THE DOWNSIDE TO GROWING UP WITH SPECIAL ABILITIES TO "SEE"

Recently, I reflected back to the days of growing up and how the "unexplained" physical events were a part of my life.  During my thoughts of the past, I suddenly realized how similar most of those that I had come in contact with had the same physical attacks!
The amazingly painful and sudden attacks of outrageous headaches. (No these were not migraines).  My time spent in the hospital for weeks under observation by various Specialists to evaluate, to no success, the violent and uncontrolled attacks of nervousness.  Of course in order for the physicians to justify their work, they would label my case with some medical term, which later after much research I would find out that this was totally untrue.
The sudden fevers that would rise to heights of my being rushed into a bathtub containing water and ice cubes.  But in conclusion, no label for its cause?  No matter how many tests.  Sometimes I thought these doctors and lab technicians would draw so much blood from my body that I would have no more left to survive, ahahahhahahahhahahahha!
I have met others similar to myself, and the answers after comparing notes were always the same, THEY NEVER KNEW WHY? But we were all very similar in our paranormal experiences!
Oh by the way, there were various Psychiatrists that had much to say to me during sessions, but I suppose even those situations were "gifts" due to the fact that none of them would be able to conclude that I was traumatized or abused in any way?  They would all say, he is just a nervous child, he will be fine with time.  And once again, I repeat to all of those so called, VICTIMS out there... and even if I had unwillingly chose to suppress these horrible events, I was not a depressed or sad child.  I suppose it was my gift to manifest an adventurous and fantasy world of glee for myself!  It all must have come so natural.  It all must have been a part of a plan in order for me to survive and continue and with time ....... "everything has its' season, everything has its' time......." (Stephen Schwartz) CORNER OF THE SKY.  Ooooh, I sang that song so many times as an adult.  Wow, those lyrics were certainly telling me something important!  At the correct time of my life.  I suppose it was a part of the plan?

More later,
Love and Light!
Marshall