Recently there have been various people asking me how I acquired much of the information that I reveal here on my blogs. I myself, at first believed most was from the OBEs and what they do to escalate my psychic abilities. But there is something else I would like to add or explain about what happens to me when I receive these thoughts.
There are two things that are interesting to me. CHANNELLING and AUTOMATIC WRITING. The first one, Channelling is something that I personally have not been convinced that it is legitimate. I searched information out about it and found that I just cannot be convinced of it. I respect the thoughts of the very famous JANE ROBERTS and others. BUT, it has always been difficult for me to block out images of the movie I saw so many years ago, THE EXORCISTS. I always laugh to myself and think, are these people possessed or just presenting their own thoughts in a very theatrical manner?
I do not know? I would also like to believe that we are "protected" enough by the LIGHT to prevent foreign entities from entering into our bodies/minds/souls.
I did search also to gather information on Automatic Writing and I was highly impressed. Especially by the late, great RUTH MONTGOMERY. There have been many times when I was performing in pass years before a huge audience of people gathered, that I have suddenly been in the middle of a performance and suddenly found myself "floating" calmly into what seemed like outer space and all I would hear or see was the orchestra behind me and my voice and my essence drifting upwards effortlessly. (No drugs involved here. I had one rule that I never broke, NO DRUGS WHILE WORKING!) Sometimes, I wondered about the brandy I might sip to calm my nerves during these times, but according to the audiences responses and the newspaper reviews, I was always thrilled at the top-notch responses! (Above my first recording sooooooo long ago. Smiles)
Getting back to my blog. Many times when I write I move into that altered state of being. Sometimes I will write at length and have no idea how these thoughts are coming to me? I now suspect they are what I consider, MESSAGES. It is sometimes like driving on automatic pilot. Have you ever driven home in your car and suddenly found yourself safe and sound at home and have no memory of the time between leaving and arriving at your point of destination? I have. Many times!
I have also discovered that when writing my blogs, I must have good energy at the start and a clear mind. At the conclusion of most blogs, I feel drained, as if I have been on a long marathon run.
When people ask if I might give them a so called, "reading?" I primarily shy away from them a quickly as possible. Mostly due to the fact that whenever I was convinced to actually give some input into what I might "see" in or about them, I feel like I have been hit by a tons of bricks at the conclusion. Another aspect of doing this type of thing is that I always have great fear of coming off as sounding "judgemental". One starts to doubt one's self when this happens. Primarily, it is probably due to the fact that most of us do not want to hear or believe anything that is not positive. Most of us are open to the good, but are terrified or in denial of the negative.
I have worked all my life on this stumbling block with myself. I can be told all the positive there is about me, BUT, I am always anxious to get to the negative parts! Aahahahahahah, this is due to low self esteem, etc. but also can be the tremendous desire to find out the negative, in order to correct it?
More later...........
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
1 comment:
"Most of us are open to the good, but are terrified or in denial of the negative."
I think people think they are open to good, but in fact are more comfortable in the negative and have to consciously work on telling themselves that they do deserve the best in life before they can actually receive it.
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