THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE LAST NIGHT

"You are on a quest for authentic power.  You cannot give up the quest.  Your only choice is whether you wish to have the quest consciously or unconsciously."
Gary Zukuv


I have always been a very strong believer in the absence of any kinds of medications/drugs being taken when attempting to experience astral projections.
I have discovered with many experiences such as the one the other night, that this is not always my decision to make at times.
Having picked up a nasal cold in the past few days, I finally resorted to taking a few cold tablets to ease my breathing during bedtime.
Unfortunately, I was somewhat careless when ingesting them hours before bedtime and "mixed" various cold capsules that were inap-
propriately combines by me..... Which caused me to have somewhat
of a sleepless night.
As has happened in the past, falling in and out of sleep caused me to find myself repeatedly during the night, in and out of what is called, the hypnogogic state (half-awake, half-asleep) throughout the night.  This is always an appropriate state for inducing the out of body experience to occur.
Several times during the course of the evening I found myself astral body outside of my physical looking, for some odd reason, unknowing to me..... at my hands and fingers?
I would repeatedly study that bone structures which were very, very vivid.  The flesh surrounding the bones, the nails, each joint and how it was connected.  All of this was happening to me without a doubt it seemed, due to the medications.  I did not seem to have the control over my actions as I usually would have under better circu-
mmstances and felt very agitated.
I found myself literally, jumping in and out of my physical body non-stop repeatedly!
My control was jumbled and scattered..... I had no specific desires to travel beyond my physical body, therefore I repeatedly jerked myself
in and out of my body as if each time I found myself only a short distance from physical body, I would return for lack of knowing or deciding exactly what I wanted to do?
This went on for several minutes before I finally seemed to relax and find myself staring at the ceiling above and thinking to myself..........
Wow!  Too many drugs!                                           More later..............

Love and Light!
Marshall