THE FEAR OF DEATH

 As a young boy, I feared death tremendously, and continued to do so throughout my teens.  I believe most of these feelings were derived from my religious upbringings having doctrine such as this instilled in my mind that only those that accepted the "unseen" God and harbored enormous "fears" of being struck down or sent directly to Hell if and when we dared to do anything that had been indoctrinated into me that this creator/higher entity found distasteful on my part.

Now, due to my tremendous amounts of non-physical experiences, I have come to discover how traumatic such teachings can distort a human beings entire spiritual/physical life on this planet.

The illustration that I posted above of the boy in mid-air attempting to open a door, was something I saw some time ago while browsing and instantly brought to mind "myself" as a small boy each and every night experiencing "unprovoked" OBES and at that time only believing them to horrendous, horrifying nightmares!!!  But even presently after many decades later, I continue to remember and visualize with great clarity, an OBE that I found myself believing was a total nightmare, calming down at the moment when something occurred within it...... In front of me appeared an image of that which I had always been told of what "The Devil" looked like......To my surprise, the entity did not move.....It just stared at me in stillness?  I kept looking at it and as I did so, I began to realize something strange.....It was just a made up image and the more I stared at it, the more, not only "unreal" it became, but when examining the details of the image.... It appeared to me as the picture of a stupid, bully that would not move! It looked dumb and stupid? At that time in my life, I did not realize totally that I was being given a "message" from "unseens?"  But presently during my physical life having focused and searched very hard, I have mastered the out of body experience!  I have only recently discovered something else!  Having had thousands of OBEs/Astral Projections that have been "provoked" via myself...... I have been experiencing "unprovoked" ones.  When these particular ones occur I have always been presented with very specific answers to my pressing questions harbored ongoing and deeply within my soul. These have been happening to me very recently!  A major revelation that was showered upon me recently was without much doubt in my mind........The major/powerful answers to my questions/concerns about DEATH!😵I wish to share two of them with you, especially to those that harbor "fear" within such as I have during most of my physical life, which has now evolved, due to my OBES into more of that of "timidity", rather than "fear!"  Why do I say now, "timidity?"  Because as I have mentioned previously during my sharing this journal/blogs about myself... I continue to presently reside in this human vehicle of travel, and in spite of my numerous experiences, I respect that which Socrates said long ago, "I am the wisest man alive for I know one thing, and that is that I know nothing!"

One early morning, some time ago, while standing in front of my bedroom windows looking outside and thinking to myself, "Wow! This is going to be a bright , sunshiny day today.....It looks so incredibly beautiful and bright outside this morning.  I do not have any pressing work to do today.....I must do something outside it is so beautiful."  At which point, I slowly turned myself around and to my surprise!!!  I plainly saw my sleeping body with only my head seen from under the covers.  At his moment, I telepathically burst out laughing out loud realizing that I was having an OBE , at which time I was instantly slammed back into my physical body in my bed.  (By the way, I learned/discovered long ago when mastering OBES that any kinds of sudden emotional out burst would immediately put our astral bodies back into our physical bodies!)  When finding myself back inside my physical body at that moment, I immediately began laughing out loud and thinking to myself how natural the entire incident felt to me.... Also, thinking how I was still during this action of standing at the windows... that I was still "ME"😍

Very recently, I sat up in my bed at which seemed like the speed of lightening! As I sat up I could see my entire body enveloped in garments that seemed to be made out of the whitest light I had ever seen in my entire life???  As my body rose up to a sitting position I could hear myself telepathically yelling out into space, "Thank God that nightmare is over!  I thought it would never end!!!"  As quickly as I said that, I heard a voice (no specific gender?) say, "Would you like to go now?"  As rapidly as I heard the voice, I was instantly slammed back into my body in my bed at which time I opened my physical eyes and began to laugh and say, "I guess I am back.....I was out of body and I also did not get a chance to answer that question?"😄Or did I?  I wish to mention something I saw on the internet only a few days ago that made me laugh out loud😂When I saw the drawing I thought of myself!!!

  (By the way, I very clearly when having these experiences remember something, the same as when having all of my OBES.....As Dr. Albert Einstein once said, "There is no time, we human beings made it up!"  Because after my having these OBES whenever I re-enter my physical body and have looked at the time on a clock.......No matter how much was experienced by me during the OBES...... less than a minute or two had transpired on the clock?) 

For a few weeks I pondered as to what happened during this particular OBE? But, with time and patience (that I always seem lacking in😂) I always remember my Mother once saying to me during one of my unsettling times of wanting to understand something.... "Just be patient....the answers will come to you."  She was right.  Eventually, one day, intuitively the answer/message clarified itself to me.  My higher self, our true "real" spiritual self that is within us all, calmly answered that question for me/my lower self.  I reflected on this and knew very well that as always, a part of my nature was always, "a desire to know everything!".....AND at this particular time during my journey on the earth school that I had chosen to come to... I harbored within a desire to at least try to find out what was going to transpire as a result of these perilous moments evolving in this world presently.😔

More later......

LOVE AND LIGHT!💖💛 

 

SLEEP PARALYSIS= THE CATALEPTIC STATE!

"Out of body experiences have been reported for at least five millennia of human history.  The picture above is an ancient Egyptian painting showing the soul of a person in the form of a bird hovering above the deceased physical body.  This is the earliest known image of an out of body experience.  Many people think such separation of soul and body only occurs at death, but most out of body experiences also occur during situations where people are very much alive:  usually in people who suffer no diseases, or physical disorders whatsoever."                    G.M. Woerlee
 

Yesterday while relaxing I slipped off into an unexpected nap.  While doing so, I found myself going into the cataleptic state.  Something that I have not been aware of for several years now.  This has happened due to my ongoing frequent OBES.  But since I have been avoiding OBES at the present moment in order to establish within my mind, exactly what my objective would be due to my observations of the present turmoil, unlike any I have experienced in my beloved country, America!😥

I am presenting this to all that have experienced, "sleep paralysis".  The Cataleptic State that occurs when our astral/spirit body is about to exit our physical body.  (By the way, in order for this to happen, the physical must not move and finds itself, unable to do so if we should find ourselves also, in the hypnogogic state= Half-awake and half-asleep, and mentally struggle to either move or wake up.)  The only other time this will occur is at the death of the physical body...... Many lived to tell about it.  NDES/The Near Death Experience.  I wish to point out to you, that the NDES have limitations.  Thus far worldwide research has discovered that "5" NDES are possible.  The differences being, that a human being can have as many OBES as one desires during their physical lifetime.  Since my own started "unprovoked" as a small boy and continued until the present and I have mastered "provoked" astral projections, I believe that my own would be numbered in the thousands.

I learned that every time we go to sleep for the evening, our astral (real true spiritual bodies) exit our physical bodies and rise up approximately six feet above and remain there taking in the universal energies before returning to our physical vehicles refreshed when we wake up.  This also happens with most Animals.  Our astral bodies must return before we can have movements.  It cannot and will not exit without this process of paralysis.  By the way, "Sonnambulism"= Sleep Walking happens when the physical "goes with the astral".  This is considered dangerous and I am not totally informed about its' reason for happening?  I do know one thing......(Personal)  During my youth my Sister sleep walked sometimes...... I always believed my Sister was stubborn and very determined in physical life!😄

As the years passed and I began to master the projection of the astral body, I learned and discovered that the cataleptic state would become totally not noticed when I would "consciously/provoke" my projections on a regular basis.  By the way, there are other things that happen that many are concerned about when they go to sleep.......Such as, they are not aware that DREAMS are different from OBES!  I have discovered that huge amounts of those not familiar with OBES when "unprovoked" become terrified based on believing they are having, NIGHTMARES!😱😄 Fear not Folks!  Our vibrational energies, level is changing and sounds and vision, etc. intensify beyond that which we experience within the physical vehicle (body).  Those monsters, demons, shadow people, etc. are all paying you a visit based on one thing and one thing only.........F E A R!!!

Example:  Have you ever been sitting calmly and quietly and eventually just dozed off to sleep and then all of a sudden, you jump awake as if you caught yourself from falling off of a cliff?  Well, that sudden jerk/jump is based on our astral body attempting to exit our physical and was slammed back into our body instantly, because as I mentioned.....It cannot exit fully if you wake up!

Which brings me to the following...... I have not provoked an OBE for some time now and while taking that nap, I suddenly felt myself in the hypnogogic state and I had not experienced it in a very long time...... AND I HATED IT!!!😁I instantly found myself struggling to wake up ........ A very difficult fight.  The paralysis was so annoying.  It brought back memories of my childhood and I fought hard.........I won😊  By the way, it was unprovoked and I have recently as I have mentioned above not practiced my skill..... But, due to my constant thoughts about it.....I believe it might very well have been kind of a "signal" to me.  A signal saying, "Come on Marshall.  Don't be timid....Stop avoiding it....You know you want to get more details of that which is happening now!  It is your nature to do so.........You are NOSEY!"👀😂               More later,

LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL💓💛

Marshall

AM I DREAMING OR WHAT???

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I shared previously about NDES/OBES.  Myself having experienced numerous non-physical experiences, also presented various individuals through the ages on this planet that have discussed their own....... 

Recently, I discovered a particular person in history, Mellon-Thomas Benedict, who presented his dying and then his sudden survival of death.  Whenever I come across such reports similar to his, it instantly brings to my mind the most recent unprovoked OBE that I had one morning when believing I was wide awake😲I will repeat my description of the experience here before displaying the words of Mellon-Thomas Benedict.

"I woke up suddenly one morning and sat up at lightening speed in my bed.  I felt more awake than I had ever felt before in my entire life!  The clarity, the light was stunning! I could see that I was covered in white garments and my energy was tremendously high...... I instantly could hear myself telepathically yell out loud and clear the following:  Thank God that nightmare is over!  I thought it would never end!  Within what seemed like less than a second.....I heard a voice (it was not male or female in sound?) say to me, "Would you like to go now?"  But before I could think or answer, I was instantly slammed back into my physical body in bed.  At which time I became wide awake and laughed out loud to myself!"

For several weeks I attempted to comprehend the reasons for my not answering the question quickly.... And with time, it seemed a message entered my mind clarifying an answer that had been given but intuiting that the answer was given via my higher self.😊The "real/true" Marshall was always wanting to know everything....Mmmmmm, I wanted to know exactly what would transpire during these turbulent times and what the outcome would be???

When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had happened to me. At first all the memory of the trip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking, “Am I alive?” This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Mellon-Thomas Benedict

I will add one more that was presented by the late renowned, Dr. Carl J. Jung, after his experience of clinical death due to a heart attack and then being revived back to physical life!

It is impossible to convey the beauty and intensity of emotion during those visions. They were the most tremendous things I have ever experienced. And what a contrast the day was: I was tormented and on edge; everything irritated me; everything was too material, too crude and clumsy, terribly limited both spatially and spiritually. It was all an imprisonment, for reasons impossible to divine, and yet it had a kind of hypnotic power, a cogency, as if it were reality itself, for all that I had clearly perceived its emptiness. — Dr. Carl Jung

More later.......  Love and Light to all💓

     

MY OBES IN RELATIONSHIP TO REINCARNATION PART II

Actually, my astral body was not slammed back into my physical body in bed until seemingly I turned to head back in the direction from which I had arrived from at home.  As I glided smoothly and calmly back in that direction, to the left side of me where in physical reality there were several brownstones lined, instead I saw a huge vacant field of greenery and in the distance I heard voices of youngsters playing cheerfully.

At which point I felt myself drawn towards the sounds of voices.  As I did so, I found myself standing next to a Woman that I could not see clearly, but sensed it was someone that I knew very well?  She was holding a baby.  (The baby did not move....)  At the same time a young boy came running up to me from the field and instantly kissed me.....As he did so, I asked him the question?  "What is your name?"  His reply was, "Javier".  I nodded in the direction of the two next to me and asked, "What is wrong with the baby?"  He did not answer me, but at the same time, I intuited the expression on his face of despair as he seemed to attempt to hold back from crying?  At which point I knew the baby was dead.

I looked at the boy and said, "I must go now/"  He hugged me very tightly and it was at this point that I was slammed back into my physical body at home. To this present day, I continue to wonder about this experience in references to the fact that I have been extremely close to a Woman for many , many years, that when first meeting her, I discovered that she had a young son, similar to the age of the boy during this OBE.  He was approximately 8 years old when I first met him......His Father committed suicide several years before I met him......When his son met me for the first time, he attached himself to me as if I were his Father?  No matter who his Mother would meet in a "Romantic intimate" way, he was always making himself primarily a part of my life.  I unknowingly never really realized how he saw me as his "Father".  I was even stunned when one day he was alone with me after having known he and his Mother for several years at that point in time, when he said to me, "Why don't you and my Mom get married and we can be a happy family?"  I was silent!     

When asking his name during the OBE, he replied, "Javier", this name is Latin.  His real Father that died was "Latin".  His Mother had also had another baby that had died at birth.  (His present name is Latin......)  He has been a part of my life for all of those years.....While in all of his school days he worked with me in my business and after graduating he continued to do so and it always seemed "natural" to guide him and it always just felt normal when he would ask to borrow the car, etc.  Disciplining him from time to time seemed natural......(He would always respect it......) At the time his girlfriend would always come to me about their problems,etc.  

Even when encountering my own biological son that had become somewhat older than he, they became natural friends.....  When my son was suddenly ill and died , he and his Mother were standing by me.  They remained in my life and continue to do so today.......  He is 38 now. I remember his Mother mentioning to me on several occasions about him being very interested in metaphysics from a very young age.  I also remembered what she had said to me the time I told her about this particular OBE and encountering him.... She immediately said, "It is very obvious to me that he was your son"  I was silent....... For some unknown reasons to me at the present time, HE was the one that convinced me to stop doubting my "OBES/NON-PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES?"  That was when I was totally stunned to discover something ......... He was far more advanced as a teenager when he once revealed to me very casually, that he was tremendously advanced in the projection of the astral body.  FAR MORE THAN MYSELF AT THE TIME!😮He was able to convince me of his OBES and we became partners in comparing notes and discussing on a daily basis our experiences.  At which time, when he and his girlfriend moved one block from where I lived and I had specifically told him not move close to me😂Which I discovered that he had and sheepishly confessed to me.  At which point, I instructed him , due to his being a youngster to NEVER attempt to make contact with me during his OBES, because he knew very well that I knew that as a teen he was many times being, "young and foolish" and that whatever negative baggage he would be involved in would "hang on to him" and it would follow and be a part of his astral body when doing so!  Of course he did not follow my advice on that😂

BECAUSE, he eventually became the very first and only person physically alive that I encountered during an OBE😲Because as the saying goes, "The proof is in the pudding!"

One morning as I woke up, I had an "unprovoked" OBE and he was standing in front of me in my workshop where he usually worked with me.  It was amazing...He seemingly placed his hand on my shoulder and was attempting to speak to me (telepathically).  The OBE then ended abruptly.  At which time, I simply thought it was a "dream?"  UNTIL, a day later while we were both working in the workshop , he was silent for a long time and then suddenly turned to me and said, "Did anything happen last night?"  (We always discussed the following day anything and everything that might occur during our OBES.)  I immediately blurted out, "No.  Nothing!"  He was silent for a few minutes and then turned to me again and said, "Yes it did....Something happened."  I immediately jumped up and left the workshop for a bit and then returned to continue working at my layout board when he turned to me and said, "We met up with each other."  I yelled out and said, "I told you to never come near me during an OBE!"  He started laughing out loud.  I was totally speechless and he would not take the grin off of his face for the rest of the day............  Intuitively, I knew instantly, that just as my biological son that has crossed over previously, that my friend's son had attempted "to show me something!"  Marshall, the person that has always had difficulties attempting to accept and believe my metaphysical/spiritual experiences was again being slapped in the face with..........PROOF!😃😍

Love and Light!💓💛

Marshall

 

     MY OBES IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE SUBJECT OF REINCARNATION???                                                                   PART 1

In spite of the thousands of OBEs and other non-physical experiences that I have experienced during my physical life up until the present time, I have always seemed to shy away from the idea of, "Reincarnation?"  But, having said that, I must admit something that has been very significant, primarily during my "unprovoked" ones that have happened spontaneously and when doing so, they always seemed to contain, "messages/answers" to the thoughts that I harbor within.........

It seems that many have happened during residing in new places chosen to live......Each time I have moved to a different area to live, I have had unprovoked OBES at some point in time while living there that were "showing me" events that I lived there before, but in a very distant past?  (I have found these experiences  to be very interesting.......)  Here is one I had when having moved to a new residence in an area in Brooklyn, NY where I had never been to before.......

I was living in a Brownstone apartment on a tree lines street with only other brownstone houses on both sides of the street , line up many blocks both North and South of where I resided.

One morning early, I felt the vibrations go through my physical body and my body obtain The Cataleptic State (Sleep Paralysis) as the electrical vibrations became louder and louder, my astral body began to rise up out of my physical body and then gently curve over to an upright standing position in my bedroom.  On touching the floor, my astral eyes opened.....The clarity was somewhat unclear, so I telepathically demanded , "Clarity Now!"  At which time my vision became 360 and clearer than when in my physical body.  I quickly glided through my bedroom and out of the closed bedroom window with ease......... Instantly, I realized that outside my house appeared different? There were only TWO houses across the street from me and only two or three on my side of the street.  They did not appear as brownstones, but as old wooded houses......The entire area was a landscape of trees and plants and there were no sidewalks, but rather broken dirt and stony roads......As I looked at this scene I decided to glide down the road to see what the other area looked like ........As I did so I saw where there were now many brownstones, on two wooden houses and a large field of unkempt greenery.   I glided onto a very familiar , usually busy street down the road.  There was no one around......In front of me I saw a Stable........It was standing exactly where a large restaurant now was standing in my present physical life.  As my astral body moved closer to the Stable , I could see a Horse standing inside.....As I moved closer to the Horse inside, it turned to look at me.  As I looked at it's face, I found myself beginning to be pulled slowly back to my physical body........Then instantly I found myself back in my physical body in my bed back in my bedroom.

When attempting to make sense of this OBE.  When speaking to a close friend about it, I was told to go to The NYC Main Branch of The Library and we could request to view photos of various past times in this area......Very quickly, I came across pictures depicting the area where I presently had resided.  They also showed EXACTLY that which I had seen during my OBE.  I also found exact pictures of the street I had glided to and A STABLE where the restaurant presently stands.

I have not yet mentioned what happened as I glided down the street......  It is far too much to present here, so therefore, I will continue in Part 2, a detailed description of the events that occurred during that time, which when discerning and coming to discover within a short time in my present physical life, something that became quite stunning to me due to its' connection to my present life!😲

Have we lived "past lives?"  Have we experienced far more than that which we can "see and know" when without the projection of the astral body?  I do not know???  BUT, I will share that surprising information for me, in Part 2.    

More later,

LOVE AND LIGHT!💛

Marshall