FLYING THROUGH THE AIR FRAGMENTS THIS MORNING!

THIS morning I woke up to having another one of those, "unprovoked" experiences, where I had obviously exited my physical body smoothly without any of the required, indicated processes.
I realized instantly that I was gliding fast and smoothly high in the air over that which seemed like a road/highway.  My mind encompassed thoughts of being totally ALONE and feelings of being in an unfamiliar place of existence, yet still recognizing it as being here on this Earth.
Within me was these feelings of being very much ALONE in this world.  I was full of sadness.  I felt as if I were nothing more at this point in my life but poor lost soul with the feelings of emptiness.  Who was I😔Where was I going at this point in my life?  I have known and loved a tremendous amount of friends and family during past years, but now, at this point in my life.....ninety-eight percent of them have unexpectedly, crossed-over to the other side or distanced themselves from me, or myself from them....I suppose I can honestly mention that there is only ONE person that I presently continue to communicate with on a long-term basis (Due to privacy, I will not mention her name here).  Otherwise, my only communications are primarily on a need to do business/work communication or social media.
I knew very well while "gliding through the air" that this was all due to deep rooted choices made via my own self, due to my absorbing my whole being into metaphysics/spiritualism and becoming magnetized via it..... Being a so called, shut-in also has its' incredible benefits of contemplation beyond physical comprehension sometimes.
Suddenly, I seemed to hear the voices of many children playing gleefully as my astral body began to move smooth and gently toward that which appeared to be a small playing area in a small park to the left of me......As I moved in that direction, instantly, I was only a few feet above the playing area and there were many small children, laughing and playing very happily on the grounds.
Within less than a second of time, I found myself hovering over a baby carriage.😲As I looked down into the carriage, I saw very clearly, a small baby with its' arms outstretched in my directions, seemingly wanting very much for me to retrieve it.  There was a huge grin on the baby's face as it kept reaching for me..... With opened arms I moved toward the baby to lift it ..........And as I did so, I instantly could feel it grasp me and as I hugged the baby when lifting it up into my arms, I remember laughing joyfully as I said,  "OOOOOOH, you are so heavy!  You little rascal you are big!"😮😁😄😍
IMMEDIATELY, I found myself back inside my physical body in my bed, smiling to myself and thinking........Mmmmmmm...I wonder what that was all about???  At the same time, I thought to myself....... "I bet that baby was ME!"😕😔     More later.......... 

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall