THE TRIP/PART 2

I remember very well repeatedly going back to the mirror hanging from the ceiling in the hallway of my apartment to take another look at "the guy in the mirror".  It was so amazing that this person was really ME=)
Soon, I heard Karl's voice, MARSHALL, WOULD YOU LIKE TO GO OUTDOORS AND SEE HOW THE OUTSIDE WORLD APPEARS TO YOU NOW?  At first I was apprehensive and then once again I relaxed and said, YES, OF COURSE!  LET'S GO!
We put on our coats (it was Winter) and headed out the door.  I suddenly realized that it was early morning.  We had been in the apartment for the entire night and I had no idea that so much time had passed.
When I first stepped outside, the silence was totally awesome.  I heard nothing.  No cars or buses or anything, just silence?  We walked up the block towards Central Park West, which was half a block from my apartment.  When we arrived at the the street directly across from the park, I stopped and looked around at the sidewalks, and the trees and the buildings.  I looked to my right at The Dakota apartment building.
(This is the building where John Lennon once lived.)  It was a landmark building and it was like a huge castle!  We crossed the street and headed into Central Park West.  I noticed many things.  It appeared as if it were a huge forest.  The paths and the lake were amazingly beautiful.  I yelled out to Karl, THIS IS MAGNIFICENT!!!
Soon we were deep inside the park.  Walking down its' many paths.  I suddenly stopped and was somewhat startled.  WHAT IS THIS???  Karl replied to my question, WHAT IS WHAT?  I looked at him as I held my hands out permitting these huge white particles to fall gently on my hands, THESE THINGS!  THEY KEEP FALLING ON ME AND THERE ARE SO MANY OF THEM AND WHEN THEY FALL ON ME THEY SEEM TO FADE AWAY???  KARL, I GOING CRAZY!!!  I promptly heard a gentle and calming voice say to me, MARSHALL, IT IS BEGINNING TO SHOW.  THOSE ARE SNOWFLAKES.  I was in shock.  I began to laugh out loud unable to restrain my glee.  They were so incredible.  They were just like crystals that had been especially designed.  I was able to observed each one which touched my hands.  They were like "living creatures".  Quiet, gentle and careful as they seemed to individually sit on my hands for seconds and then slowly dissolved and disappear.  Oh my God! This was truly beautiful.  We stood there for what seems like an eternity just permitting them to land on my hands and then my face and eyes and mouth, etc.  The silence and the beauty was beyond anything I had ever really experienced before......... AND, I had seen snow all of my life in the past and yet this was a different experience!  What a beautiful gift! This seemed like I had never really seen snowflakes fall before in my life!
Soon we continued to walk through the park.  I do not remember too much more while in the park at this moment.   But I do remember that our next experience was for me to go head outside of the park to Central Park West and take a bus ride.  Which we did.  
The world seemed to be moving in slow motion and the people and things around me were very, very quiet.  I remember getting on the bus and sensing that the Bus Driver was appearing to me like a "Robot".  He did not look at any of the passengers that got on to pay their fare, he just sat and was like this mechanical robot gathering the fares and looking straight ahead and driving the bus.
We sat up front on the bus.  I could see each passenger enter and sit down.  As I observed them I could "see" into their minds and know all there was to know about them....... I could "feel" their thoughts.  I could sense their fears and worries about their personal lives.  Most people seemed to find the world a very unsettling place to be in.   And then suddenly, THE CHILDREN climbing up the stairs at the entrance to the bus.  The children were ALL fragile, innocent and seemed to be looking out at a very mysterious world.  What I remember the most was their "fragility!"  They were truly experiencing THE UNKNOWN!  These children were maybe 10 and 11 years old in age, yet they seemed like the smallest creatures I had ever seen.  A little girl sat next to me and she seemed to sit very close to me, almost as if she was seeking protection.  I could sense her thoughts.  They are were "pure" and "innocent".  As I observed the adults around the bus, I felt that they were very determined and powerful entities in comparison to the children.  These adults had many, many issues.  Their purity and innocents had dissipated long ago.  I suddenly felt both sad and frightened.  I turned to Karl and whispered, CAN WE GO BACK TO MY APARTMENT NOW?  He replied, YES, OF COURSE.  He immediately escorted me off of the bus and we prepared to make the return back to my apartment.  I remember Karl looking at me and saying, DON'T WORRY MARSHALL.  IT'S OKAY.  (I knew he could sense my present feelings of uneasiness) JUST RELAX, EVERYTHING WILL BE FINE.

More later,
Love and Light!
Marshall