YES! I have seen them several times. They were usually my dogs or cats that had passed on to The Other Side. They are there, loving and kind and playful and happy. As in the physical, always excited and playful to be with us.
As a young child many of of us are very cruel to small animals. I thus far have not forgotten how cruel I was to new born stray kittens. I was damaged by the memories of my actions towards them as a small boy. It was a very important question I needed to ask when visiting a Psychiatrist as a young adult. Why??? Why did I have such an obsession to harm them so terribly when I have always loved animals so very much. The answer was given to me and with much thought on my part, I realized that it made very good sense. It did not make me feel better knowing the answer, but it made it clearer to me as to why I performed such horrible acts on these helpless animals.
I have tried to forgive myself and yet, to this day after so many years, I still cannot completely accept total forgiveness for my actions. I was told by the Psychiatrist that I was asserting what I felt was "control" and "power" over these innocent and fragile animals to calm my fear and great pain of being abused myself. As a boy I would run directly into an oncoming Tornado and begin singing happy songs loudly. (How on earth did I survive these actions) While my brother horrified would hide under a bed in the house. I remember very well playing with matches and the excitement of creating large fires around me without harming anyone, but feeling very excited and thrilled by my actions. Why? I WAS FEELING POWERFUL, because I was so afraid and damaged by others bigger than little me.
I was so traumatized by huge adults who did terrible things to me and I was too young, too small and too weak to defend myself.
Those were horrible lessons for me to learn about existing in this dimension. But, as a growing child I grew to love all of the animals I came in contact with into my adulthood. I am NOT an animal activist today and never have been. (People that wish to be so should not be judged and they should not judge others. I find these groups repulsive!) BUT....to each his own. I personally am fascinated and have so much love inside my heart for all animals. Their unconditional love is amazing!!!
Sometimes, I exhaust myself physically, attempting to get the Roaches out of my space alive rather than murder them, Aahahahahha! Sometimes, by habit I smash them....But, if I can get them out I will. But for some reason I do have my limits. I will do anything to get Spiders, Moths, Worms, Mice, Rats, etc. away from my space. I will not destroy them....... The various methods that are use to kill them is just not for me. Catching a mouse or rat on a glue trap is preferable. I learned that I could take them away a distance from my space and with oil, release them into the outdoors area far enough from me, hoping they will not find their way back.
Now some might be saying now, THIS IS RIDICULOUS! I am smiling now. But, stay with me for a moment and follow what I am about to tell you. Look at these animals. No matter how small or big. Stop and think for a moment. Open your mind and think: IS THIS ANIMAL BEFORE ME, SOMEONES MOTHER? IS THIS ANIMAL BEFORE ME RESPONSIBLE TO FIND FOOD FOR IT'S FAMILY AND ARE THEY EXPECTING IT TO RETURN SOON? DOES THIS ANIMAL BREATH THE SAME AIR I BREATH OR HAVE EYES TO SEE THE WORLD AROUND IT OR ME? DO THESE ANIMALS HAVE BLOOD INSIDE OF THEM, JUST AS I HAVE BLOOD INSIDE MY BODY? DO THEY FEEL PAIN AND SUFFERING JUST AS I FEEL PAIN AND SUFFERING?. Are they doing what they do under the laws of which they were created to live under? Think about this and add your own thoughts and decide how you really feel deep inside your heart about these ideas.
On the radio, yesterday during a replay of a man speaking very angrily, I heard him say the following: WHY SHOULD SHE HAVE TO GO TO JAIL FOR 4 YEARS, IT WAS ONLY A DOG!!!!????
The situation was this: His relative had been captured on video by a bystander, beating a Dog with a snow shovel. The Dog was rescued and had broken limbs, and would be cripple for life. It would be blind in one eye for life and had internal injuries. According to the report. This person had been abusing this animal for a long time in the past. My heart was breaking! In my mind, I was imagining this animal screaming out in pain as this person abused it. This was a living, breathing animal that suffered pain just as we do and cried out in agony just as any human being would and this man was asking the question: WHY SHOULD SHE HAVE TO GO TO JAIL FOR 4 YEARS, IT WAS "ONLY" A DOG!
This animal could not defend itself against this monster that was attempting to destroy it. It is my belief that this is truly the beginning of THE NEW AGE! Maybe this person was "lowly evolved" or had mental problems. Maybe 4 years in jail was not appropriate. But would it set a new example to others, that this was a living creature and suffered pain and agony just and you and I would under the circumstances. Maybe we are going to "advance" in this new beginning into higher and better and more caring and loving human beings!
I am presently living in a more rural area than I lived in the recent past. Therefore, when traveling on the highways, I see sights that are very common. Animals that have been hit by moving cars and left on the highway to either suffer or be repeatedly run over by oncoming cars. Some are small and some are large. Recently, while driving in the car with another person, I saw a deer's body on the highway. Just by some gut reaction I yelled out. Please stop the car and then we can remove that animal from the road. The person I was with firmly replied, "Marshall, you cannot stop the car at 60 miles an hour and get out and remove that dead animal". I was silent and continued our journey and in my mind, my imagination was going wild with ideas of this scene. "What is happening with this world? So much progress. But what about those animals? How do they return home to their families? Will they miss them and wait believing that they will return soon? Were there small babies? Will they starve to death for lack of food or protection? There will be no proper burial for that animal I just viewed. How many cars will continue to pass by and roll over its' lifeless body? I know very well, none of this would be the same if it had been a human being. My mind went on and on and my soul sat for awhile in a very confused and dark place. The mysteries of this world we humans live in once again became tremendously "disturbing" to me. My Metaphysical studies, my meditations, my search for answers to so many questions continued to build.
I am going to close for now, but before I do......Think about this: We humans, shed red blood when exposed to air, and every living, breathing Dog shows, in my opinion, displays UNCONDITIONAL LOVE and cries out in pain when physically harmed and displays sadness when left alone or abandoned by a human being or even another animal companion. They do so much of the things that we do as human beings, AND WHEN THEY DIE.... I HAVE "SEEN" THEM ON THE OTHER SIDE, IN THE OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCE!
Love and Light!
Marshall
Monday, March 8, 2010
Sunday, March 7, 2010
OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES AND THE "MIND"
During the OBE it is an amazing thing when one focuses in on how we actually "create" our entire physical life force by using the MIND! One of my favorite metaphysical lecturers and teachers is the wonderful author of numerous books on the subject, LOUISE L. HAY. She is a woman who has besides creating miraculous things for herself using the power of the mind, but also has been such a force in presenting to so many people how using the mind can attract anything you so desire in your life!
So many of us are tied to the physical and believe that MONEY is everything. Yes, it can be of great importance on this plane of existence. But what if we look at it very closely and examine how really important it is to us in order for us to live a full and rewarding life.
I am very much aware that when I have OBEs that having any kinds of cash on me does not help me to travel. No matter how far or near. I can actually travel to Europe "free of charge". I can eat, drink and be merry without a penny in my pocket? Yet, during physical every day situations I am always faced with the pains of knowing, I am going to have to shell MONEY out if I am going to survive physically. OK........ So be it. But what about if we could "attract" this needed money to us in order to achieve our physical desires? Not only money, but, GOOD HEALTH. PEACE. WELL BEING.
During my OBEs, I was made aware of the fact that all of the things I liked in life were attracted to me by MY THOUGHTS. All of the things I disliked in life were attracted by MY THOUGHTS.
Wow! I could "see" that whatever I did not want was in some way brought upon me by my way of thinking and my belief system. Some of my thinking was instilled in me by my surroundings and by what I was taught by my parents, teachers, etc. What I have discovered is that these beliefs became an ingrown part of my sub-conscious. I must say this, that the sub-conscious is the most powerful part of us and the most difficult to change or alter once it takes hold of what we feed it. This is the reason I no longer believe that I am a victim of anything or anybody. All that has happened to me that I LIKED or DISLIKED was a result of my own doings. My own ATTRACTING! We attract both good and bad by our thoughts/or our way of thinking or the way we "see" the world. If we "see" the world as a frightening place to be living in, so be it. If we "see" the world as a wonderful and amazing experience, SO BE THAT TOO!
I firmly believe what I was taught about being able to "consciously" project from the physical body: ONE MUST "TRICK" OR "GET PASS THE SUB-CONSCIOUS" parts of our minds. Why? Because that is where the strongest part of our true belief system is living. The part that holds our true ways of thinking. What we have come to believe is the only way for us! I must say this very moment to you, that there are many that are reading this, which I am writing in this Blog and have said, THESE THINGS ARE UNBELIEVABLE TO ME AND I CANNOT ACCEPT THEM. And I say to you, that is because your belief system has been established and in order to truly comprehend and possibly start to believe the things said in these writings, you would have to either "change" or "loosen up" on your system of belief. In other words, we would have to OPEN UP OUR MINDS TO THE POSSIBILITIES OF THINGS OUTSIDE OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO BELIEVE DURING MOST OF OUR PAST.
The Astral Body is a very powerful and amazing entity. It is ME. It is YOU. Our physical bodies are not US. Our physical bodies are a method or vehicle of travel for us. It is possible for the astral to shape, move, reconstruct and totally control the physical.
In order to achieve anything we want it must first be "approved" by the sub-conscious mind in order to be manifested into physical reality.
As a young child I was able to travel outside of my physical body due to trauma. Unknowingly, on the outside I was not aware that I was instructing the subconscious to "get me out of here!!!"
There was nowhere to run physically? I was physically without the strength to escape from impending danger. As I said earlier during this blog, when a person is without the power to get away from the predator, they get out of their physical body by sheer DESIRE! This is the reason for many victims of both physical abuse and mental abuse having their first OBE. Who knows? We might even have been programed for this method of escape when all else failed. I believe and it saddens me, that many so called, suicide victims used this method of escape when the out of body experience was not an option at the moment?
We are all very creative entities and we all have very creative powers that we can put to use on this planet. Using our minds we can get everything we want, both good or bad. We just need to be aware of the methods of doing so. There is a lyric in a song, CORNER OF THE SKY. "Everything has it's season, Everything has it's time. Show me a reason and I'll soon show you a rhyme. Cats fit on the window sill, Children fit in the snow, why do I feel I don't fit in anywhere I go?"
If we had a better understanding of how the universe operates we would have a clearer understanding of how we ourselves are able to operate as human beings.
More later,
Love and Light!
Marshall
So many of us are tied to the physical and believe that MONEY is everything. Yes, it can be of great importance on this plane of existence. But what if we look at it very closely and examine how really important it is to us in order for us to live a full and rewarding life.
I am very much aware that when I have OBEs that having any kinds of cash on me does not help me to travel. No matter how far or near. I can actually travel to Europe "free of charge". I can eat, drink and be merry without a penny in my pocket? Yet, during physical every day situations I am always faced with the pains of knowing, I am going to have to shell MONEY out if I am going to survive physically. OK........ So be it. But what about if we could "attract" this needed money to us in order to achieve our physical desires? Not only money, but, GOOD HEALTH. PEACE. WELL BEING.
During my OBEs, I was made aware of the fact that all of the things I liked in life were attracted to me by MY THOUGHTS. All of the things I disliked in life were attracted by MY THOUGHTS.
Wow! I could "see" that whatever I did not want was in some way brought upon me by my way of thinking and my belief system. Some of my thinking was instilled in me by my surroundings and by what I was taught by my parents, teachers, etc. What I have discovered is that these beliefs became an ingrown part of my sub-conscious. I must say this, that the sub-conscious is the most powerful part of us and the most difficult to change or alter once it takes hold of what we feed it. This is the reason I no longer believe that I am a victim of anything or anybody. All that has happened to me that I LIKED or DISLIKED was a result of my own doings. My own ATTRACTING! We attract both good and bad by our thoughts/or our way of thinking or the way we "see" the world. If we "see" the world as a frightening place to be living in, so be it. If we "see" the world as a wonderful and amazing experience, SO BE THAT TOO!
I firmly believe what I was taught about being able to "consciously" project from the physical body: ONE MUST "TRICK" OR "GET PASS THE SUB-CONSCIOUS" parts of our minds. Why? Because that is where the strongest part of our true belief system is living. The part that holds our true ways of thinking. What we have come to believe is the only way for us! I must say this very moment to you, that there are many that are reading this, which I am writing in this Blog and have said, THESE THINGS ARE UNBELIEVABLE TO ME AND I CANNOT ACCEPT THEM. And I say to you, that is because your belief system has been established and in order to truly comprehend and possibly start to believe the things said in these writings, you would have to either "change" or "loosen up" on your system of belief. In other words, we would have to OPEN UP OUR MINDS TO THE POSSIBILITIES OF THINGS OUTSIDE OF WHAT WE HAVE BEEN TAUGHT TO BELIEVE DURING MOST OF OUR PAST.
The Astral Body is a very powerful and amazing entity. It is ME. It is YOU. Our physical bodies are not US. Our physical bodies are a method or vehicle of travel for us. It is possible for the astral to shape, move, reconstruct and totally control the physical.
In order to achieve anything we want it must first be "approved" by the sub-conscious mind in order to be manifested into physical reality.
As a young child I was able to travel outside of my physical body due to trauma. Unknowingly, on the outside I was not aware that I was instructing the subconscious to "get me out of here!!!"
There was nowhere to run physically? I was physically without the strength to escape from impending danger. As I said earlier during this blog, when a person is without the power to get away from the predator, they get out of their physical body by sheer DESIRE! This is the reason for many victims of both physical abuse and mental abuse having their first OBE. Who knows? We might even have been programed for this method of escape when all else failed. I believe and it saddens me, that many so called, suicide victims used this method of escape when the out of body experience was not an option at the moment?
We are all very creative entities and we all have very creative powers that we can put to use on this planet. Using our minds we can get everything we want, both good or bad. We just need to be aware of the methods of doing so. There is a lyric in a song, CORNER OF THE SKY. "Everything has it's season, Everything has it's time. Show me a reason and I'll soon show you a rhyme. Cats fit on the window sill, Children fit in the snow, why do I feel I don't fit in anywhere I go?"
If we had a better understanding of how the universe operates we would have a clearer understanding of how we ourselves are able to operate as human beings.
More later,
Love and Light!
Marshall
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
NO NDES HERE........ONLY OBES!
Hi, I have not written anything in the past several weeks, but you can be assured that I will be adding much to my ongoing Blog here in relationship to OUT OF BODY EXPERIENCES, MYSTICAL, PARANORMAL, ETC. EXPERIENCES THAT I HAVE HAD DURING MY LIFETIME AND THAT ARE ON-GOING.
I have appreciated the many emails that people have been sending to me asking various questions, etc. (http://www.WEIKAMIS@aol.com/) But I would like to once again be very clear here when I tell you that I do not do "Psychic Readings" and also to inform those who ask me the question about NDE'S (Near Death Experiences) that my site is not about NDE'S.
Out of Body Experiences are similar and during NDE'S one might experience an OBE during the experience. To my knowledge, I have never had a Near Death Experience and to be quite honest with you, I am not looking forward to experiencing one these days..... Aahahahahhhahha! That is another subject that is being widely investigated.
For those who are interested in the subject, I would like to recommend a book on the subject that was recently on The New York Times Best Sellers' List. The title is, EVIDENCE OF THE AFTERLIFE/THE SCIENCE OF NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES, written by Jeffrey Long, MD A Radiation Oncologist. It is considered the largest NDE study ever conducted which reveals proof of Life After Death. I recently read the book and found it to be a very good book for those interested in the subject.
There many others also, just to mention a few more, LIFE AFTER LIFE, by Dr. Raymond Moody, HEADING TOWARDS THE OMEGA, by Dr. Kenneth Ring, and an extroidinary book about the NDE of Betty Eadie called, EMBRACED BY THE LIGHT! (I would like to mention that it was a highlight in my life having met Betty Eadie in person years ago.)
Love and Light!
Marshall
I have appreciated the many emails that people have been sending to me asking various questions, etc. (http://www.WEIKAMIS@aol.com/) But I would like to once again be very clear here when I tell you that I do not do "Psychic Readings" and also to inform those who ask me the question about NDE'S (Near Death Experiences) that my site is not about NDE'S.
Out of Body Experiences are similar and during NDE'S one might experience an OBE during the experience. To my knowledge, I have never had a Near Death Experience and to be quite honest with you, I am not looking forward to experiencing one these days..... Aahahahahhhahha! That is another subject that is being widely investigated.
For those who are interested in the subject, I would like to recommend a book on the subject that was recently on The New York Times Best Sellers' List. The title is, EVIDENCE OF THE AFTERLIFE/THE SCIENCE OF NEAR-DEATH EXPERIENCES, written by Jeffrey Long, MD A Radiation Oncologist. It is considered the largest NDE study ever conducted which reveals proof of Life After Death. I recently read the book and found it to be a very good book for those interested in the subject.
There many others also, just to mention a few more, LIFE AFTER LIFE, by Dr. Raymond Moody, HEADING TOWARDS THE OMEGA, by Dr. Kenneth Ring, and an extroidinary book about the NDE of Betty Eadie called, EMBRACED BY THE LIGHT! (I would like to mention that it was a highlight in my life having met Betty Eadie in person years ago.)
Love and Light!
Marshall
Monday, January 25, 2010
OBES AND HOW THEY IMPACT OUR "GIFTS"
Hi=) I promise you that we all have one or several "gifts" given to us when coming here to the Earth plane of existence. We just have to practice and fine tune them.
Several people have contacted me requesting so called, "Readings". I don't do that. Also there have been those requesting that I solve their life problems by giving them "hidden information" that they cannot "know" or "see". Again, I am not qualified to assist you with those queries. But I have repeated myself, with answers to some by saying, ALL THAT YOU WISH TO FIND OUT IS "WITHIN" YOURSELF, WAITING TO RESPOND TO YOUR MANY QUESTIONS!
The Universe is wonderful and perfect in its' presentation of what we are given to work with and what we are prevented from being involved in due to our level of accepting and knowing what is comfortable for us.
Many, many answers to my questions and many interventions of protection have come my way. BUT.......they have all come from a dimension where those that are or were a part of the "group" I am a part of....both before coming here and while existing here. Many continue to keep contact when having "crossed over" and I feel extremely blessed by their "watching and protecting my ass!" Aahahahahah!
Please permit me to take the liberty here to answer a question that I have been asked several times by people in contact with me. "MARSHALL, CAN YOU SPEAK TO THE DEAD?" The answer is, "NO. NOT IF THEY ARE EARTHBOUND!" Most whom have contacted me or helped me in various ways are those that are definitely on "The Other Side". They are not "Earthbound". The Earthbound ones are people that have not yet "crossed over" due to various reasons. And they are "disturbed" about something unfinished here or things that they refuse to let go of that remain here on earth. They are usually unsettling, angry, subject to playful trickery or constant attempts at frightening you or me by playing, I will call them, Ghost Games.
I personally cannot speak to them. I believe the reason for this is that I am not developed or stable enough to deal with them in any way. They require the communications of those far more advanced than myself. I know very well that I am continuing at this point to work on my own emotional problems and worldly issues. In order to deal with them, one must be very advanced in my opinion. Due to the fact that they are able to "play on your imagination and alter your energy if you are not strong enough to adapt and know much about the paranormal activities around us".
Yes, I "see" Spirits that come to me and speak to me and support me. Yes, I know when they are with me or around me and their intentions thus far in my earthly existence has always been good intentioned.
The other day I was in conversation with my close friend and she and I discussed an incident that happened to me in the not too distant past. I have been a collector of Angel Statues for a long number of years. Most of them always hung in various parts of my apartment. They were all very prominently displayed in different rooms. One week......yes, it all happened in exactly one week. Suddenly, just "out of the blue?" They began to fall off of the walls. One by one. In each room. Nothing else on the walls had fallen, only the Angels. And to my surprise, because I was beginning to believe when this happened I was always alone in the rooms, that this was co-incidence or my imagination or what??? Someone was in the apartment during the time a couple fell from the wall on separate occasions and looked at me and really laughed out loud and said, YOUR ANGELS ARE ALL FALLING OFF OF THE WALL. EVERY TIME I COME HERE NOW ONE FALLS??? I was speechless and just so confused??? I believe I might have joked and said, MAYBE YOU ARE BRINGING SOME OF YOUR "ATTACHED" FRIENDS WITH YOU?"
Here is my conclusion: Someone wanted me to leave! 8 years living there and someone wanted me to leave.....Not a Ghost. But the energy of someone very strong wanting me to depart.
It was very interesting to me that shortly after that time, unrelated circumstances caused me to have to depart from that apartment?
More later..............
Love and Light!
Marshall
Several people have contacted me requesting so called, "Readings". I don't do that. Also there have been those requesting that I solve their life problems by giving them "hidden information" that they cannot "know" or "see". Again, I am not qualified to assist you with those queries. But I have repeated myself, with answers to some by saying, ALL THAT YOU WISH TO FIND OUT IS "WITHIN" YOURSELF, WAITING TO RESPOND TO YOUR MANY QUESTIONS!
The Universe is wonderful and perfect in its' presentation of what we are given to work with and what we are prevented from being involved in due to our level of accepting and knowing what is comfortable for us.
Many, many answers to my questions and many interventions of protection have come my way. BUT.......they have all come from a dimension where those that are or were a part of the "group" I am a part of....both before coming here and while existing here. Many continue to keep contact when having "crossed over" and I feel extremely blessed by their "watching and protecting my ass!" Aahahahahah!
Please permit me to take the liberty here to answer a question that I have been asked several times by people in contact with me. "MARSHALL, CAN YOU SPEAK TO THE DEAD?" The answer is, "NO. NOT IF THEY ARE EARTHBOUND!" Most whom have contacted me or helped me in various ways are those that are definitely on "The Other Side". They are not "Earthbound". The Earthbound ones are people that have not yet "crossed over" due to various reasons. And they are "disturbed" about something unfinished here or things that they refuse to let go of that remain here on earth. They are usually unsettling, angry, subject to playful trickery or constant attempts at frightening you or me by playing, I will call them, Ghost Games.
I personally cannot speak to them. I believe the reason for this is that I am not developed or stable enough to deal with them in any way. They require the communications of those far more advanced than myself. I know very well that I am continuing at this point to work on my own emotional problems and worldly issues. In order to deal with them, one must be very advanced in my opinion. Due to the fact that they are able to "play on your imagination and alter your energy if you are not strong enough to adapt and know much about the paranormal activities around us".
Yes, I "see" Spirits that come to me and speak to me and support me. Yes, I know when they are with me or around me and their intentions thus far in my earthly existence has always been good intentioned.
The other day I was in conversation with my close friend and she and I discussed an incident that happened to me in the not too distant past. I have been a collector of Angel Statues for a long number of years. Most of them always hung in various parts of my apartment. They were all very prominently displayed in different rooms. One week......yes, it all happened in exactly one week. Suddenly, just "out of the blue?" They began to fall off of the walls. One by one. In each room. Nothing else on the walls had fallen, only the Angels. And to my surprise, because I was beginning to believe when this happened I was always alone in the rooms, that this was co-incidence or my imagination or what??? Someone was in the apartment during the time a couple fell from the wall on separate occasions and looked at me and really laughed out loud and said, YOUR ANGELS ARE ALL FALLING OFF OF THE WALL. EVERY TIME I COME HERE NOW ONE FALLS??? I was speechless and just so confused??? I believe I might have joked and said, MAYBE YOU ARE BRINGING SOME OF YOUR "ATTACHED" FRIENDS WITH YOU?"
Here is my conclusion: Someone wanted me to leave! 8 years living there and someone wanted me to leave.....Not a Ghost. But the energy of someone very strong wanting me to depart.
It was very interesting to me that shortly after that time, unrelated circumstances caused me to have to depart from that apartment?
More later..............
Love and Light!
Marshall
Sunday, January 24, 2010
WHAT YOU DO HERE, YOU PAY HERE!
Aahahahahahah! Yup. This bit of information was passed on to me from the thoughts of Ondina. She was so absolutely right in my opinion, now that I have opened my eyes and observed how it all works.
It became even more clear to me in how to watch out for it. We do not have to wait or fear the afterlife to find ourselves paying for the negative and hurtful things we have done in this dimension to others.
Sometimes my anger and outrage has been so strong that I have wanted to lash out at anyone around me who has been so hurtful to me. I realize now that we cannot make others pay for their misdoings, either to ourselves or those around us. God/The Universe has taken care of that part of our situations. This is one of the major reasons I have come to understand what is called, KARMA. During so many of our incarnations, we are experiencing the results of our last incarnations.
We must never just jump to conclusions and feel that we have to get "revenge" on what has or is being done to us at any moment of time, if we sincerely and knowingly realize that we are being subjected to an injustice by someone or some situation.
I am convinced that if each one of us would take a moment and think about any situation that we felt tremendously hurt and abused by and knew without a doubt that we were being treated wrongly, we will actually be surprised at the payment the perpetrator was or would get in return.
I know someone whom I have always considered a close and loving friend, yet at the same time, this person would at any opportunity, "stab me in the back!" These days I laugh and "know" that there is no need to be so bent out of shape as to run and attempt revenge. It's outcome equals the old saying, "What goes around, comes around!" WHAT YOU DO HERE, YOU PAY HERE! Some say words are cheap. Yet, in the spiritual world, words carry tremendous ENERGY and can hurt far worst than the physical.
When this person with their words said things so hurtful and damaging to my spirit, I wanted to get back at them with my hurtful words in defense of myself as a person. But I have now learned...... be still. Think. Wait. and then permit one's mind to speak. These are the things my mind or spirit whispered into my inner ears:
BE STILL. THINK. LISTEN. THIS PERSON IS TORTURED. THEIR PAIN IS GREAT. THEIR BODY IS FULL OF "DIS-EASES" THEIR PHYSICAL VISION IS FADING SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY. THEIR PHYSICAL BODY IS LOOSING CONTROL OF THEIR FUNCTIONS. THEIR HUMAN BRAIN IS SUFFERING FROM "BAD ENERGIES". THEIR HATRED FOR FEELINGS OF INFERIORITY IS GETTING THE BEST OF THEM. THEIR REALIZATIONS OF SO MANY PEOPLE TURNING THEIR BACKS ON THEM IS BECOMING UNBEARABLE. THEY ARE BECOMING MORE AND MORE AWARE OF THEIR LOSS OF CONTROL. THEY ARE BECOMING MORE AND MORE DELUSIONAL ABOUT THEIR REAL SURROUNDINGS. THEY ARE ATTEMPTING NOW TO BUY LOVE RATHER THAN TO EARN IT..........AND THEIR FEAR AND AWARENESS OF BEING "ALONE" IS BECOMING CLEAR AS THE MORNING SKY! THEY ARE BEING FACED WITH THE FACTS, THAT THEIR CONTRIBUTIONS TO THEIR FELLOW HUMANS HAVE BEEN MINISCULE...THEY ARE BEGINNING TO BE BROUGHT HOME TO THE "TRUTH!" ALL OF THEIR WORKS HAVE BEEN DONE AND GIVEN, IN THEIR FULL ENTIRIETY, TO NONE OTHER THAN........"THEMSELVES!" Do not seek revenge......Only be still and permit your LOVE to shine brighter and move close to this person. Because what you are experiencing now is, a person who is PAYING HERE FOR WHAT THEY DO HERE!
More later.......................
Love and Light!
Marshall
It became even more clear to me in how to watch out for it. We do not have to wait or fear the afterlife to find ourselves paying for the negative and hurtful things we have done in this dimension to others.
Sometimes my anger and outrage has been so strong that I have wanted to lash out at anyone around me who has been so hurtful to me. I realize now that we cannot make others pay for their misdoings, either to ourselves or those around us. God/The Universe has taken care of that part of our situations. This is one of the major reasons I have come to understand what is called, KARMA. During so many of our incarnations, we are experiencing the results of our last incarnations.
We must never just jump to conclusions and feel that we have to get "revenge" on what has or is being done to us at any moment of time, if we sincerely and knowingly realize that we are being subjected to an injustice by someone or some situation.
I am convinced that if each one of us would take a moment and think about any situation that we felt tremendously hurt and abused by and knew without a doubt that we were being treated wrongly, we will actually be surprised at the payment the perpetrator was or would get in return.
I know someone whom I have always considered a close and loving friend, yet at the same time, this person would at any opportunity, "stab me in the back!" These days I laugh and "know" that there is no need to be so bent out of shape as to run and attempt revenge. It's outcome equals the old saying, "What goes around, comes around!" WHAT YOU DO HERE, YOU PAY HERE! Some say words are cheap. Yet, in the spiritual world, words carry tremendous ENERGY and can hurt far worst than the physical.
When this person with their words said things so hurtful and damaging to my spirit, I wanted to get back at them with my hurtful words in defense of myself as a person. But I have now learned...... be still. Think. Wait. and then permit one's mind to speak. These are the things my mind or spirit whispered into my inner ears:
BE STILL. THINK. LISTEN. THIS PERSON IS TORTURED. THEIR PAIN IS GREAT. THEIR BODY IS FULL OF "DIS-EASES" THEIR PHYSICAL VISION IS FADING SLOWLY AND PAINFULLY. THEIR PHYSICAL BODY IS LOOSING CONTROL OF THEIR FUNCTIONS. THEIR HUMAN BRAIN IS SUFFERING FROM "BAD ENERGIES". THEIR HATRED FOR FEELINGS OF INFERIORITY IS GETTING THE BEST OF THEM. THEIR REALIZATIONS OF SO MANY PEOPLE TURNING THEIR BACKS ON THEM IS BECOMING UNBEARABLE. THEY ARE BECOMING MORE AND MORE AWARE OF THEIR LOSS OF CONTROL. THEY ARE BECOMING MORE AND MORE DELUSIONAL ABOUT THEIR REAL SURROUNDINGS. THEY ARE ATTEMPTING NOW TO BUY LOVE RATHER THAN TO EARN IT..........AND THEIR FEAR AND AWARENESS OF BEING "ALONE" IS BECOMING CLEAR AS THE MORNING SKY! THEY ARE BEING FACED WITH THE FACTS, THAT THEIR CONTRIBUTIONS TO THEIR FELLOW HUMANS HAVE BEEN MINISCULE...THEY ARE BEGINNING TO BE BROUGHT HOME TO THE "TRUTH!" ALL OF THEIR WORKS HAVE BEEN DONE AND GIVEN, IN THEIR FULL ENTIRIETY, TO NONE OTHER THAN........"THEMSELVES!" Do not seek revenge......Only be still and permit your LOVE to shine brighter and move close to this person. Because what you are experiencing now is, a person who is PAYING HERE FOR WHAT THEY DO HERE!
More later.......................
Love and Light!
Marshall
Wednesday, January 20, 2010
THEY WILL GET TO YOU....SOMEHOW!
Hi !
When a love one crosses over and wishes you to know that he or she "still exist" they will contact and inform you in ways that you might not be expecting. I thought that I should tell you about this particular method of communication or contact, in order for you to be aware of it.
Anderson always told me that he was concerned about my "belief system" in spite of my so called "gifts".
During my times of grief I was not believing that I was "seeing" anything or feeling anything sometimes and wondering if I was just "imagining" all of my spiritual capacities. Frustrations and grief made me begin not really to "see" signs and experiences presented to me. Little known to me, "They" can use very ingenious methods to make their existence and presence known..... (Remember the door bells ringing and the intercom system buzzing, etc.)
Well, there were others and I would like to share one that really had me stunned for awhile. One day as I was returning home from work, I pulled the car into a parking space that I had found near my apartment. Approximately, one-half block away. I turned off the ignition and before I got up to leave the car, I felt a very sad feeling come over my body. I sat back in my seat and took a deep breath.
I lifted my head up and looked straight ahead at the car parked in front of me. My eyes slowly moved downwards, and WOW! The license plate on the car's rear facing me clearly was a vanity plate, ANDERSON. I sat there for maybe a half-hour looking at it and smiling and thinking. My thoughts: CAN YOU HAVE THAT MANY LETTERS IN A VANITY PLATE? AM I HALLUCINATING? IS THIS A JOKE OR SOMETHING? HOW DID I JUST HAPPEN TO PARK RIGHT HERE??? The thoughts and questions were endless. Finally, I gave up. I accepted it and whispered out loud...... I MISS YOU. YOU ARE SO FUNNY, STILL JOKING ME!
Another method of confirmation used that I found out. One day in the late afternoon, my Landlord rang my doorbell and ask me if I would not mind coming up to visit his wife. (His wife and I were very close friends. By the way, her profession was that of a Psycho Analysts) She wanted very much to speak to me in person. I said, no problem and accompanied him up to their apartment above me.
As soon as I arrived, she greeted me with a hug and a kiss. And then blurted out anxiously, MARSHALL, I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU! She was very excited.
She said to me, "Last night for some reason, I just got up out of bed and went to the kitchen window facing the garden outside. (The garden was shared by both of us and located outside my living room window.) "Marshall....ANDERSON was standing there in the backyard with that big grin on his face that I remember so well, looking up at me!!!" I was speechless. Her husband (His profession, Physician) jumped right in and said, "She is cracking up......" And he laughed. "I had no idea why she jumped out of bed last night and ran to the kitchen? When she returned to bed, she told me this about seeing him....... I just went back to sleep." We left it at that for the moment.
Approximately one week later, the Doctor, her husband, was passing me on the street, stopped and said, "I have to tell you something. The other night, in the middle of the night, my wife and I were awaken by pots and pans and all kinds of sounds coming from the kitchen.....it was loud and lasted for awhile. I just said to my wife, Oh, it must be Anderson. And then went back to sleep." He laughed. As I began to walk away, he raised his voice and said to me, "Marshall, it was not just last night....it's been happening a few nights!" He then laughed out loud and said to me, SOMETHING IS GOING ON AND I THINK I AM CONTACTING WHATEVER MY WIFE GOT! And we both laughed so loud together!
Love and Light!
Marshall
When a love one crosses over and wishes you to know that he or she "still exist" they will contact and inform you in ways that you might not be expecting. I thought that I should tell you about this particular method of communication or contact, in order for you to be aware of it.
Anderson always told me that he was concerned about my "belief system" in spite of my so called "gifts".
During my times of grief I was not believing that I was "seeing" anything or feeling anything sometimes and wondering if I was just "imagining" all of my spiritual capacities. Frustrations and grief made me begin not really to "see" signs and experiences presented to me. Little known to me, "They" can use very ingenious methods to make their existence and presence known..... (Remember the door bells ringing and the intercom system buzzing, etc.)
Well, there were others and I would like to share one that really had me stunned for awhile. One day as I was returning home from work, I pulled the car into a parking space that I had found near my apartment. Approximately, one-half block away. I turned off the ignition and before I got up to leave the car, I felt a very sad feeling come over my body. I sat back in my seat and took a deep breath.
I lifted my head up and looked straight ahead at the car parked in front of me. My eyes slowly moved downwards, and WOW! The license plate on the car's rear facing me clearly was a vanity plate, ANDERSON. I sat there for maybe a half-hour looking at it and smiling and thinking. My thoughts: CAN YOU HAVE THAT MANY LETTERS IN A VANITY PLATE? AM I HALLUCINATING? IS THIS A JOKE OR SOMETHING? HOW DID I JUST HAPPEN TO PARK RIGHT HERE??? The thoughts and questions were endless. Finally, I gave up. I accepted it and whispered out loud...... I MISS YOU. YOU ARE SO FUNNY, STILL JOKING ME!
Another method of confirmation used that I found out. One day in the late afternoon, my Landlord rang my doorbell and ask me if I would not mind coming up to visit his wife. (His wife and I were very close friends. By the way, her profession was that of a Psycho Analysts) She wanted very much to speak to me in person. I said, no problem and accompanied him up to their apartment above me.
As soon as I arrived, she greeted me with a hug and a kiss. And then blurted out anxiously, MARSHALL, I HAVE SOMETHING TO TELL YOU! She was very excited.
She said to me, "Last night for some reason, I just got up out of bed and went to the kitchen window facing the garden outside. (The garden was shared by both of us and located outside my living room window.) "Marshall....ANDERSON was standing there in the backyard with that big grin on his face that I remember so well, looking up at me!!!" I was speechless. Her husband (His profession, Physician) jumped right in and said, "She is cracking up......" And he laughed. "I had no idea why she jumped out of bed last night and ran to the kitchen? When she returned to bed, she told me this about seeing him....... I just went back to sleep." We left it at that for the moment.
Approximately one week later, the Doctor, her husband, was passing me on the street, stopped and said, "I have to tell you something. The other night, in the middle of the night, my wife and I were awaken by pots and pans and all kinds of sounds coming from the kitchen.....it was loud and lasted for awhile. I just said to my wife, Oh, it must be Anderson. And then went back to sleep." He laughed. As I began to walk away, he raised his voice and said to me, "Marshall, it was not just last night....it's been happening a few nights!" He then laughed out loud and said to me, SOMETHING IS GOING ON AND I THINK I AM CONTACTING WHATEVER MY WIFE GOT! And we both laughed so loud together!
Love and Light!
Marshall
Sunday, January 10, 2010
IT REALLY DOESN'T MATTER WHAT THEY THINK!
Hey, I have not written anything recently due to the fact that I have been in various states of awareness that have prevented me from doing so. But, here I am now to possibly share more of my thoughts with those who wish to know them.....
I will start by expressing my opinion to those whom have asked me about people questioning my sanity sometimes about my "seeing" things in this life. Actually, it never bothered me at all. This brings me to remember the gifted and brilliant, Dr. Elizabeth Kubler Ross. She has been considered the "first lady" of the knowledge and study of death and the process of dying. Her world renowned book is called, ON DEATH AND DYING.
She once made the following statements to those who questioned or made negative light in references to her information presented. "WHO CARES IF THEY BELIEVE ME OR NOT.......THEY WILL ALL FIND OUT EVENTUALLY!" Once during a heated discussion with a Religious Leader who contested her on her Life After Death statements. She ended the conversation with him as follows, "IF THERE ARE SO MANY OF THOSE WHO HAVE NO PROBLEM/FAULT WITH BELIEVING THAT A MAN COULD BE CRUCIFIED ON A CROSS AND THEN PRONOUNCED LEGALLY DEAD, COULD RISE UP FROM THE DEAD AND ACTUALLY CARRY ON AS USUAL WITH VARIOUS OTHER PEOPLE........WHY ON EARTH IS THIS WHICH I AM PRESENTING TO YOU SO DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO COMPREHEND???" I was laughing my ass off when I read about her making that statement.
Anyway, in answer to being questioned by various people myself about my situation. I would explain it this way. Most of the people that find tremendous interest in what I possess are usually 35 years old and under in age. (Of course there are several exceptions to that rule that I have encountered). I believe I have definitely figured that one out. Especially due to the fact that I have far passed 35 years of age. When people start to age, and the older the worst. They begin to become very stuck in their ways and beliefs. Anything new and or different is totally out of the question. (Especially when it comes to religious beliefs!) All of those years of having something drilled into your mind.......no way does one want to be suddenly given "new information!" Yet, it becomes very clear when you contemplate various ideas about our existence and habits. So many people continue to get married, REPEATEDLY, in the hopes of the next one either working or they have found their so called "Soul Mate". Never once stopping to meditate or try to understand more clearly the situation at hand. Is it possible that one's so called, "Soul Mate" does not have to be one's spouse??? What about "perfect sex" being the love of one's life! (When the sex got boring, so did the relationship or marriage). Statistics do show that "Divorce" is much greater than "Not getting divorced". I could go on and on and on, but I am sure you get my point. Why do so many not stop and say, WHO AM I? WHY AM I HERE ON THIS EARTH? WHAT IS MY PURPOSE? In my opinion, just as we are ALL individuals and are DIFFERENT in each makeup of ourselves, so will our journey be on this earth. Most of us just do not "catch on" to that quick enough. And some of us, never do. Already it made me began to investigate the subject I had avoided for years, REINCARNATION. Do we "repeat" our journeys many times in order to experience or learn our lessons nescessary?
I believe young people show their enthusiasm for "adventure" and loose it with age and misguided directions by others that are older, but not wiser. There is much that can be written about this by someone. For me having been contacted by so many young people who ask me questions both in mail form and in person, is very interesting. In person, to see the excitement and glee demonstrated by them when presenting me with their experiences is rewarding as well as comforting. They are searching! They are looking for answers......... Once we close our minds, we have automatically put our "spiritual developement" on hold. I sincerely believe, that when we decide or unknowingly do that, the remainder of our existence on this Earth plane (If some unseen entity does not give us a "wake up call".) is nothing more than, "chilling" "aimless hanging out" until we cross back over.
ROBERT MONROE, the author and well known Out of Body Experiencer said in of his first book about his new found experiences.......WHAT WAS I GOING TO DO NOW??? WHAT ABOUT MY RELIGION AND BELIEFS TAUGHT TO ME ALL MY LIFE? WHAT WAS NOW HAPPENING TO ME, WAS SHOCKING AND A TRAUMA TO MY BELIEF SYSTEM!
Yes, this is very, very true. My friend from Germany for many, many years now had a Near Death Experience during his lifetime here on earth. For years we have discussed out various experiences and changes that they have made upon our lives and belief systems. One thing was agreed on without a doubt by both of us.......WE WILL NEVER, EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN! AND.........this is the sad part of it all. The conclusion that this fact had hit us both in the face one day. The question was, WHY WERE WE ALWAYS SO UNHAPPY ABOUT SO MANY THINGS??? WHAT COULD WE DO TO CHANGE THIS STRANGE AND AWFUL FEELING?
Well, the answer became very clear. NOTHING REALLY! We were now "seeing" the real physical world. The way it really operated. We no longer could escape with frivolous things and thoughts. We had been forced or remembered something very important about our reason for existence on this planet Earth. This is definitely a school and we are definitely here to learn many, many, many lessons! Big and small ones. All about "Why?" and "How?" There was a major purpose for being here on this planet and it was not to just be robotic human beings. There were reasons that had been covered up by various superfluous actions on our parts. Why had we not "seen" these reasons and things before? Because we were not at that time using that part of our spirits/souls/minds. Running to gyms to make our bodies great looking and wearing the right clothes to be more stunning than the other person, etc. etc. etc. We had forgotten to WORK ON DEVELOPING OUR HIGHER SELVES! More later..............
Love and Light!
Marshall
I will start by expressing my opinion to those whom have asked me about people questioning my sanity sometimes about my "seeing" things in this life. Actually, it never bothered me at all. This brings me to remember the gifted and brilliant, Dr. Elizabeth Kubler Ross. She has been considered the "first lady" of the knowledge and study of death and the process of dying. Her world renowned book is called, ON DEATH AND DYING.
She once made the following statements to those who questioned or made negative light in references to her information presented. "WHO CARES IF THEY BELIEVE ME OR NOT.......THEY WILL ALL FIND OUT EVENTUALLY!" Once during a heated discussion with a Religious Leader who contested her on her Life After Death statements. She ended the conversation with him as follows, "IF THERE ARE SO MANY OF THOSE WHO HAVE NO PROBLEM/FAULT WITH BELIEVING THAT A MAN COULD BE CRUCIFIED ON A CROSS AND THEN PRONOUNCED LEGALLY DEAD, COULD RISE UP FROM THE DEAD AND ACTUALLY CARRY ON AS USUAL WITH VARIOUS OTHER PEOPLE........WHY ON EARTH IS THIS WHICH I AM PRESENTING TO YOU SO DIFFICULT FOR YOU TO COMPREHEND???" I was laughing my ass off when I read about her making that statement.
Anyway, in answer to being questioned by various people myself about my situation. I would explain it this way. Most of the people that find tremendous interest in what I possess are usually 35 years old and under in age. (Of course there are several exceptions to that rule that I have encountered). I believe I have definitely figured that one out. Especially due to the fact that I have far passed 35 years of age. When people start to age, and the older the worst. They begin to become very stuck in their ways and beliefs. Anything new and or different is totally out of the question. (Especially when it comes to religious beliefs!) All of those years of having something drilled into your mind.......no way does one want to be suddenly given "new information!" Yet, it becomes very clear when you contemplate various ideas about our existence and habits. So many people continue to get married, REPEATEDLY, in the hopes of the next one either working or they have found their so called "Soul Mate". Never once stopping to meditate or try to understand more clearly the situation at hand. Is it possible that one's so called, "Soul Mate" does not have to be one's spouse??? What about "perfect sex" being the love of one's life! (When the sex got boring, so did the relationship or marriage). Statistics do show that "Divorce" is much greater than "Not getting divorced". I could go on and on and on, but I am sure you get my point. Why do so many not stop and say, WHO AM I? WHY AM I HERE ON THIS EARTH? WHAT IS MY PURPOSE? In my opinion, just as we are ALL individuals and are DIFFERENT in each makeup of ourselves, so will our journey be on this earth. Most of us just do not "catch on" to that quick enough. And some of us, never do. Already it made me began to investigate the subject I had avoided for years, REINCARNATION. Do we "repeat" our journeys many times in order to experience or learn our lessons nescessary?
I believe young people show their enthusiasm for "adventure" and loose it with age and misguided directions by others that are older, but not wiser. There is much that can be written about this by someone. For me having been contacted by so many young people who ask me questions both in mail form and in person, is very interesting. In person, to see the excitement and glee demonstrated by them when presenting me with their experiences is rewarding as well as comforting. They are searching! They are looking for answers......... Once we close our minds, we have automatically put our "spiritual developement" on hold. I sincerely believe, that when we decide or unknowingly do that, the remainder of our existence on this Earth plane (If some unseen entity does not give us a "wake up call".) is nothing more than, "chilling" "aimless hanging out" until we cross back over.
ROBERT MONROE, the author and well known Out of Body Experiencer said in of his first book about his new found experiences.......WHAT WAS I GOING TO DO NOW??? WHAT ABOUT MY RELIGION AND BELIEFS TAUGHT TO ME ALL MY LIFE? WHAT WAS NOW HAPPENING TO ME, WAS SHOCKING AND A TRAUMA TO MY BELIEF SYSTEM!
Yes, this is very, very true. My friend from Germany for many, many years now had a Near Death Experience during his lifetime here on earth. For years we have discussed out various experiences and changes that they have made upon our lives and belief systems. One thing was agreed on without a doubt by both of us.......WE WILL NEVER, EVER BE THE SAME AGAIN! AND.........this is the sad part of it all. The conclusion that this fact had hit us both in the face one day. The question was, WHY WERE WE ALWAYS SO UNHAPPY ABOUT SO MANY THINGS??? WHAT COULD WE DO TO CHANGE THIS STRANGE AND AWFUL FEELING?
Well, the answer became very clear. NOTHING REALLY! We were now "seeing" the real physical world. The way it really operated. We no longer could escape with frivolous things and thoughts. We had been forced or remembered something very important about our reason for existence on this planet Earth. This is definitely a school and we are definitely here to learn many, many, many lessons! Big and small ones. All about "Why?" and "How?" There was a major purpose for being here on this planet and it was not to just be robotic human beings. There were reasons that had been covered up by various superfluous actions on our parts. Why had we not "seen" these reasons and things before? Because we were not at that time using that part of our spirits/souls/minds. Running to gyms to make our bodies great looking and wearing the right clothes to be more stunning than the other person, etc. etc. etc. We had forgotten to WORK ON DEVELOPING OUR HIGHER SELVES! More later..............
Love and Light!
Marshall
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