                            GREG

AHAHAHAHAHHA!  Greg said this to me one day while we were having a disagreement about an employee in one of the businesses we operated many years ago. 
I had tried to use something against him in order to get my way about a problem we were having by informing him of how some people in the business had displayed their dislike for him about his actions as a boss.
Of course he proved to be "right!"  Greg was always "right".  He had one of the most powerful things known to mankind going for him, HE ALWAYS USED LOGIC! 
Having been best friends/business partners with him for more than 35 years gives reasons for me to know without a doubt that Greg and I had "known" each other far longer than this present physical journey we were having on this planet. 
What was this person to me in another dimension or time?  This is very simple.  The primary explanation is always if you are in a friendship as well as a business  partnership with another person, whether they be MAN AND WOMAN, MAN AND MAN, WOMAN AND WOMAN.  =  WE WERE HUSBAND AND WIFE! (Also, I am sure the first question is: Who is the husband and who is the wife?  Just as I have, you too can discern the answer to that question.)  In order to discern this, start to think of the following:  So many have blurted out and stated, "You/They fight like husband and wife!!!"  "The two of them act like, one body is the left arm and the other is the right arm!"  "Those two are perfect together!"  "They really know how to operate!" etc.  I do have to admit that he did have one thing that all that knew him, were very much aware of, HE WAS AND STILL IS, A WORKAHOLIC!  This is an amazing thing about him and even more amazing to observe! I also admit, that I was not aware of the fact that I had been in the presence of watching what is considered TODAY A SELF-MADE MULTI-MILLIONAIRE!  
Greg's parents often referred to me as his "Brother, The Black Sheep!"  Aahahahah, of course due to the physicality's of us, that he was a "snow-flake" with blond hair and baby blue eyes!  And me, well, look at my photo!)
My relationship with his family was equally as close as our friendship.  As was his with my family.  My family knew his immediate family and his mine.  
Many OBEs happened during these years for me.  But I will only reveal here the most significant one.
I will present the one about his father, Francis, whom I always referred to as, ST. FRANCIS.  He was a devout Catholic. I spent countless hours of time sitting in the den on Sunday afternoons with the sports games on television and the two of us having long conversations.  At the end of his journey here on this earth, he developed a terrible disease which began to take his physical life slowly but surely.  We all of course were extremely sad.  
One morning a year before his illness and death occurred, I had a very vivid OBE.  I found myself standing in an apartment, on a high floor across the street from a school I had attended as a young teenager.  Anderson, who of course had crossed over, was smiling and  standing next to a large portrait hanging on the wall to his right of St. Francis.  He displayed symbols of "Winter?"
I was very confused.  Since I knew very well that he had never even met St. Francis in person on this earth?  Also, he had never been to this location where I attended school at that time?
Sadly, awhile after the OBE it was announced to me that St. Francis was very, very ill.
Then shortly that he was dying.  And at a point during the "Winter" months he died.  There was so much "symbolism" for me to figure out, since it always seemed that those who had crossed over, "spoke" in "pictures/images".  With time I came to "know" that the location was the school, because the name of that school was a "number".  The "age" of which St. Francis crossed over.  I discerned the "smile" was because "they ALL seem to laugh and smile "over there!"
Several months later, I had another OBE in connection with St. Francis.  I found myself being accompanied by Anderson through a series of houses?  All were pristine and white in appearance.  They were mostly vacant or for sale?  Suddenly, I found myself in one and in front of me was St. Francis.  He was very relaxed and in great health and inspecting or adjusting items in this large room in a house.  As if he was "preparing" the house for something or someone?
St. Francis turned to me and simply said, LET GO.  And then he handed me a plate with a Ham Sandwich on it.  I was surprised, BUT not too surprise to not notice that the HAM ON THAT SANDWICH WAS "FRESH HAM!"  And I knew very well that was Fresh Ham because I loved ham.....  The OBE ended.
My only thought was, "What would his wife say to me if I asked her a stupid question, like, WHAT WAS ST. FRANCIS'S FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH???"  Well, I gave it a short time of thought and then I called her and casually worked it into my conversation with her, MARILYN, WHAT WAS ST. FRANCIS'S FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH?"  She never even paused for a second, she simple blurted out to me, OH, HE LOVED HAM SANDWICHES.  BUT, IT "ALWAYS" HAD TO BE "FRESH HAM!"  SOMETIMES I WOULD ASK HIM WHAT HE WANTED ME TO COOK FOR DINNER AND HE WOULD SAY, "JUST MAKE ME A NICE FRESH HAM SANDWICH!"
This would be considered, VERIFICATION.
Since that  time has passed, Marilyn crossed over very shortly after St. Francis.  During my most difficult times recently, she too has "appeared" to me with supportive information "about the outcome" of situations that brew in front of me presently.
Greg, another example of a Soul Mate that made the journey here and has honored his sacred contract signed before arriving.  I repeat here, that we ALL can discern our Soul Mates, by taking the time and efforts to do so.  Of course, I continue to insist that we all realize that we must not get misguided in doing so by permitting our self-involved EGOS get in the way.  My thoughts are that so many of us are really prolonging our envolvements by continuously arriving and being totally distracted by "unrealistic goals and thoughts" that have absolutely nothing to do with our true, planned projections orchestrated by us before arriving.
I have no doubts that many of us will contiously repeat the exact same mistakes over and over and over....... Most of us never really come to the conclusion that so many material obstacles that we set up in front of us due to our egos are nothing more than total distractions!
Sometimes when we never really step back and say to ourselves, OH MY GOD! I DID THAT BEFORE AND MY LIFE WAS A MESS, AND NOW I AM DOING IT AGAIN???  Some of us are not even aware of doing so.  We are stuck to the physical, we cannot possibly conceive that we are MORE than physical.  As I have said before, THE MONEY, THE SEX, THE POWER, THE SELF ADORATION OR BOTH OURSELVES AND THOSE WE CHOOSE ARE JUST TOO OVER-POWERING TO LET GO!
Only when we stop and "see" the TRUE REALITY.  How do I know this you might ask?  By having THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
More later........

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall  
    

Saturday, October 8, 2011

OUR SOUL MATES DO TRAVEL WITH US, BUT..................

"A person who seeks relationships only to gratify his or her own needs, such as his or her own emotional or sexual needs, will find that each relationship is essentially identical, that the people in his or her life are replaceable, that experiences with the first and experiences with the second are essentially the same."  GARY ZUKAV

I do believe that it is possible as I have said before for everybody to discern who their true Soul Mates are during their present journey here on the planet.  BUT....I also would like to be clear about something else, the sequences in which they join us are not absolutely clear to me.  My OBEs have shown me incidents involving my being with my various soul mates, but not necessarily in proper sequence.
Also it should be said that even though I shy away from focusing on the subject of REINCARNATION when giving you my thoughts and experiences, that YES, we do not always incarnate as the "same sex" as we might have chosen during a previous lifetime.  It is only logical that in order to develop or learn many lessons chosen, there is a very good possibility that we would have to experience sexual changes.
When we arrive on the earth plane, we arrive as "human beings".  Free will, etc.  But, the most damaging, EGOS! BUT, it does seem to be made very clear, that no matter which sex, form or whatever, we choose to perform as, we ALWAYS remain OURSELVES.  In other words, YOU will always be YOU and I will always be ME!
Due to sophisticated mass communications, such as the Internet, television, etc. we are not able to be witness to many situations in the world around us that we were unaware of in the past.  Such as, "Little boys, wanting to dress up as little girls, etc.  High drama and over zealous psychologists running front and center for media attention.  Transgenders, Transsexuals, Heterosexuals, Homosexuals, Cross-Dressers, women wanting desperately to be men and men desperately wanting to be women...... WE SHOULD "LOVE" EVERYBODY. WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN SPIRIT. GOD/GODDESS IS THE UNIVERSAL MIND, WE CANNOT LABEL THIS ENTITY AS A SEXUAL BEING.  At the same time, "complexed".  All for a reason.  AND, rather than go further with this subject, always remember, WE DO NOT, in spite of the fact that so many believe they do, (in the name of religion) know the thoughts of THIS HIGHER POWER!
Repeating again as I continuously do when writing, FOR MY THOUGHTS ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS, NEITHER ARE YOUR WAYS MY WAYS"  Isaiah  55:8   And I repeatedly quote Albert Einstein, I WANT TO KNOW GOD'S THOUGHTS...THE REST ARE DETAILS."                 More later..................

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

Friday, October 7, 2011

THE PEOPLE IN THE PICTURE/PART II

"Life is really very simple.  What we give out, we get back.  What we think about ourselves becomes the truth for us.  I believe that everyone, myself included, is responsible for everything in our lives, the best and the worst.  Every thought we think is creating our future.  Each one of us creates our experiences by our thoughts and our feelings.  The thoughts we think and the words we speak create our experiences.   Louise L. Hay

                                                            PETER

Before I start, I wish to once more state that I am not necessarily presenting my thoughts about "Reincarnation".  I am primarily sharing my experiences and thoughts about THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
I am trying to be brief when writing about my Soul Mates, because each one would actually consume an entire book of writing about, therefore I wish to give you as much information as possible without too much detail.
A rather famous Medium before doing a television show, sat with me one day and attempted to give me information about things my physical eyes could not "see".  Unfortunately, what I saw "clearly" was, major reasons, that so many people believe that people such as this are FAKES!   I personally believe that it is possible for some of us to "see" at least "something".  But we have to be carefully about discerning what we "see" with the non-physical eyes and what we "make up" with our imaginations.
This particular woman did give me some good advice.  She said, YOU MIGHT TRY ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE TO SUPPORT YOU WITH YOUR FINAL JOURNEY DURING AGING!
This was a good idea, due to the fact that Mini-Mom had living children that would in all probability watch over her at that time and so did my Brother.  ME, I was.... Well, it was just ME!
I thought about it, and thought about it, and then said to myself, "Yeah, maybe that would keep me out of an "old folks home!" Aahaha...=)   Enter stage left, PETER!  "Oh my God!"  A relative from Virginia (Where we both were born) He seems to have found me the way people seem to find long lost friends and relatives these days, via the Internet and was extremely happy to know that I was very involved in Metaphysics, as he too had began to study. He said he would be attending the university nearby where I lived and wanted to stay with me.  19 when he arrived and created an area in the apartment for the living accommodations of 35 Pet Mice.  (They seemed to have babies every day!) Most of my "fake" plants were replaced with "real" ones.  He knew a lot about botany. He could dance (like a pro) sing and had a photographic memory for lyrics!  (I definitely "needed" that when I was working in show  business, I had crib sheets pasted on the floor, monitors, my hand, ahaha)  His focus was EVERYWHERE!  I would hold my breath when he would have a big exam coming up and the studying for it was in addition to what seemed like "millions of other things!" Me like a hen always yelling, you have to study!  BUT, my head was always spinning when he got "A's"???  The constant creative projects were amazing!  Writing, drawing, sculpturing, ceramics, etc. Did I mention his elaborate social life!!!  Whenever he was present in the apartment, he was singing and dancing and doing incredible imitations of various voices.  (When he was working at my gallery, I called and for a good 15 minutes I thought I was talking to OLGA!!!)  What a riot!
As time went by, I called his Mother, Sheree.  I said, "Sheree, Peter has well over 35 mice here and he is over-the-top with his chaotic behaviour!" Isn't there anything you can say to him? She was calm, cool and collected when she responded to me, MARSHALL, YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON! And then she changed the subject.  I found myself almost SPEECHLESS!  Because when she said that to me, my entire body shook and my mind became unsettled.  I could literally FEEL what she said to me as being MORE CRYPTIC than I could ever imagine!!!
Sheree had been in the military, she served in The Gulf War.  Back in Virginia, she was attacked by a medical condition, Sclerderma.  WWW.SCLERODERMA.ORG  It was devastating and life threatening.  When Peter and I visited Virginia and attended a family dinner, I was numbed when I could see, in person, what this could do to a beautiful young woman and it broke my heart.  Yet, she was strong and determined to be without complaints.  I never really realized how devastating this was when each time I would speak to her on the phone, and I would say, HOW ARE YOU DOING?  And she would simply respond, MARSHALL, I AM DYING.
I cannot count the amount of times that I would catch myself when speaking to Peter and calling him by my brother's name, BILLY?  Many times I would speak to Peter and not even realize I was saying it.  Sometimes, he would giggle and I would ask him what is so funny?  He would remind me that I was talking to him and repeatedly calling him, BILLY.  (He was my younger Brother and through most of our childhood I was given the responsibility to take care and watch him because we were left alone for so much of the time.  As adults we became estranged. That information would fill a book unto itself!)
One early morning while Peter was living in the apartment with me in Brooklyn.  I had an OBE    I woke up and immediately fell into the hypnogogic state and then found myself in another time and place backstage in a theater sitting next to a young woman that was in my mind OLGA.  She appeared very stressed and tired.  Seems her career was not going well?  She asked me what I would be doing next?  I quickly responded that I did not know and was concerned about leaving town because of my younger brother, whom I seemed to know without a doubt was PETER!  I told her I was responsible to watch over him because of his problem with drugs and alcohol.  But I knew also that I was obsessed with my career in the theater and I wanted to keep working.  I could feel the darkness and despair in my astral body.  The OBE had ended.
One day Peter spoke to me about an OBE he had the day before...... He said, YOU AND I WERE ON STAGE IN AN EMPTY THEATER.  IT SEEMED MANY DECADES IN THE PAST.  YOU KEPT TELLING ME THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO LEARN THE ROUTINE THAT WE WOULD BE PERFORMING TOGETHER IN THE THEATER.  I WAS HAVING TROUBLE, BUT YOU KEPT INSISTING THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT!  I KNEW IN MY MIND WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT WE WERE BROTHERS AND YOU WANTED TO TEACH ME A ROUTINE SO I WOULD BE ABLE TO TRAVEL IN THIS SHOW WITH YOU.
Peter moved to New Jersey eventually.  But he would constantly speak to me about his OBEs.  His psychic abilities are very advanced!  He has "seen" and "known" far more things than I myself.  He primarily does not set up the same "blockages" that I find myself doing.  He has "seen" several of the same disasters that I have "seen" but far worst!  (They also "match" those which Olga "sees!" Some of the coming events that they have "seen" are far, far more catastrophic than anything I remember "seeing" during my OBEs) Peter is a student/follower of The World Renowned Metaphysician, Louise L. Hay.
Sadly, three years later, Sheree crossed over.  Peter was 21.  She had promised Peter that she would be in "touch" whenever she left.  She has kept that promise.  She has CONTACTED him on several occasions.  More than once.  When I was driving on the highway with Peter sitting next to me in the car, we would be in conversation and suddenly, I would interrupt our conversation and say to Peter, OH MY GOD! SHE IS HERE!  SHEREE IS HERE!  SHE IS RIGHT BETWEEN US.......WHERE MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND YOUR LEFT SHOULDER IS......SHE IS RIGHT HERE!  She seemed to be leaning between the two of us with her arms folded on the backs of our seats.  I could "feel" all of this without a doubt in my mind.  She was smiling and seemed to be quietly listening to our conversation.  She was relaxed and pleased, no pain, nothing, just total bliss!
Her son was being "guided" to her approval AND her son was headed in the right direction during his journey and her son was also a part of the Universal Mind, he was also giving back in return and most of all he was evolving.  This was a brilliant and well educated individual while on this earth and she was now able to attend to her own journey without the fear of having left behind Peter (or his sister whom is also an important part of my life) so soon in his physical life on the planet.  Peter has since graduated from college, in addition to receiving several awards for his art and continues to be involved in "whirlwind activities!"
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To date, Peter's contributions and support/involvement during my journey has been astronomical to say the least! Sometimes I do believe that when "Those Unseen" who whisper "messages" into my mind have made it clear to me, that Peter will be around to lend me a helping hand when it's time for me to make my transition to The Other Side. 
There is so much more, but as I said, at this time I am not presenting it.  But it is important for all to know, that WE ALL HAVE SOUL MATES and during my OBEs I have discovered that they are not necessarily related to that which we might believe during our journey.  It is very, very complicated, yet very, very simple at the same time to us.  We just need to discern them properly.  In art studies there is an expression, SIMPLICITY IS THE ESSENCE OF DESIGN!  And please permit me to add my own personal tag to that expression, AND ALL THE REST IS UNFOUNDED DRAMA!
More later............

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall