LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL OF THOSE WHO SHARE MY BLOGS!:)
Yes, I know I have been absent for a time, but please always remember what I have said in the past........... PRESENT NOTHING WHEN THERE IS NOTHING THAT CAN HONESTLY BE PRESENTED. DO NOT MAKE UP BULLSHIT! LOL :):):)
UPDATE: In spite of my spiritual and metaphysical beliefs and research for possible truths, I continue to be a spiritual being traveling in a physical vehicle. I have been very dark and sad with all that has been shown to me on a daily basis about the country/surroundings that I reside in as a human being.
I was being shattered by negative energy and evaluating my life and the things that I might have done that required to ask for so much "forgiveness". I was beginning to question those actions that I might consider bad mistakes and asked the question constantly, WAS I BEING PUNISHED???
I began to ask the question........DID I NOT DO ENOUGH GOOD? IN SPITE OF MY MISTAKES, WAS I BEING PUNISHED? WAS THE TREMENDOUS ANGER BEGINNING TO BUILD UP INSIDE OF ME ABOUT HOW MISGUIDED AND NEGATIVE I HAD BEEN TOWARDS OTHERS IN THE PAST COME BACK TO HAUNT ME, IN SPITE OF THE ADMIRABLE DEEDS I HAD FOCUSED SO HARD ON ATTEMPTING TO MAKE UP FOR THEM?
THE ANGER, THE RESENTMENTS, THE DEPRESSION WAS TAKING OVER MY SPIRIT. I WAS AVOIDING ALL THAT I HAD LEARNED AND DEVELOPED AND MOVING TO THAT WHICH SOME CALL, "THE DARK SIDE!"
My anger, my frustrations, my sadness, emptiness, and becoming more isolated than ever before was beginning to over-power me. The idea of terminating my physical existence was beginning to become stronger, more powerful than ever before......If this existence was becoming one of residing in Hell, then so be it. I was beginning to find myself more fragile each day. At the same time, attempting to create an illusion for others that I remained somewhat strong.
In spite of all of these dark moments, there was ONE entity that resided at a great distance from me here in The USA?
His "image" almost seemed to haunt me from day to day? We have never met in the physical, but have had much communications. I knew very well that he was one of The Children of The New Millennium, BUT, I had a different conception of how such entities would actually operate?
Also, there are two more right here.......(I speak of them in my past blogs, Brother and Sister) Recently, each time I would find myself taking an afternoon nap (I had never done this before in my life.... I knew they were based on DEPRESSION!) I would be interrupted suddenly by the loud banging on my bedroom window as they got home from school.......MARSHALL OPEN THE DOOR, WE ARE HERE!!!:)
GET HARRY (HE IS MY DOG) AND COME OUTSIDE! (How can one waddle in depression with a nap with this going on??? AAAAahahhahaha:):):)
Today during one of my powerful feelings of anger and depression......(Observing so much chaos and unjust turmoil going on in my beloved country) I blatantly lashed out on the internet while reading about it all......I was furious! Outraged! My question was, WHY AM I HERE ON THIS PLANET? ALL OF MY MEDITATIONS, GIFTS, ETC. WERE THROWN OUT IN ANGER!
SUDDENLY!!! A MESSAGE APPEARS FROM SWEDEN! IT IS FROM A SOUL THAT I HAVE MENTIONED TO YOU THAT HAS BEEN "APPEARING" IN MY MIND FOR SEVERAL DAYS NOW!
Not only does he reprimand me for my emotional outburst..... He gives me SUBSTANTIAL HIGHLY EVOLVED SPIRITUAL INFORMATION WITH GUSTO!:)
I was in shock! Why? Because this was a youth giving me thoughts that were "highly evolved". This was one of THE CHILDREN OF THE NEW MILLENNIUM inspiring me with thoughts or great wisdom that LIFTED me from my possible disastrous actions! He was making clear to me that I was BACKSLIDING IN THE WORST WAY! HE WAS ALSO DEMONSTRATING WHEN AND HOW AND WHERE ALL OF THOSE THAT NEEDED OR UNDERSTOOD .....HOW THE CHILDREN OF THE NEW MILLENNIUM WOULD SAVE/HELP THOSE WHO SINCERELY BELIEVED DEEP INSIDE THAT "THE LIGHT/GOD/THE UNIVERSAL MIND" WAS A VERY REAL ENTITY!:)
HE WAS SHOWING ME HOW THE CHILDREN OF THE NEW MILLENNIUM WERE GOING TO OPERATE WHEN THEY GOT TO THIS DIMENSION.
I WILL SHARE MORE WITH YOU ALL IN THE BLOG TO FOLLOW. MORE LATER.........
LOVE AND LIGHT!
MARSHALL
