MY ABILITIES/GIFTS

I would like to emphasize again how important the OBEs are to opening one's awareness of the vast amounts of things one can "see" and "develop". I am a Psychic or Mystic. (As I mentioned before, we ALL have certain "gifts" that were bestowed upon us when we arrived.) Most are not aware of them and some of us cannot ignore them... I tried for years attempting to do so. They were so frightening to me. I eventually worked hard at going into "denial". Never believing anything I would "see" or "know". This way I would be able to be "normal" like everybody else around me. Or so I thought so. Now I have come to accept them and start to understand.
What are my gifts? Okay, here is a general idea of what I find myself living with in physical reality:
1. I usually know much about a person the first time I see their face. (I can also "see" this in a photograph of a person's face.)
2. Most times, when an adult or child walks into a room, I can "see" immediately if that person is carrying a serious disease and will die from it.
3. When a person walks into a room, I can immediately discern at approximately what age or time span that person will depart from this earth plane.
4. A liar is seen within seconds!
5. Future and Past events are usually easy to "see" or "know".
6. Who to trust and who not to trust.
7. What a person is "thinking".
8. What the outcome of a situation in life will be most of the times.
9. How the day will go....Good or Bad.
10. Detecting very bad people is easy. Detecting Good ones even easier.
11. Who has lived on this earth before in other lifetimes and other physical bodies.
I could go on and on and on, but I just wanted to give you an idea of how it affects my spirit. *Just as a personal aside, please permit me to inform you as to who else has these few gifts I mentioned above and probably uses them all the time, A DOG! Aahahahhahahaha, yeah, I am serious! It's just what I believe...
I was always was in denial. I never wanted to "accept" what I would see, especially when it was bad. And it seems to me, and I do not know why, most of the things I see coming are not good. Maybe that is because I still have work to do on myself in becoming a more positive thinking person to see more of the good stuff?
Sitting in my gallery alone for hours and having to work with the public for so long brought forth all of the suppressed abilities I had been harboring. By the way, do not confuse what I am telling you with "common sense!" Aahahahahah!
I want to inform you that there is quite a difference. And so many people do not use common sense and if they did, we all know that it would be great. In my opinion, if you use common sense, you will be fine. Sometimes various people have asked me or attempted to compliment me by saying, "You have incredible abilities!" And on many of these occasions I would look at them and say, OH GOD! I WAS NOT USING ANY KINDS OF PSYCHIC ABILITIES AT THAT MOMENT, I WAS USING COMMON SENSE.... HELLOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I will repeat, we all have the abilities, we just have to develop them. Most mystical things that happen to me feel very natural and normal when they happen. When conferring with others, I have known and had much in common with myself, I have found the same conclusion about many paranormal incidents we have experienced. Nothing happens like "in the movies" or so dramatically. It is always so casual. It is like nothing shocking or frightening. Actually, I so many times do not even realize it is happening until it has finished. It is very, very difficult to put into words as we know them, but I give you this example: I have suddenly had a very, very brief conversation with someone and then a few minutes later, I will laugh out loud and say to myself, "Wait a minute! He/She is dead!!!" Telephone communications are amazing, because most of the time I spend a lot of time trying to figure out if I was "awake" or "asleep" when that conversation transpired??? The only thing I do remember for sure, is that the person that I was talking to on the phone was DEAD! And also, during my observations and when using my intuition, most so called Psychics are not psychic at all. They are mostly full of you know what! Especially the ones that you see in commercial situations. So called, Psychics I sometimes see on television are for me like watching a comedy special. I always laugh and think to myself, "Wow! That person is making tons of money at the expense of a large group of desperate and distraught individuals. (By the way, most of the "real" Psychics will be difficult to find and meet.......sometimes even within our lifetimes.)
A popular way that various so called Psychics makes tremendous amounts of money these days is by booking large cruise ships and going on exotic vacations with a tremendous amount of passengers who pay huge sums of money to include their services during the trip. In the past years I have met quite a few of these passengers in passing in my gallery. Oddly enough they were ALL rich. (They had to be due to the fares charged for these cruises.) 100% of the customers that I met were totally unbalanced and suffering from very scary emotional problems. (Once while attending my first Paranormal Siminar, I was sitting in my seat and began to listen to various audience members speak out about their paranormal experiences and psychic abilities. At a certain point, I must have spoken out loud to myself and was heard by the people sitting next to me. I said, "Yikes! These people are crazy!" The person sitting closest to me, tapped me on the shoulder and whispered in my ear, "Yes, that is true. Most need psychological counseling, and should not be here".) I remember one incident in particular that happened one day while I sat alone in my gallery. A woman came in and struck up a conversation with me and we somehow got into a very lengthy conversation about Spiritualism. (By the way, having spent some time in my gallery I was privilege to meet some world renowned figures!) During our conversation this particular individual was very impressed by my knowledge of Metaphysics, etc. The person started to get very excited and requested that I give them a "Reading" right then and there...... With all of my power I attempted to control myself from laughing and said, "You know, I cannot do that... I am sorry." This person was very, very upset and did not accept my response. Eventually we departed on bad terms. Aahahahahhaha!
BUT, several years later, this person walked into the gallery and I happened to be there again and alone (which was the first odd coincidence?) and looked at me and said, "I am sure you do not remember me?" I responded, "Of course I remember you. It's been a long time". And I smiled. This person was in shock. The person said to me,
"But everybody that I have known for years say I look very different since I have been through so much since the last time they or you have seen me?" I calmly said, "You "do" look different, but you still look like you". I was very pleased to see this person. I continued, "You look calm and more down to earth. You look rested and without worry. Your life is so much better now". And then I smiled. The person immediately started to tell me that they had not been on anymore cruises and never would go on anymore and that they were feeling like a "different" person now, after they had recently had a Near Death Experience due to a heart attack.
They said they came back to see me to say hello and give me a hug, because they never forgot me. They said that I had made a great impact on their life by my mere presence. There was something "I gave them when they last saw me and it was something that could not be put into words". I was moved and I was scared and nervous by this remark. But at the same time, I felt good. It was an indication that I was working hard and was developing with my studies about myself and my interests in Metaphysics. I FELT BLESSED! More later.........

Love and Light!
Marshall