REMEMBERING SOMETHING I DISCOVERED/LEARNED

Focusing on my decades of attempting to master the projections of my astral body, I will always remember the truth of that which I have posted here😍 

Love and Light to all!

YIKES!!! I WAS A BED-WETTER!

 

I wish to share with you something that I did not discover/learn until I became a middle aged adult that related to APS/OBES.😮😌This will be in the hopes of those who have children or those that might relate to that which I share.

From time to time during the ages between 8 and 10 years old, MY BROTHER was assumed to be somewhat of "a bed wetter" when sleeping at night.  Unfortunately not until that of my becoming an adult while attending a family gathering at my sister's house, during a discussion in references to our childhood, my Brother suddenly turned to me and very calmly and quietly said, "You would wet my bed when we were kids and it was blamed on me...But it was YOU!"  Of course I denied it in surprise of his accusing me of such and thought it was funny and the subject was dropped.

Years later when beginning to focus on mastering the projections of my astral body, one morning as an adult, I sat up in my bed in my apartment after having had an unprovoked AP, something was made very clear about my past.  During the "unprovoked"  AP/OBE, I found myself standing in my bathroom looking around.  It was pitch black, the only light was a soft dim yellow one which was coming from "Me". As I turned to look in the mirror, I saw Anderson, very clearly, behind me with a very familiar "teasing" grin on his face as he telepathically said to me, "OOooh, Mr. Hill" (He would always refer to me as, "Mr. Hill" when teasing me about something😁) as he seemed to move his head from side to side..."You continue to not believe anything that you see or know non-physically." As he related this to me, I instantly realized that I wanted to go to the bathroom for a reason.  At which point, I instantly found myself back in my physical body in bed.  Instantly, at this moment, I jumped up and ran to the bathroom to URINATE!😱I knew very well that I had instantly been given a "message" during this unprovoked AP/OBE. In reference to my Brother's comment a several years ago.

During those years long ago, I would have that which I considered, horrible nightmares (Of course, decades later I discovered that they were NOT NIGHTMARES/DREAMS) and when having them, I would try to discreetly go slide into my Brother's bed due to fear, and attempt to stay there to sleep until the bright daylight would flow into our bedroom windows by morning, at which time I would carefully slide out of his bed back into my own.  (Sometimes he would catch me and kick me out of his bed...😄As an adult, I soon learned/remembered when as a boy "believing" I had awakened and desired that I wanted to go to the bathroom and found myself arriving in the bathroom and it was so dark as I attempted to use my finger to turn on the light switch, and as I did so, my finger would go "through" the light switch and the light would not come on and I would immediately, run back to my "Brother's bed", believing that I had used the toilet!!!  This occurred quite a few times.  

Folks, I am discerning that you all comprehend that which was happening to me during those years...I have come to suspect, presently, that this could also be happening to numerous "Children" that are being referred to as, "Bed Wetters"😔

LOVE AND LIGHT💖💛

Marshall

I DISCOVERED/LEARNED THAT "WE" REALLY ARE THE LIGHT!

Presently, I have been constantly being reminded of that which I once "saw" several years ago during one of my "unprovoked" astral projections one early morning when waking up.

I believe that I have mentioned this previously when the experience occurred that morning here in my journals, but for some reason at the time I suppose I was in denial of it's possible reality😕Even whenever mentioning it to a few of my advanced metaphysician friends and associates and they all simply seemed to brush me off as if I was presenting nothing new to them, as their reply was always, "OH, we have all seen that...!"

As I have mentioned previously, I will never profess to know everything, BUT, the way of our world today has given me much concern... Both that which is being presented to the general public via Scientists, Physicists, Metaphysicians, etc. worldwide seems consistent in referrences to the actions of our universe that seems ongoing presently!   

I only wish to say to all, "PLEASE STAY IN THE LIGHT!"  Always try to keep in mind that we are ALL spiritual beings traveling in human vehicles that were created by GOD/THE UNIVERSAL MIND, a source that consist of LOVE....LOVE BEYOND OUR COMPREHENSION BEYOND AND ABOVE OUR HIGHER SELVES!  More later.........

LOVE AND LIGHT,  Marshall💖💛

 

MOVING THROUGH THE WHITE LIGHT!

 

Recently, one early morning when waking up, I suddendly found myself experiencing an unexpected, "unprovoked" astral projection😮I was totally surprised, but somewhat calm and very relaxed.  

When browsing the internet I was enabled to view this particular picture that definitely described what I saw as I seemed to be gliding through this tunnel of light......             Suddenly as I was being taken through this tunnel of light, I heard a voice (I believe it was the voice of a Female)🤔 The voice asked gently asked me a question, "Would you like to go now?"  It seems within less than a second, I found myself opening my physical eyes in my bed, and thinking in my mind, "Mmmmmm.....I was not even given enough time to reply to the question???"  I simply smiled to myself and began to get up from bed.

This whole experience happened to me that morning in what seemed like the speed of lightening and then it was over???  Several weeks began to pass as I harbored this particular out of body experience within my mind.  As I did so, I continued to remember years ago whenever I would discuss my OBES with my beloved, Mother.💓 Whenever I told her about an OBE that I was highly frustrated about not being able to have clarification, she always, calmly and gently would say to me, "Do not worry, eventually it will become clear to you, just be patient."  

By the way, at this very moment as I share this OBE with you here, a thought has entered my mind......"Was that my Mother's voice I heard during that OBE???  Mmmmm...I am not sure".🤔 Anyway, I do know that her words to me years ago, were 100% correct!  Because one day, suddenly a thought entered my mind..."I think I know the reason for me believing that I thought that I was not given a chance to answer the question the voice had asked me!!!"😮"My higher self answered...the real ME, traveling within this human vehicle answered the question."  Not my lower self sleeping in my bed, but my spiritual self." 

I discerned that there was a strong possibility that maybe, I had completed my journey here on this Earth School, OR...I desired to learn more, or even maybe, due to that which I am observing events happening here in my beloved country, America and the rest of this world also....."What will be the outcome of it all."🤔By the way, we can all determine the possibilities of our having chosen to attend school in this particular world (There are many, many, many other worlds!) when even being told by highly evolved guides that THIS world Earth is the most difficult one to attend, but evolving higher was far faster! We were also encouraged to be absolutely sure we wished to come here.....Our answers were, YES, because we are... Now check out your physical life thus far being here on Earth and give it much thought folks....."WE ARE RISK TAKERS!"😃😄😅Being very much aware of the "free will" within all of us.....  We are also, very inquisitive and want to know EVERYTHING!!!🤔😍        More later....

LOVE AND LIGHT!💖💛

Marshall

MY BELOVED HARRY PART TWO

"ALL OF OUR BELOVED ANIMALS WILL CROSS OVER "THE RAINBOW BRIDGE".  THEY WILL BE THERE FOR US WHEN WE ARRIVE THERE"💓💛💜

I have shared previously in my ongoing blogs about my non-physical experiences (OBES/APS) the seemingly, several levels of places my relatives, friends, associates, other loved ones, etc. have appeared to me.......

Most first appear resting or sleeping in what appears to be some kind of "healing facility?" When encountering them on a second experience had, they are grinning and as happy as can be and in the process of doing things that they had always wanted to do here but had not and are very busily doing so. Beyond that, when having other experiences, I have only encountered "one". Within my blogs/journals ongoing I have described this in detail.  I also spoke of how "surprised" they seemed to be when seeing me there and that I got the impression that "I was not permitted to have been there???"  (By the way, I would be most pleased if any of those reading this, that have in common with me, my metaphysical/spiritual experiences, to feel free to touch base with me here and share any possible clarifications for this to happen for me?  I have received one comment in relationship to my concern.... The person told me that it could be possible that they were surprised to encounter me due to the possibility of my not being enabled to be there at this time.... Referring to my still being physically alive on earth?

My having presented all of the above here to you, I wish to tell you that I have "never" encountered any of my beloved Animals in a place similar to any of the "sleeping/resting/or healing type places?"  Whenever encountering them, they are totally ALIVE AND WELL😍

Which now brings me back to something that I want to share with you in references to my Harry! During this present time when he has departed from this earth....... As I have mentioned previously, it has been tremendously difficult for me to continue moving forward in this physical/material world of existence😢With deep meditations and going deep within myself, I have worked to do my best to soften my despair...  I was in for a huge surprise when waking up one morning recently and knowing that I would be facing the first snowstorm announced the day before doing so.  I looked outside my bedroom windows and the sidewalks were covered with snow.  I thought to myself how everything would slow down and much caution would be taken during the day with activities, such as errands, driving cars, etc.  I put my head back on my pillow and closed my eyes and calmly my mind went blank.  Within seconds it seemed, I had gotten up from bed and went outside and was standing next to my car just looking at the snow- covered car and as I calmly and slowly looked down to my left, there stood my Harry looking up at me lovingly as to say, "Mmmm, we've got some snow here!"  As quickly as this happened, I found myself instantly back in my bed in my bedroom realizing that I had just experienced an "unprovoked" OBE and intuiting that my Harry was showing me that he continued to be very much ALIVE softening tremendously my emotional pain of his physical departure! 😍

LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL 💖💛

Marshall 

  

MY BELOVED HARRY PART ONE

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 As I have mentioned previously, I always only share my non-physical (OBES) here when they actually occur.....Either "provoked" or "unprovoked".

The weeks continue to pass as I attempt to soften my grief for the loss of my beloved Dog/Companion, Harry.  As many that love and cherish their beloved Animals (Dogs, Cats, etc.)  the experiencing of pain can be overwhelming!  I have thus far encountered most of my Animals on the other side during my projections.  I must inform you that "all" of them when appearing to me have not been "provoked" projections.  They have thus far "all" been "unprovoked" just as have been some of the various messages given to me during some of my most difficult frustrations of having a tremendous desire for "answers" to the difficult parts of my travels in this human vehicle in this earth school, I have intuited that I "chose" to come to in order to evolve.

I wish to share with those that might be interested, that I have in the past and am continuing to do so, that "contacts/encounters" do not seem to happen while still continuing to be in tremendous despair? I do believe now that this is due to their not being enabled to "come down" into the darkness/despair that we find ourselves suffering within ever again?  This applies to both our Humans and Animals.  Even though I am suspecting there are "exceptions".  I will give two examples.  1.  For many years, to my surprise, the most advanced astral projector that I knew of, was my close friend's young son, (He was even younger than my seventeen-year-old son that had passed away suddenly) but he and my son were best buddies. He was enabled to make contact with my son frequently.......At the time, I was disturbed not having any contact?  My friend's son when I pressed him to please "find out the reason for this", did so.  The information given to him was that "every time my son attempted to approach me, I would burst into tears and become tremendously depressed, and he was told by my son, that they could no longer go that low and the darkness we were overcome by, could no longer be experienced by those on the other side.  It proved to be true....As my tremendous grief softened, contact was made!💓 2.  My amazing Dog, Sambo, a huge and energetic Akita, was only five years old when struck by Cancer....it was devastating!  When the Vet advised that it would be best he be put to sleep permanently due to the ongoing agony he was experiencing....My feelings of overwhelming grief/despair were similar to that of my son's departure!  The following morning of his demise as I "thought I had awakened", I found myself sitting on the edge of my bed and in front of me across the room, I saw a huge stone statue in the image of Sambo....It instantly broke open and out jumped Sambo, appearing healthy, energetic and more ALIVE than ever in physical life.  He ran over to me and licked my lips and face and as fast as it all happened it was over!!!  At which point my physical eyes opened wide and I realized that I had just experienced an "unprovoked" OBE! I knew very well that the symbolism was showing me, that the cast statue represented his being imprisoned in physical pain and that he had been released!!! He knew that my concerns about accepting the Vets decision was the correct action, he also knew that my physical life had been shattered....Sambo was well and more ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE!😍

More later........

LOVE AND LIGHT 💓💛

Marshall
 

HOW MY ASTRAL PROJECTIONS HAVE SIGNIFICANTLY RELATED TO NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES!

I have always mentioned when sharing my projections (OBES) with others the incidents that have occurred for me while doing so, the encounters with those on the other side that caused me tremendous frustrations due to not really comprehending that which I was witnessing???

A major one in particular was, how those residing there would react to my presence?  Always, they would display huge grins or laugh out loud (telepathically) or ask the question to my surprise, "What is wrong with you?  I am fine!😍"   My beloved Mother at that time in the physical here, would always calmly, and gently say to me during my concerns......"Just relax.  The answers will come to you eventually."  She was always correct!😊Eventually, when I least expected it, someone or something here in the physical world would, for me, clarify without a doubt in my mind, information that would be discerned by me to give clarity and tremendous logic to my ongoing questions!

Recently, when encountering the Woman that shared the following with me and others, for me, it was a revelation of answers for me......💖

"I attempted suicide a couple times and when I got over there I was given the choice to stay or come back.  In that space where I was making the decision to stay or go, I had absolute and full understanding of the beautiful task taking place here, I had full understanding of why it was so unbearably difficult, and I chose to stay here.

I am not saying that everyone has this same experience, but I'm saying that when in full understanding, I knew it was a gift to be here...  In the future everything is complete.  I'm the future, the war on evil is already won!  But a few brave souls had to be here in this time to bridge the gap.  And by a few, I mean millions and millions!

We are ALL very brave.  I tell you truly, to be here on earth at this time, YOU decided to be here.

Many of you, outside of your own awareness, sat down with the creator and volunteered to suffer through earth at this time, to bridge the gap between this timeline and the future one where love defeated pain.  You see, you can not get to the future without the now.  And we here in the now, we knew the work we'd be doing.  We're basically like "fill ins"...........Between the old world and the new one!  I hope you could understand what I'm trying to say."

LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL💖💛

Marshall

 

 

THE FEAR OF DEATH

 As a young boy, I feared death tremendously, and continued to do so throughout my teens.  I believe most of these feelings were derived from my religious upbringings having doctrine such as this instilled in my mind that only those that accepted the "unseen" God and harbored enormous "fears" of being struck down or sent directly to Hell if and when we dared to do anything that had been indoctrinated into me that this creator/higher entity found distasteful on my part.

Now, due to my tremendous amounts of non-physical experiences, I have come to discover how traumatic such teachings can distort a human beings entire spiritual/physical life on this planet.

The illustration that I posted above of the boy in mid-air attempting to open a door, was something I saw some time ago while browsing and instantly brought to mind "myself" as a small boy each and every night experiencing "unprovoked" OBES and at that time only believing them to horrendous, horrifying nightmares!!!  But even presently after many decades later, I continue to remember and visualize with great clarity, an OBE that I found myself believing was a total nightmare, calming down at the moment when something occurred within it...... In front of me appeared an image of that which I had always been told of what "The Devil" looked like......To my surprise, the entity did not move.....It just stared at me in stillness?  I kept looking at it and as I did so, I began to realize something strange.....It was just a made up image and the more I stared at it, the more, not only "unreal" it became, but when examining the details of the image.... It appeared to me as the picture of a stupid, bully that would not move! It looked dumb and stupid? At that time in my life, I did not realize totally that I was being given a "message" from "unseens?"  But presently during my physical life having focused and searched very hard, I have mastered the out of body experience!  I have only recently discovered something else!  Having had thousands of OBEs/Astral Projections that have been "provoked" via myself...... I have been experiencing "unprovoked" ones.  When these particular ones occur I have always been presented with very specific answers to my pressing questions harbored ongoing and deeply within my soul. These have been happening to me very recently!  A major revelation that was showered upon me recently was without much doubt in my mind........The major/powerful answers to my questions/concerns about DEATH!😵I wish to share two of them with you, especially to those that harbor "fear" within such as I have during most of my physical life, which has now evolved, due to my OBES into more of that of "timidity", rather than "fear!"  Why do I say now, "timidity?"  Because as I have mentioned previously during my sharing this journal/blogs about myself... I continue to presently reside in this human vehicle of travel, and in spite of my numerous experiences, I respect that which Socrates said long ago, "I am the wisest man alive for I know one thing, and that is that I know nothing!"

One early morning, some time ago, while standing in front of my bedroom windows looking outside and thinking to myself, "Wow! This is going to be a bright , sunshiny day today.....It looks so incredibly beautiful and bright outside this morning.  I do not have any pressing work to do today.....I must do something outside it is so beautiful."  At which point, I slowly turned myself around and to my surprise!!!  I plainly saw my sleeping body with only my head seen from under the covers.  At his moment, I telepathically burst out laughing out loud realizing that I was having an OBE , at which time I was instantly slammed back into my physical body in my bed.  (By the way, I learned/discovered long ago when mastering OBES that any kinds of sudden emotional out burst would immediately put our astral bodies back into our physical bodies!)  When finding myself back inside my physical body at that moment, I immediately began laughing out loud and thinking to myself how natural the entire incident felt to me.... Also, thinking how I was still during this action of standing at the windows... that I was still "ME"😍

Very recently, I sat up in my bed at which seemed like the speed of lightening! As I sat up I could see my entire body enveloped in garments that seemed to be made out of the whitest light I had ever seen in my entire life???  As my body rose up to a sitting position I could hear myself telepathically yelling out into space, "Thank God that nightmare is over!  I thought it would never end!!!"  As quickly as I said that, I heard a voice (no specific gender?) say, "Would you like to go now?"  As rapidly as I heard the voice, I was instantly slammed back into my body in my bed at which time I opened my physical eyes and began to laugh and say, "I guess I am back.....I was out of body and I also did not get a chance to answer that question?"😄Or did I?  I wish to mention something I saw on the internet only a few days ago that made me laugh out loud😂When I saw the drawing I thought of myself!!!

  (By the way, I very clearly when having these experiences remember something, the same as when having all of my OBES.....As Dr. Albert Einstein once said, "There is no time, we human beings made it up!"  Because after my having these OBES whenever I re-enter my physical body and have looked at the time on a clock.......No matter how much was experienced by me during the OBES...... less than a minute or two had transpired on the clock?) 

For a few weeks I pondered as to what happened during this particular OBE? But, with time and patience (that I always seem lacking in😂) I always remember my Mother once saying to me during one of my unsettling times of wanting to understand something.... "Just be patient....the answers will come to you."  She was right.  Eventually, one day, intuitively the answer/message clarified itself to me.  My higher self, our true "real" spiritual self that is within us all, calmly answered that question for me/my lower self.  I reflected on this and knew very well that as always, a part of my nature was always, "a desire to know everything!".....AND at this particular time during my journey on the earth school that I had chosen to come to... I harbored within a desire to at least try to find out what was going to transpire as a result of these perilous moments evolving in this world presently.😔

More later......

LOVE AND LIGHT!💖💛 

 

SLEEP PARALYSIS= THE CATALEPTIC STATE!

"Out of body experiences have been reported for at least five millennia of human history.  The picture above is an ancient Egyptian painting showing the soul of a person in the form of a bird hovering above the deceased physical body.  This is the earliest known image of an out of body experience.  Many people think such separation of soul and body only occurs at death, but most out of body experiences also occur during situations where people are very much alive:  usually in people who suffer no diseases, or physical disorders whatsoever."                    G.M. Woerlee
 

Yesterday while relaxing I slipped off into an unexpected nap.  While doing so, I found myself going into the cataleptic state.  Something that I have not been aware of for several years now.  This has happened due to my ongoing frequent OBES.  But since I have been avoiding OBES at the present moment in order to establish within my mind, exactly what my objective would be due to my observations of the present turmoil, unlike any I have experienced in my beloved country, America!😥

I am presenting this to all that have experienced, "sleep paralysis".  The Cataleptic State that occurs when our astral/spirit body is about to exit our physical body.  (By the way, in order for this to happen, the physical must not move and finds itself, unable to do so if we should find ourselves also, in the hypnogogic state= Half-awake and half-asleep, and mentally struggle to either move or wake up.)  The only other time this will occur is at the death of the physical body...... Many lived to tell about it.  NDES/The Near Death Experience.  I wish to point out to you, that the NDES have limitations.  Thus far worldwide research has discovered that "5" NDES are possible.  The differences being, that a human being can have as many OBES as one desires during their physical lifetime.  Since my own started "unprovoked" as a small boy and continued until the present and I have mastered "provoked" astral projections, I believe that my own would be numbered in the thousands.

I learned that every time we go to sleep for the evening, our astral (real true spiritual bodies) exit our physical bodies and rise up approximately six feet above and remain there taking in the universal energies before returning to our physical vehicles refreshed when we wake up.  This also happens with most Animals.  Our astral bodies must return before we can have movements.  It cannot and will not exit without this process of paralysis.  By the way, "Sonnambulism"= Sleep Walking happens when the physical "goes with the astral".  This is considered dangerous and I am not totally informed about its' reason for happening?  I do know one thing......(Personal)  During my youth my Sister sleep walked sometimes...... I always believed my Sister was stubborn and very determined in physical life!😄

As the years passed and I began to master the projection of the astral body, I learned and discovered that the cataleptic state would become totally not noticed when I would "consciously/provoke" my projections on a regular basis.  By the way, there are other things that happen that many are concerned about when they go to sleep.......Such as, they are not aware that DREAMS are different from OBES!  I have discovered that huge amounts of those not familiar with OBES when "unprovoked" become terrified based on believing they are having, NIGHTMARES!😱😄 Fear not Folks!  Our vibrational energies, level is changing and sounds and vision, etc. intensify beyond that which we experience within the physical vehicle (body).  Those monsters, demons, shadow people, etc. are all paying you a visit based on one thing and one thing only.........F E A R!!!

Example:  Have you ever been sitting calmly and quietly and eventually just dozed off to sleep and then all of a sudden, you jump awake as if you caught yourself from falling off of a cliff?  Well, that sudden jerk/jump is based on our astral body attempting to exit our physical and was slammed back into our body instantly, because as I mentioned.....It cannot exit fully if you wake up!

Which brings me to the following...... I have not provoked an OBE for some time now and while taking that nap, I suddenly felt myself in the hypnogogic state and I had not experienced it in a very long time...... AND I HATED IT!!!😁I instantly found myself struggling to wake up ........ A very difficult fight.  The paralysis was so annoying.  It brought back memories of my childhood and I fought hard.........I won😊  By the way, it was unprovoked and I have recently as I have mentioned above not practiced my skill..... But, due to my constant thoughts about it.....I believe it might very well have been kind of a "signal" to me.  A signal saying, "Come on Marshall.  Don't be timid....Stop avoiding it....You know you want to get more details of that which is happening now!  It is your nature to do so.........You are NOSEY!"👀😂               More later,

LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL💓💛

Marshall

AM I DREAMING OR WHAT???

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I shared previously about NDES/OBES.  Myself having experienced numerous non-physical experiences, also presented various individuals through the ages on this planet that have discussed their own....... 

Recently, I discovered a particular person in history, Mellon-Thomas Benedict, who presented his dying and then his sudden survival of death.  Whenever I come across such reports similar to his, it instantly brings to my mind the most recent unprovoked OBE that I had one morning when believing I was wide awake😲I will repeat my description of the experience here before displaying the words of Mellon-Thomas Benedict.

"I woke up suddenly one morning and sat up at lightening speed in my bed.  I felt more awake than I had ever felt before in my entire life!  The clarity, the light was stunning! I could see that I was covered in white garments and my energy was tremendously high...... I instantly could hear myself telepathically yell out loud and clear the following:  Thank God that nightmare is over!  I thought it would never end!  Within what seemed like less than a second.....I heard a voice (it was not male or female in sound?) say to me, "Would you like to go now?"  But before I could think or answer, I was instantly slammed back into my physical body in bed.  At which time I became wide awake and laughed out loud to myself!"

For several weeks I attempted to comprehend the reasons for my not answering the question quickly.... And with time, it seemed a message entered my mind clarifying an answer that had been given but intuiting that the answer was given via my higher self.😊The "real/true" Marshall was always wanting to know everything....Mmmmmm, I wanted to know exactly what would transpire during these turbulent times and what the outcome would be???

When I recovered, I was very surprised and yet very awed about what had happened to me. At first all the memory of the trip that I have now was not there. I kept slipping out of this world and kept asking, “Am I alive?” This world seemed more like a dream than that one. Mellon-Thomas Benedict

I will add one more that was presented by the late renowned, Dr. Carl J. Jung, after his experience of clinical death due to a heart attack and then being revived back to physical life!

It is impossible to convey the beauty and intensity of emotion during those visions. They were the most tremendous things I have ever experienced. And what a contrast the day was: I was tormented and on edge; everything irritated me; everything was too material, too crude and clumsy, terribly limited both spatially and spiritually. It was all an imprisonment, for reasons impossible to divine, and yet it had a kind of hypnotic power, a cogency, as if it were reality itself, for all that I had clearly perceived its emptiness. — Dr. Carl Jung

More later.......  Love and Light to all💓

     

MY OBES IN RELATIONSHIP TO REINCARNATION PART II

Actually, my astral body was not slammed back into my physical body in bed until seemingly I turned to head back in the direction from which I had arrived from at home.  As I glided smoothly and calmly back in that direction, to the left side of me where in physical reality there were several brownstones lined, instead I saw a huge vacant field of greenery and in the distance I heard voices of youngsters playing cheerfully.

At which point I felt myself drawn towards the sounds of voices.  As I did so, I found myself standing next to a Woman that I could not see clearly, but sensed it was someone that I knew very well?  She was holding a baby.  (The baby did not move....)  At the same time a young boy came running up to me from the field and instantly kissed me.....As he did so, I asked him the question?  "What is your name?"  His reply was, "Javier".  I nodded in the direction of the two next to me and asked, "What is wrong with the baby?"  He did not answer me, but at the same time, I intuited the expression on his face of despair as he seemed to attempt to hold back from crying?  At which point I knew the baby was dead.

I looked at the boy and said, "I must go now/"  He hugged me very tightly and it was at this point that I was slammed back into my physical body at home. To this present day, I continue to wonder about this experience in references to the fact that I have been extremely close to a Woman for many , many years, that when first meeting her, I discovered that she had a young son, similar to the age of the boy during this OBE.  He was approximately 8 years old when I first met him......His Father committed suicide several years before I met him......When his son met me for the first time, he attached himself to me as if I were his Father?  No matter who his Mother would meet in a "Romantic intimate" way, he was always making himself primarily a part of my life.  I unknowingly never really realized how he saw me as his "Father".  I was even stunned when one day he was alone with me after having known he and his Mother for several years at that point in time, when he said to me, "Why don't you and my Mom get married and we can be a happy family?"  I was silent!     

When asking his name during the OBE, he replied, "Javier", this name is Latin.  His real Father that died was "Latin".  His Mother had also had another baby that had died at birth.  (His present name is Latin......)  He has been a part of my life for all of those years.....While in all of his school days he worked with me in my business and after graduating he continued to do so and it always seemed "natural" to guide him and it always just felt normal when he would ask to borrow the car, etc.  Disciplining him from time to time seemed natural......(He would always respect it......) At the time his girlfriend would always come to me about their problems,etc.  

Even when encountering my own biological son that had become somewhat older than he, they became natural friends.....  When my son was suddenly ill and died , he and his Mother were standing by me.  They remained in my life and continue to do so today.......  He is 38 now. I remember his Mother mentioning to me on several occasions about him being very interested in metaphysics from a very young age.  I also remembered what she had said to me the time I told her about this particular OBE and encountering him.... She immediately said, "It is very obvious to me that he was your son"  I was silent....... For some unknown reasons to me at the present time, HE was the one that convinced me to stop doubting my "OBES/NON-PHYSICAL EXPERIENCES?"  That was when I was totally stunned to discover something ......... He was far more advanced as a teenager when he once revealed to me very casually, that he was tremendously advanced in the projection of the astral body.  FAR MORE THAN MYSELF AT THE TIME!😮He was able to convince me of his OBES and we became partners in comparing notes and discussing on a daily basis our experiences.  At which time, when he and his girlfriend moved one block from where I lived and I had specifically told him not move close to me😂Which I discovered that he had and sheepishly confessed to me.  At which point, I instructed him , due to his being a youngster to NEVER attempt to make contact with me during his OBES, because he knew very well that I knew that as a teen he was many times being, "young and foolish" and that whatever negative baggage he would be involved in would "hang on to him" and it would follow and be a part of his astral body when doing so!  Of course he did not follow my advice on that😂

BECAUSE, he eventually became the very first and only person physically alive that I encountered during an OBE😲Because as the saying goes, "The proof is in the pudding!"

One morning as I woke up, I had an "unprovoked" OBE and he was standing in front of me in my workshop where he usually worked with me.  It was amazing...He seemingly placed his hand on my shoulder and was attempting to speak to me (telepathically).  The OBE then ended abruptly.  At which time, I simply thought it was a "dream?"  UNTIL, a day later while we were both working in the workshop , he was silent for a long time and then suddenly turned to me and said, "Did anything happen last night?"  (We always discussed the following day anything and everything that might occur during our OBES.)  I immediately blurted out, "No.  Nothing!"  He was silent for a few minutes and then turned to me again and said, "Yes it did....Something happened."  I immediately jumped up and left the workshop for a bit and then returned to continue working at my layout board when he turned to me and said, "We met up with each other."  I yelled out and said, "I told you to never come near me during an OBE!"  He started laughing out loud.  I was totally speechless and he would not take the grin off of his face for the rest of the day............  Intuitively, I knew instantly, that just as my biological son that has crossed over previously, that my friend's son had attempted "to show me something!"  Marshall, the person that has always had difficulties attempting to accept and believe my metaphysical/spiritual experiences was again being slapped in the face with..........PROOF!😃😍

Love and Light!💓💛

Marshall

 

     MY OBES IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE SUBJECT OF REINCARNATION???                                                                   PART 1

In spite of the thousands of OBEs and other non-physical experiences that I have experienced during my physical life up until the present time, I have always seemed to shy away from the idea of, "Reincarnation?"  But, having said that, I must admit something that has been very significant, primarily during my "unprovoked" ones that have happened spontaneously and when doing so, they always seemed to contain, "messages/answers" to the thoughts that I harbor within.........

It seems that many have happened during residing in new places chosen to live......Each time I have moved to a different area to live, I have had unprovoked OBES at some point in time while living there that were "showing me" events that I lived there before, but in a very distant past?  (I have found these experiences  to be very interesting.......)  Here is one I had when having moved to a new residence in an area in Brooklyn, NY where I had never been to before.......

I was living in a Brownstone apartment on a tree lines street with only other brownstone houses on both sides of the street , line up many blocks both North and South of where I resided.

One morning early, I felt the vibrations go through my physical body and my body obtain The Cataleptic State (Sleep Paralysis) as the electrical vibrations became louder and louder, my astral body began to rise up out of my physical body and then gently curve over to an upright standing position in my bedroom.  On touching the floor, my astral eyes opened.....The clarity was somewhat unclear, so I telepathically demanded , "Clarity Now!"  At which time my vision became 360 and clearer than when in my physical body.  I quickly glided through my bedroom and out of the closed bedroom window with ease......... Instantly, I realized that outside my house appeared different? There were only TWO houses across the street from me and only two or three on my side of the street.  They did not appear as brownstones, but as old wooded houses......The entire area was a landscape of trees and plants and there were no sidewalks, but rather broken dirt and stony roads......As I looked at this scene I decided to glide down the road to see what the other area looked like ........As I did so I saw where there were now many brownstones, on two wooden houses and a large field of unkempt greenery.   I glided onto a very familiar , usually busy street down the road.  There was no one around......In front of me I saw a Stable........It was standing exactly where a large restaurant now was standing in my present physical life.  As my astral body moved closer to the Stable , I could see a Horse standing inside.....As I moved closer to the Horse inside, it turned to look at me.  As I looked at it's face, I found myself beginning to be pulled slowly back to my physical body........Then instantly I found myself back in my physical body in my bed back in my bedroom.

When attempting to make sense of this OBE.  When speaking to a close friend about it, I was told to go to The NYC Main Branch of The Library and we could request to view photos of various past times in this area......Very quickly, I came across pictures depicting the area where I presently had resided.  They also showed EXACTLY that which I had seen during my OBE.  I also found exact pictures of the street I had glided to and A STABLE where the restaurant presently stands.

I have not yet mentioned what happened as I glided down the street......  It is far too much to present here, so therefore, I will continue in Part 2, a detailed description of the events that occurred during that time, which when discerning and coming to discover within a short time in my present physical life, something that became quite stunning to me due to its' connection to my present life!😲

Have we lived "past lives?"  Have we experienced far more than that which we can "see and know" when without the projection of the astral body?  I do not know???  BUT, I will share that surprising information for me, in Part 2.    

More later,

LOVE AND LIGHT!💛

Marshall

ONLY THE VEHICLES WE TRAVEL IN EVENTUALLY BREAK DOWN, WE CONTINUE TO EXIST!

During recent months, I have encountered so very many grieving, innocent, fragile human beings/souls, in the various metaphysical groups that I have joined on the internet and those also in person, that have lost loved ones.......Especially those that have lost "Children".  It has inspired me to share only one of the many OBES that I have had...... 

Before moving forward with my most recent non-physical experiences, I wish to share one in particular with all of those in the hopes that it will soften and give you some inspiration in knowing that.........."We continue to exist!"💓As the late, renowned, Albert Einstein once said, "Energy cannot be destroyed.  It can only change from one form to another!"😍 I will re-print the details and as I do so, I will indicate that which needs clarification.

More than ten years ago during the night as morning approached, I suddenly realized that I was floating out of my physical body.  I knew instantly that I was beginning to have an unprovoked out of body experience!  (OBE)  I realized that my astral body was floating gently into the living room of an unfamiliar house?  The walls were all bright white...... I found myself with my 17 year old son that had pass over to the other side, 5 months previously.  He had a very familiar huge smile on his face as he looked at me.  We telepathically communicated with each other......He told me that someone was coming to join us and take us for a ride?  "Okay" I said.  A sudden thought entered my mind.....I thought to myself...."Hey, I could make anything anyway I wanted it to be here???  Adjust the designs of this house that seemed to be owned by him and make his garden in front of this house better!"  (Me, the "control freak!"😀)

He suddenly said anxiously, "It is time to go!  Our ride is here!"  I replied, "Okay!"  I was so very happy being with him......I walked outside with him to a vehicle (I have no idea what kind of vehicle.  But as my OBE knowledge advanced with time when in my physical body, I discovered that due to my continuing to be alive, that we must make sense out of everything via, "the material world within our minds".  Besides, I did not actually "see" a vehicle, I "felt it".  

Next we seemed to be moving at lightening speed forward, ...... Arthur seemed to be driving  (Artie was my brother-in-law that had crossed over very shortly before my son)...... My son, Anderson was smiling.  Arthur (Artie) seemed to be laughing out loud.  I could not see him clearly, but there was no doubt in my mind that it was him!!!  His teeth, his familiar overwhelming laughing!!!  I suddenly became upset, because he always drove very fast, yet safely!  AND, as usual, as in physical life, I seemed to yell out loud (telepathically), "You are driving too fast.  I do not like this......take me back!"  Both he and my son were laughing really hard, but instantly said, "Okay!😁😍

I suddenly found myself and my son walking back into his house......I said to him, "I have to go back to my body now."  He replied, "Okay".  I seemed to get down on my back on the floor and instantly opened my physical eyes to find myself back in my physical body in my bed.

In closing, I wish to explain something to those I want to think deeply about this particular experience.  Myself being a pretty advanced astral traveler learned something about my out of body experiences after so many years, something ONLY a recently.  I mastered having OBES "provoked" via myself, but have only realized the clarifications of the "unprovoked" OBES that I have experienced.  THEY SEEM TO GIVES ME MESSAGE FROM UNSEEN SPIRITUAL ENTITIES THAT WISH TO WEAKEN MY "DOUBTS" about my non-physical experiences.  That which I am about to present to you happened several months later.

My sister, and I respect her feelings is totally unbelieving and fearful of such metaphysical experiences and is also strong in her traditional religious indoctrinated beliefs.  (By the way, she is the president of a university)  I did not even realize she was attempting to "test" my reality of my non-physical OBES, etc. until one day she said to me, "Have you ever "seen/encountered" anybody else besides Anderson during your experiences???"  INSTANTLY, I replied, "YES!  Your husband Artie, my brother-in-law!".  She looked at me like, a Deer in front of headlights and walked away!😅

More later,

LOVE AND LIGHT,                                                                                                                         Marshall💓💛 

 
 

ARE WE LIVING IN A "DREAM???"

 

THIS MORNING AS I AWAKENED......I suddenly heard a soft buzzing sound coming from the back of my head?  It took me a few minutes to realize that I was beginning to have an "unprovoked" OBE.  (I might have mentioned in the past that having "unprovoked" OBES would usually happen for me unexpected and without my having any input in to bring them on......They also usually seemed to be a presentation given to me via unseen entities providing me with information/messages?)

The OBE experience this morning was very similar to another OBE in the recent past that seemed to give me the impression that my entire physical life was that of a "dream".  I could feel my entire body go into The Cataleptic State in my bed....(Of course, as always, I welcomed all of the sensations involved, knowing very well that this was the onset of a projection of my astral body.....My "real body/soul/self/spirit".

Quickly and gently, I rose above my physical body in bed, as my astral body moved and slid forward and then turned downwards as my feet touched the floor of my bedroom.  When they did so, my astral eyes opened wide and I, as always when this happened, and my vision became 360 and the clarity was unlike any clarity experienced when in my physical body.  I was facing my bedroom windows and I could see outside the bright sunlight (which was far brighter than anything I had seen with my physical eyes).  I could see the street I lived on and far beyond!😎  There were a tremendous amount of Feral Cats roaming outside...... Otherwise, the streets were empty.  I knew very well, as I decided to move outside that there was no need for me to open the window first, but simply glide effortlessly through the closed window onto the outside street.

When doing so, the first thing I encountered without warning was a speeding car coming down the street as I moved slowly off of the sidewalk and on to the street, finding myself directly in front of it....... Startled at first, but instantly also realizing that it would go right through my astral body without even the slightest concern.....Which it did.  At that moment, I really had no definitely thoughts of where or what I wanted to experience?  I suddenly looked up in front of me between two houses and saw a familiar mountain top and the thought went through my mind, that I had not taken my Dog there for quite a long time now and as I remembered/envisioned the greenery of it and the Deer I had always encountered roaming when being there, in less than a second it seemed to me, I found myself standing on the mountain taking in the view around me😊Of course, as always, the feelings of content and peacefulness came over me......At the same instant, I could also feel myself being drawn back into my sleeping physical body in bed.  As quickly as this occurred,  I found myself back!!!

I realized very clearly without any frustrations of attempting to interpret the reasons for this unprovoked, brief OBE..... That the message being given was very simple......"Marshall, LET GO of your doubts that continue to flow through your mind about your non-physical experiences for so many years on this planet... Move forward without continuing to carry this baggage ("Doubt!").  All that you have and will discover outside of the physical.......IS REAL!"💛

More later,  LOVE AND LIGHT!

Marshall 

EVERY LIVING HUMAN BEING ON THIS PLANET HAS THE ABILITIES TO HAVE OBES!

Hi Everybody!💓 I wish to take this opportunity to express to you some thoughts on the projection of the astral body........  That which I learned long ago was that every single human being on this planet (And our beloved Pets also) have the instilled abilities within to provoke having our real true bodies exit from our physical vehicles that we travel in while visiting this , "Earth School" that we have chosen to attend in order to learn and evolve before returning HOME!
Unfortunately, many of we human beings have done so under very traumatic situations occurred during our physical lifetimes without actually realizing the experience was real?
These are considered, "unconsciously unprovoked" OBES........  There is another non-physical experience we might have that is primarily the same, and that is referred to as, NDES/NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES.  These are the only differences known at the present time....... A human being can have a limited amount of NDES.  That amount presently established has been "5".  Also, one must die physically in order to do so.  OBES can be experienced, both unprovoked and provoked without limitations during one's physical lifetime!
Many of those having experienced NDES/OBES have informed me of the isolation they have endured due to having withdrawn from revealing their experiences with others that are unaware of such non-physical experiences. 
If I were asked to give any advice on this issue, I will simply say the following:  Do not concern yourselves with that which others say or believe......Focus on YOURSELVES😍Hopefully, you will come to discern that we are all traveling on different paths of enlightenment.....Let's face it, we all appear to arrive here on this physical/material world, SOLO!  Realize that when our physical journey is complete here, that we will depart, SOLO!  
During our OBES, we come to realize that we enter into another dimension that seems unfamiliar at first, but with time we begin to realize that there is something very comfortable about it all.....Sometimes, even more comfortable and "desired" than the physical existence that we had become accustomed to being in on a daily basis?  We observe that instantly, we can totally exist without others that we had come to relate to as somewhat like, "crutches?"  We are far more powerful, far more awesome than ever imagined when previously traveling in the physical vehicles we were enclosed in while attempting to learn various lessons in order to evolve higher before returning HOME💗
During the out of body experience we discover how we left behind so many material things that we misinterpreted as being our "life lines".  We begin to discover that all that we thought we did not know.......We always did, but only were too busy wanting to be a member of "the herd" to accept our own individuality!  Have you ever noticed how many became outcasts for not doing so?
I have encountered quite a few people asking me to please assist them in learning how to have astral projections......FOR ALL THE WRONG REASONS!😂
By the way, here is something one will discover when investigating the subject of astral projection.  MOST all books/research done on the subject of the out of body experience (astral projection) throughout history, have been done by MEN???
I wish to present to all before completion of my thoughts to you here, something said by a person from the past that I wholeheartedly admire and honor..... SYLVAN MULDOON, a person that lived on this planet before I arrived here.......  He said:
"For my part, had a book on immortality never been written, had a lecture on immortality never been written, had a lecture on "survival" never been uttered, had I never witnessed a seance or visited a medium; in fact, had no one else in the whole world ever suspected "life after death", I should still believe implicitly that I am immortal-- for I have experienced the projection of the astral body."💛

More later......
LOVE AND LIGHT!💓
Marshall

EXITING THE PHYSICAL BODY.....AWESOME SURPRISE!

Hi, To all of the wonderful, beautiful people that have chosen to share my ongoing blogs:)
I have always said to you that if "nothing" happened out of body for me, that I would refrain from coming to present fairy tale presentations here on my journal/blogs.  Only if I wished to share some honest, real out of body experiences for me.
Guess what?  I was very frustrated with my sister's "doubts" about the realities of my from time to time telling her about my OBES.  Therefore, I decided maybe I would surprise her by our planning a "verification".
I told her that I would come to her house via one of my astral projections and view her bedroom in the house as she slept.  I was very familiar with the interior of her house having been there on many occasions when visiting for various reasons/gatherings.
I told her that I would randomly choose a night in the future to go there and  would later tell her what I "saw".  She agreed.
Some time in the future I decided to do so....... One night as I requested/demanded/desired to do so as I had a provoked OBE, I immediately found myself flying through the air.......With the feelings of some unknown/unseen entity guiding me through the air.  I was really happy and enjoying the view........The view was very familiar.  I knew exactly where I was flying...... East towards Long Island.  That was where my sister resided and I , at the time, in Brooklyn, New York.  Suddenly, I found myself standing in my sister's bedroom.  The first thing I saw was my sister under covers to her neck sleeping soundly.  She was wearing some covering over her head .....Maybe some kind of hair coverings?  I calmly moved towards a dresser table......I recognized it.......I browsed that which was spread on top of it........A booklet/folder somewhat yellow in color with writing/print (I could not read the writing?)  I seemed to be determined to read it, but at the time, I did not realize that usually, any kinds of print, signage, etc.  is considered private information.  BUT....I certainly did see the color and it was very, very , very familiar.  Yellow and the print was black.  There were two other objects also on the top of the dresser table that I could see clearly.
Deciding that I had enough information to relay to her later when in the physical , I slowly turned to my right and then to a full-length mirror behind me that was something she never had in her room whenever I had visited?
THAT WAS NOT THE BIG SURPRISE!!!😱😀Looking into the mirror and expecting to see my reflection , was something I had never done before during the thousands of OBES that I have had starting as a small boy......I must admit the truth!  It was the major thing that I was timid about seeing during an OBE.....(Looking in a mirror!)
Above I have posted the first picture that I have ever found on the internet that is definitely, the closest thing to the reflection of myself that I have ever seen looking in that mirror.
I was instantly slammed back into my physical body back in my bed at home.  This is common of what happens when one gets' too excited during an OBE.  I opened my eyes in my bed and smiled and thought to myself..........."Whoa!"
By the way, the booklet I saw on my sister's dresser table was a "Playbill" of a play that she had gone to see some time ago.......She said it was, "Yellow and the print was Black"
She told me this AFTER, I described it in detail to her.....Also I was correct about her hair having a scarf  type covering over it to keep it in place.
Did she believe me now???  😁I do not know?  She became silent and never mentioned it again. LMAO:)                                             Love and Light to all,

More later,
Marshall💓

ENCOUNTERING THE FATHER OF MY BEST FRIEND

This morning when contemplating an attempt at having an OBE, I was surprised to have experienced an "unprovoked" one😲 I instantly found myself, seemingly gliding in a peaceful , unfamiliar area where my astral body moved slowly pass different houses along a road.
Suddenly, I found myself along side someone very familiar. It was my best friend's father.  He had passed on many months ago after a debilitating medical condition.  For many years in the past, when visiting his home with my friend, we had numerous conversations together, just the two of us.   As I moved along side him as he seemed to be viewing possibly a house of his choice...... He knew I was next to him but he seemed very focused on observing various rooms in different houses as we moved on..... His only words spoken to me were those of some personal advice about my life.
During all of this I noticed he was eating a sandwich....I could see it very clearly and its' contents.  Egg salad.  After he spoke his final words to me, I was projected back into my physical body in my bed back at home.
His personal advice to me was very significant about a decision I would eventually need to act on.  Due to my usual "doubting Thomas" attitude😁I found myself thinking very deeply about my own way of trying to "confirm" that this OBE was of importance or had I simply been dreaming this time and did not realize it?
Later, in the early afternoon, I decided my process of finding out some kinds of confirmation.  
I called his wife on the phone and at first proceeded to have a very casual conversation.  Then I went in for the plot that I had decided.......I asked her a question very casually....... "I thinking about him this morning and for some reason the thought entered my mind.  What was his favorite food/dish?"  At first on hearing the question she giggled and then immediately responded, "Egg salad sandwiches!  He loved egg salad sandwiches .......He would be satisfied to have a egg sandwich instead of a gourmet meal any day!"  In spite of my surprise, I kept calm and casual as we ended our conversation, without her even asking me my reasons for asking this question.
After hanging up the telephone, I sat quietly in deep thought......  Once again, I suspected that The Universal Mind and Spiritual Beings on the other side were attempting, as has been done several times to me....... To convince me to shed my doubts about my metaphysical experiences!                                     More later..........

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall

AN IN PERSON MEETING WITH ONE OF MY FAVORITES......

I would like to take this opportunity to mention to all an introduction about my past encounter, in person, some time ago now, with an extraordinary human being by the name of WILLIAM BUHLMAN.

I had the unexpected opportunity to be sitting next to his wife and twin sons, as he presented a really inspiring and informative talk in New York City where I lived at the time, about, THE PROJECTION OF THE ASTRAL BODY.

Here I wish to say that I have found all of his works to be some of the best contemporary information on the subject of the out of body experience! 

I highly recommend to those interested in going forward with their own desires to investigate and discover for themselves that really awesome information one can obtain during the exit of our real/true/spiritual bodies that we are ALL far more than we might have imagined while traveling in these physical/vehicles on the planet Earth😍

I highly recommend your investigating the vast information provided both in the above book, and his first book, ADVENTURES BEYOND THE BODY.

More later.......

LOVE AND LIGHT,

Marshall💗 

FLYING THROUGH THE AIR FRAGMENTS THIS MORNING!

THIS morning I woke up to having another one of those, "unprovoked" experiences, where I had obviously exited my physical body smoothly without any of the required, indicated processes.
I realized instantly that I was gliding fast and smoothly high in the air over that which seemed like a road/highway.  My mind encompassed thoughts of being totally ALONE and feelings of being in an unfamiliar place of existence, yet still recognizing it as being here on this Earth.
Within me was these feelings of being very much ALONE in this world.  I was full of sadness.  I felt as if I were nothing more at this point in my life but poor lost soul with the feelings of emptiness.  Who was I😔Where was I going at this point in my life?  I have known and loved a tremendous amount of friends and family during past years, but now, at this point in my life.....ninety-eight percent of them have unexpectedly, crossed-over to the other side or distanced themselves from me, or myself from them....I suppose I can honestly mention that there is only ONE person that I presently continue to communicate with on a long-term basis (Due to privacy, I will not mention her name here).  Otherwise, my only communications are primarily on a need to do business/work communication or social media.
I knew very well while "gliding through the air" that this was all due to deep rooted choices made via my own self, due to my absorbing my whole being into metaphysics/spiritualism and becoming magnetized via it..... Being a so called, shut-in also has its' incredible benefits of contemplation beyond physical comprehension sometimes.
Suddenly, I seemed to hear the voices of many children playing gleefully as my astral body began to move smooth and gently toward that which appeared to be a small playing area in a small park to the left of me......As I moved in that direction, instantly, I was only a few feet above the playing area and there were many small children, laughing and playing very happily on the grounds.
Within less than a second of time, I found myself hovering over a baby carriage.😲As I looked down into the carriage, I saw very clearly, a small baby with its' arms outstretched in my directions, seemingly wanting very much for me to retrieve it.  There was a huge grin on the baby's face as it kept reaching for me..... With opened arms I moved toward the baby to lift it ..........And as I did so, I instantly could feel it grasp me and as I hugged the baby when lifting it up into my arms, I remember laughing joyfully as I said,  "OOOOOOH, you are so heavy!  You little rascal you are big!"😮😁😄😍
IMMEDIATELY, I found myself back inside my physical body in my bed, smiling to myself and thinking........Mmmmmmm...I wonder what that was all about???  At the same time, I thought to myself....... "I bet that baby was ME!"😕😔     More later.......... 

LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall