Focusing on my decades of attempting to master the projections of my astral body, I will always remember the truth of that which I have posted here๐
Love and Light to all!Saturday, September 26, 2026
Wednesday, June 4, 2025
YIKES!!! I WAS A BED-WETTER!
I wish to share with you something that I did not discover/learn until I became a middle aged adult that related to APS/OBES.๐ฎ๐This will be in the hopes of those who have children or those that might relate to that which I share.
From time to time during the ages between 8 and 10 years old, MY BROTHER was assumed to be somewhat of "a bed wetter" when sleeping at night. Unfortunately not until that of my becoming an adult while attending a family gathering at my sister's house, during a discussion in references to our childhood, my Brother suddenly turned to me and very calmly and quietly said, "You would wet my bed when we were kids and it was blamed on me...But it was YOU!" Of course I denied it in surprise of his accusing me of such and thought it was funny and the subject was dropped.
Years later when beginning to focus on mastering the projections of my astral body, one morning as an adult, I sat up in my bed in my apartment after having had an unprovoked AP, something was made very clear about my past. During the "unprovoked" AP/OBE, I found myself standing in my bathroom looking around. It was pitch black, the only light was a soft dim yellow one which was coming from "Me". As I turned to look in the mirror, I saw Anderson, very clearly, behind me with a very familiar "teasing" grin on his face as he telepathically said to me, "OOooh, Mr. Hill" (He would always refer to me as, "Mr. Hill" when teasing me about something๐) as he seemed to move his head from side to side..."You continue to not believe anything that you see or know non-physically." As he related this to me, I instantly realized that I wanted to go to the bathroom for a reason. At which point, I instantly found myself back in my physical body in bed. Instantly, at this moment, I jumped up and ran to the bathroom to URINATE!๐ฑI knew very well that I had instantly been given a "message" during this unprovoked AP/OBE. In reference to my Brother's comment a several years ago.
During those years long ago, I would have that which I considered, horrible nightmares (Of course, decades later I discovered that they were NOT NIGHTMARES/DREAMS) and when having them, I would try to discreetly go slide into my Brother's bed due to fear, and attempt to stay there to sleep until the bright daylight would flow into our bedroom windows by morning, at which time I would carefully slide out of his bed back into my own. (Sometimes he would catch me and kick me out of his bed...๐As an adult, I soon learned/remembered when as a boy "believing" I had awakened and desired that I wanted to go to the bathroom and found myself arriving in the bathroom and it was so dark as I attempted to use my finger to turn on the light switch, and as I did so, my finger would go "through" the light switch and the light would not come on and I would immediately, run back to my "Brother's bed", believing that I had used the toilet!!! This occurred quite a few times.
Folks, I am discerning that you all comprehend that which was happening to me during those years...I have come to suspect, presently, that this could also be happening to numerous "Children" that are being referred to as, "Bed Wetters"๐
LOVE AND LIGHT๐๐
Marshall
Tuesday, September 26, 2023
I DISCOVERED/LEARNED THAT "WE" REALLY ARE THE LIGHT!
Presently, I have been constantly being reminded of that which I once "saw" several years ago during one of my "unprovoked" astral projections one early morning when waking up.
I believe that I have mentioned this previously when the experience occurred that morning here in my journals, but for some reason at the time I suppose I was in denial of it's possible reality๐Even whenever mentioning it to a few of my advanced metaphysician friends and associates and they all simply seemed to brush me off as if I was presenting nothing new to them, as their reply was always, "OH, we have all seen that...!"
As I have mentioned previously, I will never profess to know everything, BUT, the way of our world today has given me much concern... Both that which is being presented to the general public via Scientists, Physicists, Metaphysicians, etc. worldwide seems consistent in referrences to the actions of our universe that seems ongoing presently!
I only wish to say to all, "PLEASE STAY IN THE LIGHT!" Always try to keep in mind that we are ALL spiritual beings traveling in human vehicles that were created by GOD/THE UNIVERSAL MIND, a source that consist of LOVE....LOVE BEYOND OUR COMPREHENSION BEYOND AND ABOVE OUR HIGHER SELVES! More later.........
LOVE AND LIGHT, Marshall๐๐
Tuesday, July 4, 2023
MOVING THROUGH THE WHITE LIGHT!
Recently, one early morning when waking up, I suddendly found myself experiencing an unexpected, "unprovoked" astral projection๐ฎI was totally surprised, but somewhat calm and very relaxed.
When browsing the internet I was enabled to view this particular picture that definitely described what I saw as I seemed to be gliding through this tunnel of light...... Suddenly as I was being taken through this tunnel of light, I heard a voice (I believe it was the voice of a Female)๐ค The voice asked gently asked me a question, "Would you like to go now?" It seems within less than a second, I found myself opening my physical eyes in my bed, and thinking in my mind, "Mmmmmm.....I was not even given enough time to reply to the question???" I simply smiled to myself and began to get up from bed.
This whole experience happened to me that morning in what seemed like the speed of lightening and then it was over??? Several weeks began to pass as I harbored this particular out of body experience within my mind. As I did so, I continued to remember years ago whenever I would discuss my OBES with my beloved, Mother.๐ Whenever I told her about an OBE that I was highly frustrated about not being able to have clarification, she always, calmly and gently would say to me, "Do not worry, eventually it will become clear to you, just be patient."
By the way, at this very moment as I share this OBE with you here, a thought has entered my mind......"Was that my Mother's voice I heard during that OBE??? Mmmmm...I am not sure".๐ค Anyway, I do know that her words to me years ago, were 100% correct! Because one day, suddenly a thought entered my mind..."I think I know the reason for me believing that I thought that I was not given a chance to answer the question the voice had asked me!!!"๐ฎ"My higher self answered...the real ME, traveling within this human vehicle answered the question." Not my lower self sleeping in my bed, but my spiritual self."
I discerned that there was a strong possibility that maybe, I had completed my journey here on this Earth School, OR...I desired to learn more, or even maybe, due to that which I am observing events happening here in my beloved country, America and the rest of this world also....."What will be the outcome of it all."๐คBy the way, we can all determine the possibilities of our having chosen to attend school in this particular world (There are many, many, many other worlds!) when even being told by highly evolved guides that THIS world Earth is the most difficult one to attend, but evolving higher was far faster! We were also encouraged to be absolutely sure we wished to come here.....Our answers were, YES, because we are... Now check out your physical life thus far being here on Earth and give it much thought folks....."WE ARE RISK TAKERS!"๐๐๐ Being very much aware of the "free will" within all of us..... We are also, very inquisitive and want to know EVERYTHING!!!๐ค๐ More later....
LOVE AND LIGHT!๐๐
Marshall
Tuesday, February 15, 2022
MY BELOVED HARRY PART TWO
I have shared previously in my ongoing blogs about my non-physical experiences (OBES/APS) the seemingly, several levels of places my relatives, friends, associates, other loved ones, etc. have appeared to me.......
Most first appear resting or sleeping in what appears to be some kind of "healing facility?" When encountering them on a second experience had, they are grinning and as happy as can be and in the process of doing things that they had always wanted to do here but had not and are very busily doing so. Beyond that, when having other experiences, I have only encountered "one". Within my blogs/journals ongoing I have described this in detail. I also spoke of how "surprised" they seemed to be when seeing me there and that I got the impression that "I was not permitted to have been there???" (By the way, I would be most pleased if any of those reading this, that have in common with me, my metaphysical/spiritual experiences, to feel free to touch base with me here and share any possible clarifications for this to happen for me? I have received one comment in relationship to my concern.... The person told me that it could be possible that they were surprised to encounter me due to the possibility of my not being enabled to be there at this time.... Referring to my still being physically alive on earth?
My having presented all of the above here to you, I wish to tell you that I have "never" encountered any of my beloved Animals in a place similar to any of the "sleeping/resting/or healing type places?" Whenever encountering them, they are totally ALIVE AND WELL๐
Which now brings me back to something that I want to share with you in references to my Harry! During this present time when he has departed from this earth....... As I have mentioned previously, it has been tremendously difficult for me to continue moving forward in this physical/material world of existence๐ขWith deep meditations and going deep within myself, I have worked to do my best to soften my despair... I was in for a huge surprise when waking up one morning recently and knowing that I would be facing the first snowstorm announced the day before doing so. I looked outside my bedroom windows and the sidewalks were covered with snow. I thought to myself how everything would slow down and much caution would be taken during the day with activities, such as errands, driving cars, etc. I put my head back on my pillow and closed my eyes and calmly my mind went blank. Within seconds it seemed, I had gotten up from bed and went outside and was standing next to my car just looking at the snow- covered car and as I calmly and slowly looked down to my left, there stood my Harry looking up at me lovingly as to say, "Mmmm, we've got some snow here!" As quickly as this happened, I found myself instantly back in my bed in my bedroom realizing that I had just experienced an "unprovoked" OBE and intuiting that my Harry was showing me that he continued to be very much ALIVE softening tremendously my emotional pain of his physical departure! ๐
LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL ๐๐
Marshall
Monday, February 14, 2022
MY BELOVED HARRY PART ONE
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As I have mentioned previously, I always only share my non-physical (OBES) here when they actually occur.....Either "provoked" or "unprovoked".
The weeks continue to pass as I attempt to soften my grief for the loss of my beloved Dog/Companion, Harry. As many that love and cherish their beloved Animals (Dogs, Cats, etc.) the experiencing of pain can be overwhelming! I have thus far encountered most of my Animals on the other side during my projections. I must inform you that "all" of them when appearing to me have not been "provoked" projections. They have thus far "all" been "unprovoked" just as have been some of the various messages given to me during some of my most difficult frustrations of having a tremendous desire for "answers" to the difficult parts of my travels in this human vehicle in this earth school, I have intuited that I "chose" to come to in order to evolve.
I wish to share with those that might be interested, that I have in the past and am continuing to do so, that "contacts/encounters" do not seem to happen while still continuing to be in tremendous despair? I do believe now that this is due to their not being enabled to "come down" into the darkness/despair that we find ourselves suffering within ever again? This applies to both our Humans and Animals. Even though I am suspecting there are "exceptions". I will give two examples. 1. For many years, to my surprise, the most advanced astral projector that I knew of, was my close friend's young son, (He was even younger than my seventeen-year-old son that had passed away suddenly) but he and my son were best buddies. He was enabled to make contact with my son frequently.......At the time, I was disturbed not having any contact? My friend's son when I pressed him to please "find out the reason for this", did so. The information given to him was that "every time my son attempted to approach me, I would burst into tears and become tremendously depressed, and he was told by my son, that they could no longer go that low and the darkness we were overcome by, could no longer be experienced by those on the other side. It proved to be true....As my tremendous grief softened, contact was made!๐ 2. My amazing Dog, Sambo, a huge and energetic Akita, was only five years old when struck by Cancer....it was devastating! When the Vet advised that it would be best he be put to sleep permanently due to the ongoing agony he was experiencing....My feelings of overwhelming grief/despair were similar to that of my son's departure! The following morning of his demise as I "thought I had awakened", I found myself sitting on the edge of my bed and in front of me across the room, I saw a huge stone statue in the image of Sambo....It instantly broke open and out jumped Sambo, appearing healthy, energetic and more ALIVE than ever in physical life. He ran over to me and licked my lips and face and as fast as it all happened it was over!!! At which point my physical eyes opened wide and I realized that I had just experienced an "unprovoked" OBE! I knew very well that the symbolism was showing me, that the cast statue represented his being imprisoned in physical pain and that he had been released!!! He knew that my concerns about accepting the Vets decision was the correct action, he also knew that my physical life had been shattered....Sambo was well and more ALIVE THAN EVER BEFORE!๐
More later........LOVE AND LIGHT ๐๐
Marshall
Thursday, February 3, 2022
HOW MY ASTRAL PROJECTIONS HAVE SIGNIFICANTLY RELATED TO NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCES!
I have always mentioned when sharing my projections (OBES) with others the incidents that have occurred for me while doing so, the encounters with those on the other side that caused me tremendous frustrations due to not really comprehending that which I was witnessing???
A major one in particular was, how those residing there would react to my presence? Always, they would display huge grins or laugh out loud (telepathically) or ask the question to my surprise, "What is wrong with you? I am fine!๐" My beloved Mother at that time in the physical here, would always calmly, and gently say to me during my concerns......"Just relax. The answers will come to you eventually." She was always correct!๐Eventually, when I least expected it, someone or something here in the physical world would, for me, clarify without a doubt in my mind, information that would be discerned by me to give clarity and tremendous logic to my ongoing questions!
Recently, when encountering the Woman that shared the following with me and others, for me, it was a revelation of answers for me......๐
"I attempted suicide a couple times and when I got over there I was given the choice to stay or come back. In that space where I was making the decision to stay or go, I had absolute and full understanding of the beautiful task taking place here, I had full understanding of why it was so unbearably difficult, and I chose to stay here.
I am not saying that everyone has this same experience, but I'm saying that when in full understanding, I knew it was a gift to be here... In the future everything is complete. I'm the future, the war on evil is already won! But a few brave souls had to be here in this time to bridge the gap. And by a few, I mean millions and millions!
We are ALL very brave. I tell you truly, to be here on earth at this time, YOU decided to be here.
Many of you, outside of your own awareness, sat down with the creator and volunteered to suffer through earth at this time, to bridge the gap between this timeline and the future one where love defeated pain. You see, you can not get to the future without the now. And we here in the now, we knew the work we'd be doing. We're basically like "fill ins"...........Between the old world and the new one! I hope you could understand what I'm trying to say."
LOVE AND LIGHT TO ALL๐๐
Marshall




