I continue to remember the difficult times that I faced with the emptiness present in my life of Anderson having "crossed over". During my various OBEs I would begin to see him in what seemed, "steps of progression". One morning I was meditating early as I was about to get up and had an OBE.
I seemed to float slowly into an area where I suddenly saw Anderson smiling at me as if to welcome me. He looked whole and well in very good spirits. He turned his head to his right appearing to be showing me two people. One I recognized immediately. It was a young girl that Ondina had adopted several years before my return to visit them in Brasil. The girl was laughing and playing and happily. She was very happy to see me. (This lovely girl had been literally adopted from the streets by Ondina in the middle of a summer night. She had been abandoned.) I knew very well that she was very much alive, but assumed that she was "astrally traveling" at night as she slept in Brasil probably. But, I did not recognize "the woman???" Who was this woman I thought to myself? She just did not look familiar to me, yet she had this biggest smile on her face looking at me with so much love!
The scene was brief and over quickly over. I spent much time during the next few weeks attempting to figure out who this woman was in the room with the little girl and Anderson. Soon, I started to convince myself that it was a woman whom I had become very close to in the recent past in Brasil. Joanna had even come to New York to visit me and stay for a few weeks at one time. I assumed it was her.......But, it was not really making sense to me. Why was she with them now......she too was very much alive.
I told Mother. She said to me very calmly. "Do not concern yourself. If it was not clear to you, they will come back at some point and clear this up for you". As always, Mother was 100% correct in her statement to me.
Several weeks later. An early morning, once more I found myself in the same room and same situation. There was Anderson and the little girl laughing and playing and greeting me with big smiles. The woman was standing between them looking directly at me with a huge smile also. Something immediately happened.......it was as if a camera had gone in for a close-up of her and on her ears were beautiful gold earrings that I remembered immediately having given them to Ondina! She started to look very familiar at that point.....what I had failed to comprehend the last time was her appearance in age. She was much, much younger and I had failed to recognize her.....Her face was also tremendously less stressful and happy! I believe Anderson wanted to show me that he was with Ondina and she was whole and happy and so was he..... Everything was fine! It seemed to be a brief sedative for my lingering depression of missing them all.
(Later I will tell you about another OBE I experienced when I actually did discover what I believe was how some, young children have OBES during their sleep states and are pretty much unaware that they are having them and react differently in individual situations. I do believe that their OBEs are spontaneous and according to the situations that they find themselves in determines how they react. I do know that mine as a young child were quite frightening as I mentioned earlier.)
More later........
Love and Light,
Marshall
Monday, October 26, 2009
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