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"Rightly or wrongly- as the reader may decide- the writer considers that many, though not of course all, accounts which people give of having temporarily left their Physical Bodies in some sort of 'Spiritual Body' are basically true." THE STUDY AND PRACTICE OF ASTRAL PROJECTION, Dr. Robert Crookall
MICHAEL
I will speak briefly about Michael since I have spoken much about him in some of my earlier blogs.
Michael, an Intensive Care Nurse by profession flew in to visit me during possibly the darkness and most dismal periods of my journey on this planet to date. The unimaginable reality of the death of Anderson and my dismal attempts to continue my journey on this earth having recently experienced it all.
On arrival Michael immediately said, OH MY GOD! THIS PLACE LOOKS LIKE A SHRINE! (He was referring to all of the objects, photographs etc. of Anderson) He quickly removed everything from the entire apartment and then handed me "one photograph" and said, YOU CAN KEEP THIS ONE OVER THE FIREPLACE. Then he told me I would have to adjust to doing other things besides just working and sleeping and limiting my physical life to "nothing!"
We had so much in common that I immediately started to be distracted by our jokes about life and people in general. He had very similar interests and just as I did, loved those with eccentric personalities. We went out every day and night. I remember the night he, OLGA and I went out and partied all night! We were so wasted the next day that none of us got up until it was time to go out again!!!
He and Greg had definitely "known" each other very well??? The tension and friction could be cut through with a knife!!! Aahahahahaha!
Michael and Olga spent all of their time laughing hysterically together. This all clarifies the fact that everybody was very "familiar" "connected" in some way, in spite of the fact that in physical reality, all were meeting each other for the first time?
Michael had previously had a NEAR DEATH EXPERIENCE during a car accident in Germany. This had tremendously changed how he was able to view and see his physical life on the planet. At the same time, it seemed that he seemed to "pull" much suppressed information about what was actually happening to him from ME? He was able to bring me to face much of what I had been harboring inside myself about my metaphysical abilities and insights! All seemed so natural and easy for me to reveal to him when he would ask a question of me or bring up a subject he wanted to know more about in depth in relationship to the paranormal. The more he pulled from me, the more he seemed to "release" all the information that had been "opened" to him during his NDE.
My apartment suddenly became "opened" to ALL THOSE THAT ONE COULD SEE WITH ONE'S ASTRAL EYES!
I lived in a Triplex and Michael slept on the second floor and I slept on the third floor. When having coffee each morning, there was ALWAYS so much to discuss about the extraordinary experiences that Michael had during daybreak! THE PAINTING ON THE WALL, THE BUTTERFLIES ON THE WALL, THE LADY WITH THE LONG HAIR THAT WOULD VISIT HIS BEDROOM JUST BEFORE DAYBREAK AND THE ICE COLD AIR THAT WOULD ACCOMPANY HER ENTRANCE......... And both of our experiences have continued and been discussed between us for many years to come. Whether he was in Kansas, Germany, or anywhere else! Much information has been gathered during the many, many OBEs we both had about past, present and future!
Our relationship is a continuation from a time far more expanded than that of the present....... This is yet another SOUL MATE traveling with me during my journeys!
More later............
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
IF THEY DON'T LIKE ME, I KNOW I AM DOING A GOOD JOB! ....Gregory T. Kammerer
GREG
AHAHAHAHAHHA! Greg said this to me one day while we were having a disagreement about an employee in one of the businesses we operated many years ago.
I had tried to use something against him in order to get my way about a problem we were having by informing him of how some people in the business had displayed their dislike for him about his actions as a boss.
Of course he proved to be "right!" Greg was always "right". He had one of the most powerful things known to mankind going for him, HE ALWAYS USED LOGIC!
Having been best friends/business partners with him for more than 35 years gives reasons for me to know without a doubt that Greg and I had "known" each other far longer than this present physical journey we were having on this planet.
What was this person to me in another dimension or time? This is very simple. The primary explanation is always if you are in a friendship as well as a business partnership with another person, whether they be MAN AND WOMAN, MAN AND MAN, WOMAN AND WOMAN. = WE WERE HUSBAND AND WIFE! (Also, I am sure the first question is: Who is the husband and who is the wife? Just as I have, you too can discern the answer to that question.) In order to discern this, start to think of the following: So many have blurted out and stated, "You/They fight like husband and wife!!!" "The two of them act like, one body is the left arm and the other is the right arm!" "Those two are perfect together!" "They really know how to operate!" etc. I do have to admit that he did have one thing that all that knew him, were very much aware of, HE WAS AND STILL IS, A WORKAHOLIC! This is an amazing thing about him and even more amazing to observe! I also admit, that I was not aware of the fact that I had been in the presence of watching what is considered TODAY A SELF-MADE MULTI-MILLIONAIRE!
Greg's parents often referred to me as his "Brother, The Black Sheep!" Aahahahah, of course due to the physicality's of us, that he was a "snow-flake" with blond hair and baby blue eyes! And me, well, look at my photo!)
My relationship with his family was equally as close as our friendship. As was his with my family. My family knew his immediate family and his mine.
Many OBEs happened during these years for me. But I will only reveal here the most significant one.
I will present the one about his father, Francis, whom I always referred to as, ST. FRANCIS. He was a devout Catholic. I spent countless hours of time sitting in the den on Sunday afternoons with the sports games on television and the two of us having long conversations. At the end of his journey here on this earth, he developed a terrible disease which began to take his physical life slowly but surely. We all of course were extremely sad.
One morning a year before his illness and death occurred, I had a very vivid OBE. I found myself standing in an apartment, on a high floor across the street from a school I had attended as a young teenager. Anderson, who of course had crossed over, was smiling and standing next to a large portrait hanging on the wall to his right of St. Francis. He displayed symbols of "Winter?"
I was very confused. Since I knew very well that he had never even met St. Francis in person on this earth? Also, he had never been to this location where I attended school at that time?
Sadly, awhile after the OBE it was announced to me that St. Francis was very, very ill.
Then shortly that he was dying. And at a point during the "Winter" months he died. There was so much "symbolism" for me to figure out, since it always seemed that those who had crossed over, "spoke" in "pictures/images". With time I came to "know" that the location was the school, because the name of that school was a "number". The "age" of which St. Francis crossed over. I discerned the "smile" was because "they ALL seem to laugh and smile "over there!"
Several months later, I had another OBE in connection with St. Francis. I found myself being accompanied by Anderson through a series of houses? All were pristine and white in appearance. They were mostly vacant or for sale? Suddenly, I found myself in one and in front of me was St. Francis. He was very relaxed and in great health and inspecting or adjusting items in this large room in a house. As if he was "preparing" the house for something or someone?
St. Francis turned to me and simply said, LET GO. And then he handed me a plate with a Ham Sandwich on it. I was surprised, BUT not too surprise to not notice that the HAM ON THAT SANDWICH WAS "FRESH HAM!" And I knew very well that was Fresh Ham because I loved ham..... The OBE ended.
My only thought was, "What would his wife say to me if I asked her a stupid question, like, WHAT WAS ST. FRANCIS'S FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH???" Well, I gave it a short time of thought and then I called her and casually worked it into my conversation with her, MARILYN, WHAT WAS ST. FRANCIS'S FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH?" She never even paused for a second, she simple blurted out to me, OH, HE LOVED HAM SANDWICHES. BUT, IT "ALWAYS" HAD TO BE "FRESH HAM!" SOMETIMES I WOULD ASK HIM WHAT HE WANTED ME TO COOK FOR DINNER AND HE WOULD SAY, "JUST MAKE ME A NICE FRESH HAM SANDWICH!"
This would be considered, VERIFICATION.
Since that time has passed, Marilyn crossed over very shortly after St. Francis. During my most difficult times recently, she too has "appeared" to me with supportive information "about the outcome" of situations that brew in front of me presently.
Greg, another example of a Soul Mate that made the journey here and has honored his sacred contract signed before arriving. I repeat here, that we ALL can discern our Soul Mates, by taking the time and efforts to do so. Of course, I continue to insist that we all realize that we must not get misguided in doing so by permitting our self-involved EGOS get in the way. My thoughts are that so many of us are really prolonging our envolvements by continuously arriving and being totally distracted by "unrealistic goals and thoughts" that have absolutely nothing to do with our true, planned projections orchestrated by us before arriving.
I have no doubts that many of us will contiously repeat the exact same mistakes over and over and over....... Most of us never really come to the conclusion that so many material obstacles that we set up in front of us due to our egos are nothing more than total distractions!
Sometimes when we never really step back and say to ourselves, OH MY GOD! I DID THAT BEFORE AND MY LIFE WAS A MESS, AND NOW I AM DOING IT AGAIN??? Some of us are not even aware of doing so. We are stuck to the physical, we cannot possibly conceive that we are MORE than physical. As I have said before, THE MONEY, THE SEX, THE POWER, THE SELF ADORATION OR BOTH OURSELVES AND THOSE WE CHOOSE ARE JUST TOO OVER-POWERING TO LET GO!
Only when we stop and "see" the TRUE REALITY. How do I know this you might ask? By having THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
More later........
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
"A person who seeks relationships only to gratify his or her own needs, such as his or her own emotional or sexual needs, will find that each relationship is essentially identical, that the people in his or her life are replaceable, that experiences with the first and experiences with the second are essentially the same." GARY ZUKAV
I do believe that it is possible as I have said before for everybody to discern who their true Soul Mates are during their present journey here on the planet. BUT....I also would like to be clear about something else, the sequences in which they join us are not absolutely clear to me. My OBEs have shown me incidents involving my being with my various soul mates, but not necessarily in proper sequence.
Also it should be said that even though I shy away from focusing on the subject of REINCARNATION when giving you my thoughts and experiences, that YES, we do not always incarnate as the "same sex" as we might have chosen during a previous lifetime. It is only logical that in order to develop or learn many lessons chosen, there is a very good possibility that we would have to experience sexual changes.
When we arrive on the earth plane, we arrive as "human beings". Free will, etc. But, the most damaging, EGOS! BUT, it does seem to be made very clear, that no matter which sex, form or whatever, we choose to perform as, we ALWAYS remain OURSELVES. In other words, YOU will always be YOU and I will always be ME!
Due to sophisticated mass communications, such as the Internet, television, etc. we are not able to be witness to many situations in the world around us that we were unaware of in the past. Such as, "Little boys, wanting to dress up as little girls, etc. High drama and over zealous psychologists running front and center for media attention. Transgenders, Transsexuals, Heterosexuals, Homosexuals, Cross-Dressers, women wanting desperately to be men and men desperately wanting to be women...... WE SHOULD "LOVE" EVERYBODY. WE ARE ALL BROTHERS AND SISTERS IN SPIRIT. GOD/GODDESS IS THE UNIVERSAL MIND, WE CANNOT LABEL THIS ENTITY AS A SEXUAL BEING. At the same time, "complexed". All for a reason. AND, rather than go further with this subject, always remember, WE DO NOT, in spite of the fact that so many believe they do, (in the name of religion) know the thoughts of THIS HIGHER POWER!
Repeating again as I continuously do when writing, FOR MY THOUGHTS ARE NOT YOUR THOUGHTS, NEITHER ARE YOUR WAYS MY WAYS" Isaiah 55:8 And I repeatedly quote Albert Einstein, I WANT TO KNOW GOD'S THOUGHTS...THE REST ARE DETAILS." More later..................
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
"Life is really very simple. What we give out, we get back. What we think about ourselves becomes the truth for us. I believe that everyone, myself included, is responsible for everything in our lives, the best and the worst. Every thought we think is creating our future. Each one of us creates our experiences by our thoughts and our feelings. The thoughts we think and the words we speak create our experiences. Louise L. Hay
PETER
Before I start, I wish to once more state that I am not necessarily presenting my thoughts about "Reincarnation". I am primarily sharing my experiences and thoughts about THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
I am trying to be brief when writing about my Soul Mates, because each one would actually consume an entire book of writing about, therefore I wish to give you as much information as possible without too much detail.
A rather famous Medium before doing a television show, sat with me one day and attempted to give me information about things my physical eyes could not "see". Unfortunately, what I saw "clearly" was, major reasons, that so many people believe that people such as this are FAKES! I personally believe that it is possible for some of us to "see" at least "something". But we have to be carefully about discerning what we "see" with the non-physical eyes and what we "make up" with our imaginations.
This particular woman did give me some good advice. She said, YOU MIGHT TRY ASKING FOR SOMEONE TO COME INTO YOUR LIFE TO SUPPORT YOU WITH YOUR FINAL JOURNEY DURING AGING!
This was a good idea, due to the fact that Mini-Mom had living children that would in all probability watch over her at that time and so did my Brother. ME, I was.... Well, it was just ME!
I thought about it, and thought about it, and then said to myself, "Yeah, maybe that would keep me out of an "old folks home!" Aahaha...=) Enter stage left, PETER! "Oh my God!" A relative from Virginia (Where we both were born) He seems to have found me the way people seem to find long lost friends and relatives these days, via the Internet and was extremely happy to know that I was very involved in Metaphysics, as he too had began to study. He said he would be attending the university nearby where I lived and wanted to stay with me. 19 when he arrived and created an area in the apartment for the living accommodations of 35 Pet Mice. (They seemed to have babies every day!) Most of my "fake" plants were replaced with "real" ones. He knew a lot about botany. He could dance (like a pro) sing and had a photographic memory for lyrics! (I definitely "needed" that when I was working in show business, I had crib sheets pasted on the floor, monitors, my hand, ahaha) His focus was EVERYWHERE! I would hold my breath when he would have a big exam coming up and the studying for it was in addition to what seemed like "millions of other things!" Me like a hen always yelling, you have to study! BUT, my head was always spinning when he got "A's"??? The constant creative projects were amazing! Writing, drawing, sculpturing, ceramics, etc. Did I mention his elaborate social life!!! Whenever he was present in the apartment, he was singing and dancing and doing incredible imitations of various voices. (When he was working at my gallery, I called and for a good 15 minutes I thought I was talking to OLGA!!!) What a riot!
As time went by, I called his Mother, Sheree. I said, "Sheree, Peter has well over 35 mice here and he is over-the-top with his chaotic behaviour!" Isn't there anything you can say to him? She was calm, cool and collected when she responded to me, MARSHALL, YOU ARE HERE FOR A REASON! And then she changed the subject. I found myself almost SPEECHLESS! Because when she said that to me, my entire body shook and my mind became unsettled. I could literally FEEL what she said to me as being MORE CRYPTIC than I could ever imagine!!!
Sheree had been in the military, she served in The Gulf War. Back in Virginia, she was attacked by a medical condition, Sclerderma. WWW.SCLERODERMA.ORG It was devastating and life threatening. When Peter and I visited Virginia and attended a family dinner, I was numbed when I could see, in person, what this could do to a beautiful young woman and it broke my heart. Yet, she was strong and determined to be without complaints. I never really realized how devastating this was when each time I would speak to her on the phone, and I would say, HOW ARE YOU DOING? And she would simply respond, MARSHALL, I AM DYING.
I cannot count the amount of times that I would catch myself when speaking to Peter and calling him by my brother's name, BILLY? Many times I would speak to Peter and not even realize I was saying it. Sometimes, he would giggle and I would ask him what is so funny? He would remind me that I was talking to him and repeatedly calling him, BILLY. (He was my younger Brother and through most of our childhood I was given the responsibility to take care and watch him because we were left alone for so much of the time. As adults we became estranged. That information would fill a book unto itself!)
One early morning while Peter was living in the apartment with me in Brooklyn. I had an OBE I woke up and immediately fell into the hypnogogic state and then found myself in another time and place backstage in a theater sitting next to a young woman that was in my mind OLGA. She appeared very stressed and tired. Seems her career was not going well? She asked me what I would be doing next? I quickly responded that I did not know and was concerned about leaving town because of my younger brother, whom I seemed to know without a doubt was PETER! I told her I was responsible to watch over him because of his problem with drugs and alcohol. But I knew also that I was obsessed with my career in the theater and I wanted to keep working. I could feel the darkness and despair in my astral body. The OBE had ended.
One day Peter spoke to me about an OBE he had the day before...... He said, YOU AND I WERE ON STAGE IN AN EMPTY THEATER. IT SEEMED MANY DECADES IN THE PAST. YOU KEPT TELLING ME THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO LEARN THE ROUTINE THAT WE WOULD BE PERFORMING TOGETHER IN THE THEATER. I WAS HAVING TROUBLE, BUT YOU KEPT INSISTING THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO DO IT! I KNEW IN MY MIND WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT WE WERE BROTHERS AND YOU WANTED TO TEACH ME A ROUTINE SO I WOULD BE ABLE TO TRAVEL IN THIS SHOW WITH YOU.
Peter moved to New Jersey eventually. But he would constantly speak to me about his OBEs. His psychic abilities are very advanced! He has "seen" and "known" far more things than I myself. He primarily does not set up the same "blockages" that I find myself doing. He has "seen" several of the same disasters that I have "seen" but far worst! (They also "match" those which Olga "sees!" Some of the coming events that they have "seen" are far, far more catastrophic than anything I remember "seeing" during my OBEs) Peter is a student/follower of The World Renowned Metaphysician, Louise L. Hay.
Sadly, three years later, Sheree crossed over. Peter was 21. She had promised Peter that she would be in "touch" whenever she left. She has kept that promise. She has CONTACTED him on several occasions. More than once. When I was driving on the highway with Peter sitting next to me in the car, we would be in conversation and suddenly, I would interrupt our conversation and say to Peter, OH MY GOD! SHE IS HERE! SHEREE IS HERE! SHE IS RIGHT BETWEEN US.......WHERE MY RIGHT SHOULDER AND YOUR LEFT SHOULDER IS......SHE IS RIGHT HERE! She seemed to be leaning between the two of us with her arms folded on the backs of our seats. I could "feel" all of this without a doubt in my mind. She was smiling and seemed to be quietly listening to our conversation. She was relaxed and pleased, no pain, nothing, just total bliss!
Her son was being "guided" to her approval AND her son was headed in the right direction during his journey and her son was also a part of the Universal Mind, he was also giving back in return and most of all he was evolving. This was a brilliant and well educated individual while on this earth and she was now able to attend to her own journey without the fear of having left behind Peter (or his sister whom is also an important part of my life) so soon in his physical life on the planet. Peter has since graduated from college, in addition to receiving several awards for his art and continues to be involved in "whirlwind activities!"
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To date, Peter's contributions and support/involvement during my journey has been astronomical to say the least! Sometimes I do believe that when "Those Unseen" who whisper "messages" into my mind have made it clear to me, that Peter will be around to lend me a helping hand when it's time for me to make my transition to The Other Side.
There is so much more, but as I said, at this time I am not presenting it. But it is important for all to know, that WE ALL HAVE SOUL MATES and during my OBEs I have discovered that they are not necessarily related to that which we might believe during our journey. It is very, very complicated, yet very, very simple at the same time to us. We just need to discern them properly. In art studies there is an expression, SIMPLICITY IS THE ESSENCE OF DESIGN! And please permit me to add my own personal tag to that expression, AND ALL THE REST IS UNFOUNDED DRAMA!
More later............
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
"What is not learned in each lifetime is carried over into other lifetimes, along with new lessons that arise for the soul to learn, new karmic obligations that result from the responses of its personality to the situations that it encounters. The lessons that the soul has learned also are brought forward into other lifetimes, and this is how the soul evolves." GARY ZUKAV
Before going further to describe those which I consider my Soul Mates, I wish to take this time to clarify a few things.
These are to my knowledge the four most powerful souls in my life in recent years. The Universal Mind as I have said is much more advanced than we in human form could imagine. It does not think, nor operates as we do here on earth. It performs with perfection beyond our comprehension. Which brings me to these points that I wish to express to you.
It is a much more complexed thing than meets the physical eyes as to how these soul mates relate to my life. We must understand that our soul mates are not only "rescuing/supporting" us during our journey, but WE too are making a tremendous contribution in return to them... Some of which will be made clear to us while here and some things will not.... Some of them will tell you how you have made changes or constructive contributions to their life in the process. (Some will not. Some of my own have told me my contributions to them and I feel blessed by their informing me. Some have not to my knowledge? BUT, fear not! It is not necessarily important that we know everything at the moment.)
I told you earlier that you would also be able to identify some of your primary soul mates. Some of the methods you will need to use are Deep Meditations and as I have OBEs. There you will begin to "see" them and know exactly who they are in your present life as well as possibly in past times.
Identifying factors will be some of the following: They will seem very, very "familiar" to you. Your mind must be wide open in order to recognize these things! Do not mistake all relatives as soul mates. Or boyfriends, girlfriends, husbands, wives, etc. Do not mistake co-dependants as soul mates. They depend not only on you, but ALL those around them, and are not aware of these negatives. Most of these human beings from observation, you will notice have no "true goals" during their journeys. They are only seeking to acquire as much material gain as possible. (We have sometimes referred to them as "Party Animals") They are angry and resentful towards not only you, but those around them.....they hover over what they believe "belongs" to them as if their entire life "depended" on them or it. In other words, they begin to smother the life out of those around them due to their unconsciously being aware of the fact that they are destroying and thwarting the journeys of others, be they easy or difficult.
You will recognize them by their lack of individuality. Most are talentless and have no real personal goals in life that are not materialistic in nature. They begin to seek out those who have that which they desire and hopefully by placing themselves in the constant company of these human beings, some of their gifts will rub off onto themselves. They have forgotten their "initial purposes" for venturing here to this planet. They cannot live in this life as being their own physical created realities, but rather go from day to day having the determined belief that all and everybody "owes" them! All of their LOVE given or shared is dependant on how much they can expect or get back! The mistakes of these souls are repeated indefinitely without knowledge. (This immediately brings to our attention WHY many if not most of us might have to continuously "return" to class!)
You and I can discern our true Soul Mates, not from one another necessarily, BUT, from the Universal Mind during Meditations and also from Prayer. We must be patient and we must listen and we must be ready to accept THE TRUTH! The truth is difficult sometimes for all of us to accept. But we are given many opportunities to rectify our situations in order to receive and accept it.
For I have learned many things during my OBEs about how our EGOS will definitely become tremendous obstacles in achieving this successfully. My higher self during these times has always made it clear to me also, that JEALOUSY also causes us many of our limitations on achieving these things. It is one of the obstacles that will stand firmly in our way of moving forward and definitely will give us a ticket to our own "repeat performance!" By the way, many of us, cannot and will not conceive of these drawbacks. We will only strike out at those who would even suggest such a thing to us. Test it out. Confront some human beings with their obvious display of EGO or JEALOUSY and you might even loose a friend! (Or even a close relative?) Aahahaha!
Find some of your true SOUL MATES. I promise you that it will be a wonderful awakening! We discover that we are definitely not alone on our difficult journey here on planet earth. There are others whom have chosen to accompany us and attend many of the same classes. More later.........
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
All four people in the photographs know each other. Therefore, my thoughts are that all four people in association with me now have been intertwined together in some capacity during previous times of existence due to the facts that all of these people when confronted in person with one another had very specific impressions/feelings in relationship to their initial meetings and unfolding of future events.
Please do not misinterpret the thoughts and experiences that I am presenting to you now about my connection to these particular individuals as being that of a presentation about the subject of, REINCARNATION. These are primarily, not my intentions here at all. Rather, I am still continuing to present to you my experiences and discoveries in relationship to my many OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES!
When we choose to drop our roles in this present existence, as merely followers of the "Herds" and holding on and accepting the collective beliefs of others in the majority/control/accepted/comfortable belief systems without breaking off from them (moving away from one's comfort zone!) and opening our thoughts to those which we might suspect to be possibilities entering into our intuitions, but instead shy away, due to our fear of becoming unacceptable/outcasts of the judgemental ideas/beliefs established and written in stone by the Herds unanimously. At which point, we all very quickly loose our individuality's and become "stuck" into the limited thinking of how the universe actually in reality operates!
Be quiet. Be still. Meditate. Use Prayer if you wish. Think.....this is what happens to most of us in our formative years. THESE ARE THE UNIVERSAL GIFTS THAT ARE BESTOWED UPON US AS CHILDREN AND THEN MANY TIMES TAKEN AWAY FROM US BY OTHERS, DUE TO THEIR FEARS AND GUILTS DEVELOPED AS WE MATURE AND THEN START CREATING ILLUSIONS OF HOW WE "WANT" TO "SEE" THE WORLD! More Later................
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
"Keep on asking and you will be given what you ask for. Keep on looking and you will find. Keep on knocking and the will be opened." Matthew 7:7
OLGA, PETER, MICHAEL, GREGORY. From top to bottom are the names of the people in the photographs.
I will try to briefly give information as to what information I was given about how these particular four humans beings/souls functioned in my life during my present journey here on this planet. All of you who read my blogs here will be able to discover also how various individuals function in you present and past life when experiencing your OBEs.
The above mentioned persons either entered "physically" into my present physical life many, many years ago and others, in more recent times.
OLGA
I will start with OLGA. She entered into my life during one if not the darkest and saddest times in my life! I promptly rejected her friendship wanting very much at the time to escape from associating with people. I wanted to suffer and waddle in my own misery in isolation.
I soon discovered that many people wanted to befriend her, she was and is extremely popular and that she was very selective about whom she trusted to enter into her life and was somewhat of a very, very private person. It became very obvious to me that most attempted to invade on her privacy rather than she theirs on attempting to befriend her........
Something odd seemed to be happening in relationship to she and I in getting to know each other on a closer level.......I was avoiding her as if she were a "plague" and she was NOT HAVING IT! Which I came to find rather humorous. With time, we became the closest friends you could ever imagine. I also became familiar with many of her family members as did she with mine. Another discovery was made in a very short period of time.....we were both Artist and Musicians! And we both were equally interested in the study of:
METAPHYSICS! Who was this woman??? How did we have such an almost, "instant connection???" She immediately started to force me back into "physical realities!" I remember telling her how depressed I was and how much I always had the feelings of letting go of physical life. She was disgusted! I told her that I would make another try by requesting "anti-depressants" from my doctor. Which I did.......shortly after starting to take them, I asked her what she thought of my behaviour? She responded, I PREFERRED YOU BETTER WHEN YOU WERE NOT TAKING THEM. I responded to her and asked if she did not notice how much better I was and that I was not acting as crazy or weird as before? She responded, I LIKED THE WAY YOU ACTED BEFORE, "NOW" YOU ARE ACTING WEIRD!" (I stopped taking them).
I always questioned both she and myself as to "who?" we actually were to each other??? I started to try and prompt her to develop her astral projection abilities......
I do remember her having the first one where she ended up in the closet in her bedroom and freaked out because she felt she was trapped and could not get out!!! She had already had several paranormal experiences in her life, before meeting me. I will always remember the one where she had been followed closely on a dark road, very late at night by that which we would call, an UFO. She was terrified and in a terrible panic, but did make it safely home that night without incident. But the terror of it all remains with her to this day.
But with time, I started to have OBEs and a few people appeared that I could not really identify at first. But, with time they became very familiar. In particular, a woman very similar in appearance to Olga who was a MEDIUM. The symbolism in them was that this woman in addition to having the appearance similar to Olga, also was "reading my palms", "reading notes and papers that were all about me", etc. Always counseling or giving me information about myself! There were other times, a daughter or a small child appeared resembling her in a "different time" YET, a very familiar place. I believe I mentioned earlier in one of my blogs, that she was the person to direct me to the correct place to research and find answers to my questions about so much which was displayed to me in my Out of Body Experiences!
During this present dimension, whenever things have crumbled, she has been there to support my survival of it all. Once when attempting to find a new apartment, I remember she accompanied me one day and how we both walked in to one of the apartments in question, and suddenly we both found ourselves having difficulties breathing. Both of us were suddenly over-come with this frightening feeling to get out as soon as possible. (The Real Estate Agent showing it was oblivious to any of this....) As time has gone by through the years, it has been MORE than obvious that this was definitely the various persons in my OBEs portraying other characters during what I surmised as other times? This started to make it clearer and clearer to me that our contracts had been made long before ever arriving on this planet..... This was one of the spiritual beings that had chosen to travel or arrive at a time we had agreed on when assistance was needed. I believe we must also realize, that it is not really a simple process. It is much more complexed.
LOVE AND LIGHT!
Marshall
